first of all, how dare they push him to the edge, how dare they remove Wonho from his passion and his love. Wonho is sensitive and he gets stressed so easily, so how dare they make him feel so bad that he leaves Monsta X to protect his band’s image. how can they even bully someone so bad for them to leave their dream and their passion? i can’t comprehend it. second of all, i respect his decision and i don’t want to see any monbebes disrespecting his choice. he did it for the good of his band. he did it for his health to feel better. my heart hurts so much and it goes out to him and any other monbebes who are upset. wonho deserved all the love in the world and all he got in return was hatred. Hoseok even wrote a letter to apologise when he did absolutely nothing wrong, I can not believe the hatred, toxicity and negativity that plagues kpop and this world. it is disgusting. idols do so much for us and they get treated like this. idols are human and every single person needs to realise that. this injustice will not go unnoticed by monbebes, it will not go unnoticed by monsta x, and it will not go unnoticed by hoseok. Monsta X and Wonho deserve better. I am so sorry that this happened. Monsta X worked so hard on this newest album, they are so proud of it and for it to be responded to like this. how are they meant to perform like nothing’s happened? Lastly and most importantly, Wonho we will miss you and will always love you. Thank you Lee Hoseok, you’re forever in my heart.
This is Wonho.
First, I would like to apologize for not being able to keep the promise that I would only provide good memories and for causing pain to fans.
Furthermore, I apologize for causing concern to many people due to my personal issues.
I have received undeserving blessings and love while promoting as a MONSTA X member. I sincerely thank you for making precious memories for me. To the members who worked hard with me and stayed with me, I would like to tell them that I’m thankful and that I love them. [I would also like to show them] my apologetic heart.
There was a time when I was immature and have made big and small mistakes, but after becoming a trainee and making my debut, I stayed on track and worked hard to avoid being ashamed of myself.
I am announcing that I am leaving MONSTA X today.
I am apologetic for causing harm to the members due to the unfortunate issues related to me. More than anything, I am sorry for disappointing my fans, who believed in me.
I have reached this decision after seeing many people having a hard time because of me.
In addition to our members, I once again sincerely bow my head in apology to the fans who have believed in me and supported me.
Please give strength to MONSTA X.
The members have nothing to do with me.
I carefully ask that you at least give support and encouragement to the members.
They are people who are too good to stop and get hurt like this because of someone like me.
I am so thankful and apologetic to the staff, members, and lastly our fans who have allowed me to enjoy such happiness until this point.
Translation via: soompi.com
oh my god I’m back from the dead bc I just watched the comeback stage video and they literally got a clip of me in there lmfaoooooo
a unit of all the thique boned idols
they dyed hyungwons hair pink to attempt to suck me back into the Kpop world
When you die, you appear in a cinema with a number of other people who look like you. You find out that they are your previous reincarnations, and soon you all begin watching your next life on the big screen.
My previous incarnations throwing popcorn at the screen and booing: this bitch is fucking stupid!!!
For all the people who didn’t know him… Jonghyun was everything you could wish for in and idol and more. Beyond his talent, no one could talk to him without gushing about what a good person he was. He was just that lovable and kind. Jonghyun was always outspoken about mental health, lgbtq rights, and inequality. He was always the first one to cry, but he was also always the first one to laugh. He poured his soul into composing and writing music. He suffered from insomnia, but always gave 100% energy on the stage. He liked silly jokes, ballads, and staying indoors. He had one of those voices that could make you cry just by listening to it. He was so kind, gentle, open, and talented. His life was short, but I won’t ever be able to forget him.
blue night radio ♡ 170327
(to a listener’s message) jonghyun: when your tears are falling just let them shed. i wish you’ll think of it as if that weight inside your heart is getting out of your body drop by drop, like that.
- standing up for lgbt students and minorities at large by amplifying their voices, but doing so respectfully (dec 2013)
- reflecting on his appreciation for hero movies… ‘i have to protect my world’ (mar 2013)
- receiving boxes of listerine after a joke comparing his deja-boo suit colors to listerine flavors went viral, during base promotions (feb 2015)
- comforting a fan who was self-conscious about her name with a handwritten note at a shinee fansign (may 2015)
- going to comfort a crying key during shinee’s concert at tokyo dome, but ending up crying himself (early 2015)
- speaking playfully with a male listener on blue night radio (may 2015)
- mentioning his gratitude for fans and listeners in creating a safe space with blue night radio (july 2015)
- discussing his conversation with taemin about “gender roles, prejudices and negative views about artists, etc.” when writing pretty boy for taemin ft. kai on blue night radio (aug 2015)
- personally supporting radio guest baek young ok on blue night radio in her efforts to bring sanitary pads to low-income girls (mar 2017)
there are so many more moments to include but i wanted to hold onto these for sure. jonghyun, you were a celebrity like no other. i cant imagine a world without you. i wish you’d gotten to known how many hearts and minds you touched with your voice, your songwriting, and just by being yourself.
im just here to say that winter is a hard season to stay positive for some people and mental illness can really make a person feel trapped so don’t ever forget to Check up on your loved ones or anyone you see having a hard time .
I’m not a good speaker, I do not know how to talk about feelings so I don’t know how to express in words how I felt when they won. I was shaking and crying. I’m still crying. They deserve it, they deserve the whole world. If I could I would give you everything. I’m glad that I and all monbebes could give you your 1st win.