POUR ONE OUT FOR THE ORIGINAL DESTIEL SHIPPER, BOBBY SINGER
hi so I know it’s been a while since I made a post or even an update about shifting. so here’s a quick one.
• I stopped trying to shift as much. I managed to accidentally shift twice but it drained me so much
• I will not be attempting to shift again until after new years because it makes me feel like I haven’t slept for week and I have finals + midterms
• I am trying to teach my girlfriend how to shift
But I’ll try to post some stuff more often I guess. I just don’t have a lot of time + energy rn
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What would have happened to the Winchesters if s1e1 had never happened:
- Sam would have had a white picket fence, a wife and kid, grew old without his brother, and never worried about hunting again.
- Dean would have died young and without a partner or kids due to a hunt gone wrong
What happened to the Winchesters after 15 years of character development:
- Sam had a white picket fence, a wife and kid, grew old without his brother, and never worried about hunting again.
- Dean died young and without a partner or kids due to a hunt gone wrong
Do you see why fans are pissed?
Therapy is too expensive, I’d rather spend my time re-editing the twilight saga.
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made this today. for all your chav needs.
HOLY. FUCKING. SHIT.
I THINK I ALMOST SHIFTED. OR WAS BETWEEN REALITIES OR SOMETHING I NEED ANSWERS.
LAST NIGHT I WATCHED THE GOBLET OF FIRE TO HELP ME VISUALIZE YEAR 4 RIGHT. WELL FUCK SO I’M TOTALLY OKAY IF THIS WAS JUST A DREAM BUT I HAVE MY HOPES HIGH NOW.
I WAS DOING THE RAVEN METHOD/PILLOW METHOD/ALICE IN WONDERLAND METHOD ALL MIXED.
I GOT TO ABOUT SIXTY IN COUNTING IN THE RAVEN METHOD AND I FELL ASLEEP. I DON’T VISUALIZE BETWEEN NUMBERS I AFFIRM BC I LOSE COUNT IF I VISUALIZE. I FUCKING WOKE UP. WALKING IN A HALLWAY IN HOGWARTS. LIKE YOU KNOW THE ONE THAT CEDRIC HELPS HARRY WITH THE EGG IN. AND I COULD HEAR CEDRIC AND LUNA TALKING AND I WAS LIKE HOLD UP AND THEN I REALIZED I HAD REALLY BAD TUNNEL VISION SO I WAS LIKE HUH I GUESS ITS JUST A DREAM THEN. AND I APPARENLY SAID THAT OUT LOUD BECAUSE HE LOOKED AT ME AND WENT “what?” AND I WAS JUST LIKE OH. AND WELL THAT DIDN’T CONVINCE ME BC THE MASS AMOUNT OF TUNNEL VISION AND I FELL BACK ASLEEP.
ABOUT AN HOUR AGO I SAT STRAIGHT UP OUT OF SLEEP AND REALIZED WHAT HAPPENED???? WAS IT A DREAM? WAS I CLOSE? WHAT. IM SO CONFUSED.
mini mobile manifestations #2
I am shifting! I am going to shift tonight.
Shifting comes as easy to me as breathing.
I am going to shift. Everyone who sees this will shift. Shifting comes as easy to us as breathing.
I am great at shifting. Shifting takes no effort for me. 111.
I AM NOT EVEN ON S15 YET BECAUSE I KEEP PROCRASINATING AND FORGETTING TO WATCH THE REST OF s13 BECAUSE I DONT WANT IT TO END SO I KEEP TELLING MYSELF TO START OHER EVERYTIME I FORGET TO WATCH IT AND NOW IM SEEING THIS AND GOING 🥺🥺 FUCK I DONT EBEN KNOW THE CONTEXT AND IM SO SAD
mini mobile manifestations #1
I am going to shift! I am shifting tonight! And so are you. 111.
I am going to shift! I can do it. Shifting is easy for me!
I am shifting! Shifting is easy! Shifting comes naturally to me and you!
I am going to shift. Shifting comes naturally to me. Everyone who sees this will shift. Shifting is easy for me. I will shift.
I think I might start making these when something relevant actually happens with my shifting. Though I do enjoy writing these posts, they’re kinda like journal entries as nobody really sees them.
