i got my flu shot can we make out now 😩
spent last week being as productive as possible for my oncoming depressive episode 😌
capitalism is like. resting is a waste of time. eating is a waste of time. sleeping is a waste of time. playing is a waste of time. living is a waste of time. you must prove your worth to live here and everything else is a waste. and we’re taught not to question it.
i will eat my meals and take my naps and sit on benches and i will stop to do nothing and i will cherish those moments.
i don’t like how endings in real life come on so suddenly without making sense, without much warning. one minute you’re in the middle of something and the next it’s all a very long time ago and you’re a different person and none of it is ever coming back
being perceived as smart is so anxiety-inducing like the phrase “living up to ur potential” makes me shudder