Friday 8th November 2013
So had the WORST day today.
To start it off I wasn’t paid by work, my dad was a complete cunt and it can’t go and see my boyfriend.
I wasn’t too bothered by not being paid because I knew that would be sorted out (which it has been, thank fuck).
My dad then started to beef with me about the money I owe him and how I’d paid him back on payday, well how am I supposed to give you something I don’t have? Magic it out of nowhere? Ugh, so he started sending me ridiculous text messages and calling me horrible names. Once I had finally sorted out my wages I ran my mum to let her know, I also asked if she could speak to my dad because he was being completely ridiculous and way way way over the top, she agreed. So a about 30 minutes later my mum texted me to say, it’s sorted he’ll leave you alone, however only shortly before he had texted me saying “don’t think for once second i will forgot about this” I mean like what the fuck your supposed to be my dad?
So a few hours passes and I call my mum to find out what she actually said to my dad, she explained and then mentioned he had told her, he didnt need to speak to me like I was his daughter because I was disrespectful and rude. He is supposed to my dad, my male role model in life and he treats me like this? Over something that’s not even my fault in the slightest.
As my boyfriend lives in London, I was obviously unable to pay my train fare to get there this weekend, we had big plans to go on our first proper “couples outing”, we had planned to go out in London - cinema and a few drinks. Obviously I’m completely gutted as I would have been able to dress up like a complete princess and do all my hair and make up for him! Even more gutted about the fact I don’t even get to just lie in his bed with him and cotch out watching Family Guy, doing what we do best, getting highhhhh.
My day hasn’t really got much better, hoping my mum will lend me some money so I can go to the shop and buy some junk food and wine.