I’ve tried so SO SO many methods and none of them have worked for me. I know I can’t try the heartbeat method as I’m afraid my lovely phone will overheat. (Atleast it isn’t like one of those exploding samsungs lol)
I tried the Estelle method this morning. I really liked it. But I don’t know how to dance so lol. It was kinda wobbly how I was visualizing it. I tried it after a specific guided meditation.
I think why it didn’t work for me was 1. I wasn’t tired because I had just woken up, and 2. When the song was playing, it stopped for like 30 ish seconds so I assumed it ended and then as soon as I was going to go through the door another song started playing and it caught me off guard and scared me so bad I physically jumped/flinched.
I literally can’t fall asleep with headphones in my ear – it’s basically impossible for me unless I’m exhausted to the point of passing out. It’s a sensory thing I think – I don’t ever wear them unless I have to because they bother me so much.
Does anyone have any tips or anything? They would be much appreciated.
I didn’t shift last night either. Oops.
Mostly my fault I think. I just kinda give up once I don’t feel the spinning and stuff. And then I’m so tired I feel like it’s too tired to shift so 90% of the time I just clunk out before I even get to 100 with the raven or staircase method.
Anyway I made a tiktok of my script (so far. intending on adding more but I need more tape and I wanna do some stuff with wax n stuff)
I’m definitely trying again today. I’ve heard drinking a lot of water helps which I already do that so I drank like a gallon today instead of my normal 80oz. I’ve also heard it takes 3-6 months on average to actually shift (I hope that’s not true I’m very impatient lol)
I’m currently listening to like my favorite song ever off the Twilight soundtracks. Cold by Aqualung. It’s so good. It reminds me of my DR so much so I think it might help.
I’ll talk about the details of my script/dr if anyone actually wants to hear it. I’m really just writing in this similarly to a journal for the two people who actually read these haha.
Fell asleep again. But to be fair last night I got really mad and just gave up because I couldn’t go three seconds without my mind wandering or when I’d get into the starfish position I’d really have to move because I have back issues. I even tried doing it on my stomach (do not reccomend that if you don’t want your face smushed lol).
I made a new script. I made it similar to a scrapbook and wrote letters to a person in my DR as my DR self. and also wrote about details about my DR and attached photos into the papers. I made little notes and significant things from other people (in different handwriting of course) to help myself visualize those scenarios.
I really have faith tonight. I really do. All day I’ve been focused on my DR. I decided I nolonger should try to shift to Hogwarts as right now I am not very interested in going there. So I wrote a script for another place. I’m going to actually self care tonight and prepare to go as well. i’ve been neglecting my acne scrub so I look kinda rough and I want to feel good tonight :l.
I tried to shift again. Third night in a row. Nothing. I was really confident in last night as I listened to two types of shifting subliminals and a booster. and I did a mix of the staircase and raven method. Nothing. I thought maybe I’d shift but I did keep sneezing when I was trying to count so I think my unfortunate case of seasonal allergies has ruined my shift at least in last nights case.
I tried to shift again this morning after I woke up as I was still extremely tired. Unfortunately everyone in my family was awake and was going about their normal 8:46am duties like.. playing video games in the living room at volume 100 so I got to a pretty good meditative state (I tried a non-sleep) but I still didn’t shift.
It just baffles me that the first time I EVER tried to shift was when I got the closest. I wasn’t even as confident in it but as someone with issues with consistency and self esteem the fact that my first go was the best and ever since I’ve just been sleeping with 0 dreams and instances of waking up for whatever reason I’ve kinda lost a little bit of my first hope.
I hope that tonight is the night. I would be so happy. I’ve kinda been having a rough week as I’ve had some turmoil with my sense of identity and I came out as NB to my girlfriend and stuff. I’m really trying to shift to Hogwarts.
I just want to go there as my first try at shifting. It isn’t my first option but I thought it would be less mentally stressful to go to somewhere that is focused on magic (instead of for example the supernatural universe with demons and monsters etc. or twilight with crazy vampires and stuff). So I wonder if because it isn’t my first choice if that would have anything to do with it?
I don’t know. I’m gonna try the alice in wonderland method mixed with my raven/staircase method and I’ll detail that below.
