this space was always for you and i just wish you’d come back, i just wish you’d notice, i just wish you’d reach out
i love you so much, i still love you, i don’t want to fucking hide it anymore
it doesnt even have to be about anything. we can just say hi. and be friends to each other. if you think this message isn’t for you then please remember how i always used this blog to communicate my feelings to you in the earliest days. this blog, this collection of thoughts is such a testament to you that i can’t even be in this space without being reminded of you.
please just talk to me. i’m not going to beg you to explain or call you mean or argue with you or whatever it is you might be afraid i’ll do. i just want peace, i just want your friendship, i just want us to talk to each other again. it was so nice.