each horsewoman’s romance route Good End in my game ends with you guys, obviously, stopping the apocalypse together but I’m trying to make it so each of the four routes culminates with you stopping the apocalypse a different way so that playing other routes isn’t, like, boring after the first one… but I cant think of four discrete ways to do that djdjjdjxksn ive read Revelation a quite few times obviously but it doesnt give you much in the way of “how could you conceivably stop this”
There’s no story in this demo, just some targets and a timer. I tightened up a lot of the movement code in the last few months, so please play it and let me know how it feels!
“Nobody’s ever going to see your first draft. That’s the thing you might be agonising over, but whatever you’re doing can be fixed. You can fix it tomorrow, you can fix it next week.”
— Neil Gaiman
I remember reading somewhere that a first draft’s purpose is to exist. Everything can be edited later. I forgot who said it, help. 😅
“Every first draft is perfect, because all a first draft has to do is exist.“
–Jane Smiley
Is that the one?
“I’m writing a first draft and reminding myself that I’m simply shoveling sand into a box so that later I can build castles.”
–Shannon Hale
the ADHD experience is lying all the time from a young age till it becomes a reflex and you just lie about shit that doesn’t matter and then wonder why you did that
oh to be a little dog sprinting at top speeds around the house with reckless abandon to release all the stress pent up from your extremely harrowing bathtime
you ever just start talking to a cute girl and you start saying some dumb shit and you’re like fully aware you’re rambling but you can’t stop because you’re in too deep and by the time you tie up your thought she’s like “:)? okay..?” and you consider changing your name and moving to portugal and becoming a bike repairwoman
The reason recovery sucks so much isn’t because life is worse without anorexia, it’s because you still have anorexia and you’re doing the opposite of what it wants. If you keep heading in this direction though, and work really really hard, eventually you won't have anorexia anymore, and that’s when things get good.
Question: Do you have any good resources to start with for ED stuff? I've had issues with it for years shifting between anorexia and binge/purge habits and want to start getting healthier.
Answer:
oof honestly my best advice is to seek professional treatment if you can… like an outpatient or inpatient treatment programming. or even if you can get into a DBT group, you can apply some of those skills to help with recovery (DBT was part of my outpatient treatment and hooooly shit it changed my life)
recovering from an ED is really really hard, and trying to do it alone is really rough. and i know not everyone is ready for formal recovery or has access to formal recovery, so if that isn’t an option for you, in the meantime the best thing you can do is just try to be more forgiving with yourself… i know that’s easier said than done bhhfhsdh. even just trying to create a bit of separation between you and your disordered thoughts can help. that was big for me - instead of saying “i’m disgusting” i’d say “i feel disgusting” because that at least felt like less of a tautology for me? like it wasn’t an absolute fact, it was a feeling, and like all feelings it will eventually pass
i’m sorry i don’t have better advice… it’s hard to come by support stuff for EDs. ;;
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