Basically lie in the the starfish position similar to the raven method, and meditate for a moment. When you’re calm, begin to count to 100. And between each number think of your DR. Think of memories from your DR (you can make them up). Think of rooms in the DR, how it smells, your friends. All of that between each number. If your mind wanders start over your counting. Once you reach 100, imagine a door in-front of you and open it. Go through and close it behind you, you’ll see a staircase. Ask yourself if you are truly ready to go. Once you’re sure your ready, walk up 50+ steps, saying your affirmations. Once you reach the top, imagine sitting in a forest, next to a tree. Relax, think about your DR as you sit there. and wait for your favorite character or someone from your DR to run pass you. Chase them! they’ll start to run faster just keep running after them. Imagine them jumping down the rabbit hole. Follow them. You’ll feel yourself falling. Say your affirmations. You’ll find the bottom. Once you’re at the bottom you’ll see the room – with a key and a locked door. (You can imagine it if you need to). Take the key and unlock the door. Your person you chased will be there – and they’ll ask “are you ready to go?”. Take their hand and say yes and go through the door and they’ll take you to your DR bedroom. You’ll see your DR self laying in bed, lie down in the bed in the same position as them or the same position you started in. Fall asleep. You should wake up in your dr.
Please tell me if this method works for you!!! I haven’t tried it yet but I’m going to tonight to see if it will work. I have confidence in it. If you share it or anything just credit my tumblr please!!
If you have any shifting tips, methods etc. feel free to comment them pls!!
cya guys, gals, and nb pals =)
I guess this is going to turn into my mini-journal for scripting. This is for anyone to use. This is specifically made for what is best for my personal memory because of being neurodiverse with adhd – and I hope it helps others whether they have memory issues or not. Answer these questions on your script! Remember you can always use photos.
Before you start. Remember these all must be positive, free of negative connotation and phrases like “I am” not “I will” (with the exception of “I will open my eyes when I shift”, and other similar things)
Where am I shifting?:
What does this place look like?
What does my room look like?
Who is my family/Do I have any family?
Who are my friends?
Who are my enemies?
What is my physical appearance?
What will happen?
What is my safe word(s)?
What is my return action or phrase?
Now, copy paste this part.
I have a high pain tolerance.
I am free from death.
I am free from pain
I am free from experiencing trauma
(and add some of your own if you’d like.)
Remember, there is no rules to scripting. It could be 1 pg. long, or 50, or no script at all. I just want to give people a basic skeleton of things you might want on your script. If you’d like a character to not exist in this AU, or if you’d like to replace them – script it! If you want to be a character, script it! You can change and edit whatever you want as there are infinite realities. You can script whatever you want. Literally.
I’ve found out about shifting, and it’s quite an interesting thing for me to look into yet is quite scary. I’m not sure how this whole thing works to be quite honest. I know methods, I know you can create your own methods and I know it’s recommended to script. and I know this ties into the multiple universes theory – and personally as a pagan who has astral projected I 100% believe it. I’m not even really sure if I’ll be able to shift but I think I almost did in my first attempt last night.
I think more or less my problem is I don’t have an idea really of a desired place I want to go, I know you can create waiting rooms and stuff, but I’m not sure how that works either. There is so many places I want to go. I’m just afraid I’ll get stuck. I don’t want to lose my CR but I want to experience this. As far as what I know, you can’t get stuck unless you want to. But my anxiety likes to tell me otherwise.
I think I may end up scripting some alternative place to one of my comfort shows or movies, it would probably help feeling secure in that.
I stopped mid-shift I think last night. My whole body was twitching and felt heavy and it felt like the room was spinning and I seen like a blue light (my eyes weren’t open). But I felt like someone was resting their hand ontop of my throat and I did NOT like that and I immediately sat up. It felt very very different to astral projecting atleast in my own opinion.
It’s hard for me to visualize the method, for example the double staircase. it’s hard for me to keep that image of me climbing stairs like – in my imagination, as when I’m thinking affirmations it disappears from my view and it turns into random things. So I don’t even know what to do with that, so I’m going to keep trying.
I’m not sure how to script either, I tried a shell of one in my phone notes which obviously really didn’t work out. I woke up in my CR to my alarm.
If you see this and you have any tips or anything that would be awesome. I know this is my first post but it would be much appreciated. thanks. cya guys, gals and nonbinary pals =)