Y’all ever think that maybe when Cas was doing his “penance” in purgatory, he didn’t just want to be away from Dean to protect him. He also thought that being away from Dean would be the worst punishment and that he didn’t deserve to have his human by his side. And then when Dean came he finally agreed to go with him because he realized that the only thing worse than being away from him would be being with him knowing that he’d be losing him soon? That he wouldn’t be able to have him and he’d have to third wheel the whole time and eventually have to say goodbye? Just me? Okay
ok but lets talk about deancas being a couple and how cas still cant control how happy he is with his love. like dean will kiss him in the kitchen in the mornings and suddenly all the bulbs in the bunker explode because the angel shortcutted. And you hear sams ITS THE FIFTH TIME THIS WEEK DAMIT CAS YOU TWO HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR TWO YEARS ALREADY
something about jensen ross ackles feeling deans feelings so deeply that he had dean take castiels coat from the river and carry it with him, that he actually got flustered and shy when he was told he had to give castiels coat back, that he changed the lines because they felt too romantic and made them somehow more romantic, that he couldn’t have dean say the i love you but said i need you instead - making it once again more romantic and paralleling purgatory, that he kept cupping cas’ face despite them repeatedly cutting it out, that he always looked at cas deeper than what was scripted, that he kept adding little touches and looks aimed at cas, that he gushed over the handprint parallel, that he actively made these acting choices bc they felt like things dean would do…. just amuses me is all.
The frequency of these supernatural revelations is increasing. First they were a couple weeks apart then weekly now its just days. I predict that by December 31st destiel will be declared cannon every minute and that when we reach 2021 spn disappears completely in one last mega scandal that leads to the show collapsing in on its self and erasing its self from existence.
man can you fucking believe the show made john winchester be in heaven. and made that fact be presented to dean like it was a GOOD thing. like i know the show hates the fact that they made john an abusive piece of shit and they retcon that at any chance except when its convenient then oh wait he IS a piece of shit again until hes not <3 but like. its so fucking sickening that after how many of the earlier seasons were spent explicitly having dean recognize that john had been abusive and had fucked dean up (i mean. the dream a little dream of me scene?), and after 15 years of the viewer see time and time again the way that dean was traumatized by his father, for them to kill dean in such a reductive way - he who has always feared that violence is his only purpose, that he will die young and bloody on a hunt, killed just as he began to want to live.
and then to add insult to injury, they give his abusive father a place in heaven. they did not mention that his heaven held charlie or kevin or ellen or jo or (god forbid) promise that cas would be there; instead, they point to john and mary, blood family only. like fifteen seasons of learning and growing and finding family that will actually love him was for nothing, like dean realizing that he didnt deserve what john did to him was for nothing, like jack (and claire) being children to dean and him CHOOSING not to be to them what his father was to him was for nothing…..its so fucking sick that they erased all of that and said you will die the way you have always feared but felt you deserved and when you get to heaven, the one who traumatized you from your earliest memories will be there around the corner for eternity. this is your peace this is your happiness this is what it is that you deserve
misha collins circa 1998 (summarised): every intern was there in search of being in proximity to power, you can’t use anecdotes of lewinsky being starstruck or infatuated by the president to paint her as an irresponsible young girl. Any intern there acted like that to get close to the president, it would have been weirder if she didn’t.
bored hellers: so ur saying u wanted to fuck bill clinton
pov: it’s december of 2021. Destiel has gone canon 104 times now. It’s a biweekly occurrence. Taylor Swift just released the 19th and last folklore sister, each representing one of the duggar children. She has decided to take some time off and live off grid in the woods with her husband, hozier. You go to open instagram to see Jared Padelecki’s daily 5 posts about his new CW show, Walker. No one has heard from Jensen Ackles in months. Misha Collins holds zoom seminars about the beauty of polyamory. You are gay and depressed.
when someone has to notify former us president bill clinton that people on the internet think he fucked an actor on the cw when he interned for him in the 90s and bill says “dmitri?” BECAUSE HE NEVER FORGETS A BITCH. EVER.
