In case you forgot, part 1
At first I was walking but I could of sworn someone was following me so I ran as fast as I could to the safest place I can think of. When I arrived to my safe spot aka the small playground, tears kept flowing down my face. I just could not believe that he could be so rude to me as if I meant nothing to him. He’s treating me like when we first meet, a dickhead. The countless conversations, kisses, hugs clearly meant nothing to him. He probably even destroyed the special guitar set I got him. It had his name and birthday engraved on it with mine on the back. It also brought a guitar pick with our anniversary on it. I spent over $800 dollars on it and I pray and hope he at least donated it. I put so much effort into getting him gifts he would really love and adore. I also got him this cool trinket with a picture of him and well loved sister. How much she loved Calum and I together. She never wanted us to end, but once she found out she even cried. Calum was the one who ended it, not me. How could I walk away from 5 years of being together? Even though he became a monster, I loved him with all my heart. After a couple days of not seeing each other everything was off. All I remember is that he told me was that the love we had is dried up. He felt absolutely nothing for me and the memories we had began to melt away from his memory. I ran out of that apartment into my car, drove off to my friends house. He never came for me and from that point on I had to move on. Days, months and even years passed since I last saw him. I did not expect to see him in my favorite cafe and the ironic thing is that I never told him about this little place. I just don’t get why he’s in this small town. I moved here a year after we broke up and I believed he would never show up around here. Its a small suburban town with a indie/hippie type of vibe going on. I really adored this small place and have taken so many great photos all posted on my Instagram dedicated to photography. Apparently, its famous page and people from around the world come visit the town. What’s even funnier is that no one knows this account belongs to me. Which might make sense that Calum is here but he doesn’t even follow the page, I checked right now. What the fuck this literally makes no sense to me. Perhaps his wife told him or a band member. Due to the fact that I think he still belongs to that band of his. Out of nowhere I heard a cough and turned around. I could not believe my eyes, I rubbed them twice and pinched my leg I’m not dreaming.
“Luke?” I say with a shocked look.
“Hey bubs, nice to see ya” I started tearing up and ran to him.
You have no idea how much Luke meant to me. This blond headed freak was my best friend in the band when I was with Calum. When my relationship with Calum ended, I ended all ties with the band. My heart was too fragile to deal with the other guys and they understood. Ever so often they would mention a tweet with my nickname “bubs” none of the fans knew who they’re were talking about except one or two who knew about my existence. I would smile at the tweets but never reacted to them because then they would have found me. I basically hid from these boys for five years.
Silence was surrounding Luke and I as we hugged.
“Earth to bubs, are ya in there” he says with a grin.
I giggled and replied.
“Of course I am silly goose I just can’t believe its you.”
“It is I Luke Hemmings in the living flesh!”
“Okay dweeb I get it, now how’d you find me?”
Luke seemed to be lost in thought then he proceeded to answer.
“Well Cal Pal was taking too long at the cafe and I got suspicious. He was only supposed to go in and get out since he needed a pick me up. Then I saw you through the window and froze instantly. I just could not believe my bubs was standing there. I called Mike and told him. He said follow her at all costs, we need her dude.”
With a confused look and my brows arched.
“What do you mean we need her?”
“Y/N, you have no idea how much you mean to this band. Nothing has been the same since you left darling. So much has happened since you left and you were the missing puzzle piece. You’re not Calum’s ex girlfriend, you’re our baby sister. The girl we ‘adopted,’ we tried so hard to find you behind Cal’s back. I don’t understand why he despises you so much since he brought the breakup upon himself.”
Is this boy serious right now? How could I believe the words coming out of his mouth.
“Please come get lunch with us and Calum will not be joining us. We have a lot to discuss and go over. You were once our stylist kiddo and I miss that so so much. This is officially our last tour for a while even though there is a reunion tour scheduled in two years.”
As he kept talking, my head keep spinning. Is this a dream or real life?
As I was helplessly crying, I heard a tap on my window. I quickly wiped the hot tears from my eyes and looked at the man who was staring at me. While staring into his eyes all my memories of him flashed right before me. Tears, laughs, anything you can name overwhelmed me. He kept tapping on the window and I lowered it.
With a deep breath, I opened my mouth to speak.
“How may I help you?”
“Cut the crap, [Y/N] let me in. We need to talk.”
A dry laugh came out of my mouth.
“You seem to forget there’s no we, that may be you and your wife not us.”
“Just let me in already!”
I rolled my eyes and mumbled “sure.” He quickly got into my car.
“Well [Y/N] nice to see you on this winter day. I know this your favorite season.”
“Cut to the chase Clifford, I don’t have all day.”
He gave me a grin.
“Oh you will just watch. Anyways we need to talk about something that I can’t forget. Why did you turn down my offer two years ago? We could have been a great couple and you could have been my wife.”
I looked at him as if he had two heads.
He cut me off.
“[Y/N], you don’t need to explain. When you walked out, I had two years to think about it. Also I came across one of your journals and I saw what you wrote about us. What could have been and why you said it could never work.”
My eyes became wider, the tears kept flowing.
“Baby girl please let me in this time. I’m begging you, I want you. I’ve been trying to track you down for the past two years and this is fate letting make amends again.”
He put his hand to my face and wiped a tears.
I could hardly speak and I was taken back.
As I was trembling to get a word out, “ but you have a wife and you have a ring. I can’t be a homewrecker. I love you Mike but no.”
He just teared up and gave a half laugh.
“Silly, you’re so silly. I devised this plan to make it seem as if I was wed. Darling ” he says as if he takes of the ring “I belong to you and just you baby girl. the reason I wear this ring is so that nothing can get it my way to find you. There was no real wedding, it was staged. I hate a stunt double. I did everything I could and here you are.”
He started tearing up.
“Princess please be mine and spend the rest of your life with me?”
11 months later I wrote a part 2. Senior year is finally over and will get this blog rollin yo. Sorry for grammar errors, not a English major.
part 3? maybe haha ;)