Last year I barely did anything during summer. I stayed inside all day watching TV, on my phone, on my laptop etc. Why? Because I didn’t have ANY friends that wanted to hang out with me. I was always the last choice. I remember going to my friends house last summer and her telling me, “I texted [another one of her friends name] and they were busy, I texted [dif friends name] and they were busy and then I thought, ‘Hey! Shaye’s never busy!’ So I texted you!” I was lucky to get invited to things last summer.
Now, with only one month of school left for me and summer approaching fast, I have decided that this year I will NOT being staying inside. Do I still have no friends? Yes. But fuck that. I’m going to go shopping anyway even if no one invited me. I’m going to go swimming anyway even if no one is swimming with me. I’m going to go downtown anyway even if no one wants to sit in panera with me while I eat macaroni and cheese. Fuck friends. I don’t need friends 😎