Misha Collins was an intern in the Bill Clinton administration in 1994 for four months, which ended before Monica Lewinsky started her internship in 1995.
When the Clinton-Lewinsky scandal broke in 1998, Misha wrote an op-ed in support of Lewinsky, addressing victim-blaming accusations that she was “starstruck” with Clinton and perused him.
Misha said all interns were infatuated with, and hero worshiped Clinton, including himself.
“If Monica Lewinsky had not seemed like a starstruck, infatuated intern who hung around the West Wing every chance she got then it would be fair to say that her behavior in the White House was suspicious.“ (source , 2 )
No, Misha Collins did not fuck Bill Clinton. (Can’t believe that is a sentence I just typed in the year of our lord 2020.)
Yes, Misha did use his position to speak out against the media harassment and victim-blaming of Monica Lewinksy.
Sorry to ruin the fun, but I feel like the “misha fucked bill clinton” joke overshadows the actual story, which is that Misha is just a good dude who stood up for Lewinsky when the rest of the nation was treating her as a laughing stock.
this will forever be my headcanon so I redrew this from an older drawing based off this fic and you can see castiel’s hand on Deans arm, and I believe that Cas’s hand print unlocks Dean’s memories ! ❤️
I’m sorry for the lack of posting , I haven’t been drawing much
I think Dean sort of killed himself because he’s sad?
Ok just hear me out. I’m trying to fix it.
Look at the fight scene in slow-mo.
Dean hit the masked guy in the nuts.
Dean casually avoids getting hit from the same mask guy & hits him again in the nuts after ducking away from the guy’s hit.
Can you see his hand casually moving away from the big ass screw after being pushed by the mask guy? CAN YOU SEE IT.
Basically, Dean is aware that his opponent is bigger than him which is why he decided to hit the mask guy where it would hurt most. And he’s also obviously aware of the sharp object nearby as he avoided his palm from being stabbed by it.
He just casually stares at the big guy while the object is near his peripheral vision. He can see it. It’s literally right there.
And yet… He just decided to do this:
He didn’t even try, guys. Like, what was he trying to do? Carry a dude who is obviously bigger than him??He could’ve easily avoided it like he avoided the other hit previously by ducking away but nope.
He’s aware that the masked guy is bigger than him because he’s been hitting the dude in the nuts and yet he miscalculated his strength..? Seems a bit sus.
Does this look like someone who wasn’t expecting to get screwed in the back??
Or does it look like someone who was expecting to feel pain & find it mildly irritating.
Then when Sam wanted to call for help, he was like ‘Nah bro. Let me die.’
Based on Dean’s reaction & the way he’s talking, kinda seems like he wanted to die.
And Sam said “Please” at the end. If someone is meant to die, you don’t say 'Please stop dying’ but if someone wasn’t meant to die, you would say 'Please let me save you from dying.’
So Sam’s 'please’ was 'Please let me save you’ but Dean refused to be saved because he wants to die.
Or Sam should say 'Dean, just hold on. I’ll get help. Just hold on.’ You don’t say 'Please’ in such situations.
I wonder why Dean would ever wanna kill himself…
But then again, I’m not a Destiel fanfic writer so…
Because I am both and I couldn’t cope with the series finale so I hope this helps..?
First off, for the Hellers…
Bobby mentioned two couples on his first talk with Dean and then after that, he casually mentions Cas’ name too. 😏 Wink if you know what I mean.
In case you missed the other point:
Bobby with his raised eyebrows after mentioning Cas’ name. You ain’t so slick, Bobby. I saw that.
Yo, why would you raise your eyebrows like that unless you’re clearly insinuating something else…? Something clearly non-platonic. It’s like Bobby is teasing him, “I know he’s your boyfriend. You can’t hide stuff from me, Dean.”
Dean’s face when Bobby was staring at him after mentioning Cas:
Dean realizes that Bobby knows more about their profound bond thing. At least that’s what I see this look as. Not sure if y'all can see it.
Now, for the Cas Stans but this also includes Hellers.
Where was Cas?
Why wasn’t Cas there in Heaven to welcome Dean?
Cas confessed his love to Dean. Dean is Cas’ crush basically. Cas doesn’t know how Dean feels about him.
That was the first time he confessed to literally anyone. Of course he would be embarrassed to show his face ever again.
Imagine yourself in Cas’ shoes…
You thought that you’re gonna die permanently so you confessed your love to your crush but now you’re not dead… In fact, now you have the opportunity to see your crush and get his verbal response…
Think about it.
Would you really go & see your crush after you’ve confessed everything to him?? After you’ve casually died for him?? After you’ve made a whole ass speech to prove your love for him??
Because I sure as hell wouldn’t show my face ever again. I would be too embarrassed by what I said to my crush after I was desperately trying to save his ass. Especially if that was my first time ever to confess to someone, yeah, that’s scary. Cas is an angel, sure. But he’s more human now so I’m pretty sure embarrassment exists for him.
Ok, I’ll give you something better than “Cas is embarrassed”.
He doesn’t know what Dean feels for him so he believes that Dean doesn’t wanna see him after the confession. Cas thinks Dean doesn’t see him that way & he thinks Dean would hate him especially after he just came out of the closet at the last minute before he died, so that’s why he decided to stay out of Dean’s hair.
This is Dean’s face after knowing Cas is alive:
That smirk has meaning.
He’s suddenly reminded of Cas’ confession and then he smirks… It’s like he has an idea of what he’s gonna do non-platonically to Cas. 😏
Dean’s smirk is up for everyone’s interpretation especially for fanfic writers. 😉
Okay pals, here’s some things I wanna say having slept on this. I remain very, very sad. I still did not like this finale but I want to talk about that a little bit. The truth is, in retrospect, I don’t actually hate the plot of the finale per se. I had a sneaking suspicion Dean might die at some point during it. I just didn’t like that it was twenty minutes in and almost right after conversation about living life. I understand what they were going for, Dean being taken out on a routine hunt just like he always thought he would be but it just felt like the character had moved past that sort of ending. I did like the fact that in the end they killed that absolutely toxic codependency by having Sam let him go. I didn’t like the semi squicky way the death scene played out but Jensen threw his whole soul into it and once again he is a phenomenal actor. It’s a real shame genre shows get so over looked at award shows. Anyway back to the episode. So I don’t hate that Dean died. I do hate the way he died and then, I have to be honest, the rest of the episode felt terribly hollow and flat. Some good points: I love that we found out that they fixed heaven. Because that was a big issue for me. Heaven was terrible and horrifying and it looks like Jack made it beautiful. I love that Cas is not in the Empty. The idea of leaving him there would’ve broken me entirely so I’m glad that was resolved. Now for the rest. The rest of this episode seemed to simultaneously be rushed and yet drag on for ages. The scenes of Sam and his family felt detached and lifeless, like I was watching stock footage of a random family I had no attachment to. The scenes of Dean driving also had no real heart to them. They could’ve been cut in from other episodes for all they felt a part of this story. And then there’s Cas. Listen before I get into this, I want to make it very clear that this is not about Destiel. Destiel is canon to me for a variety of reasons and is not the impetus for my problem here. My problem is that Cas was a major character and has been a big part of the heart of this show for a decade and his absence here was glaring and unsettling. He felt forgotten, mentioned only twice, almost in passing. And before I get responses about COVID, yes I understand quarantine and logistics etc. but I also understand that there are not difficult ways around that. Looping in a Hello Dean would’ve been extremely easy and not even required going to Vancouver. I see there are many theories on why Cas didn’t appear and whose choice it was but it’s somewhat immaterial, honestly, because he wasn’t there and it took the heart right out of the story. This got long so I’ll wrap it up with a basic TL:DR: Mostly the story wasn’t the issue. The execution was very bad. Alright have at me.