I cosplayed Sangwoo yesterday 😊
Gay shit 🤤
This ones for the haters 💕
My precios angel responded to me ❤️❤️💪
Marshall lee cosplay ^^
Aww EJ… No..
this dog walked on stage during a biden rally and joe had his campaign team bury and seal the dog underground with bricks. this is SO fucked up, are some of you really voting for this ‘nice guy’?
certified iconic post
this shit’s fucking reversed look at that sand yalls got fucking duped
you don’t have to lie on main to try to hide bidens dog crimes
Exactly me~ ❤️
Unfinished mermaid, though I will finish her
Some drawings of Jeff the killer and my OC Puppet Mystress
Jeff & EJ
Just found them on quotev :p
My ex gf won’t stop posting about her new boyfriend..
I know she’s happy and I’m glad, but I’m jealous and it hurts… I want her back!
But I know I’m not right for her.. 😪
Anyway, I love you baby ❤️
Moments of silence, he had stopped shaking and crying, now he was only trying to catch his breath.
I kept my arms around him, though I feared, he would soon look up and move away from me, and these moments we just had together would be gone, everything would stay meaningless to him, once again and je would walk away without hesitation, leaving me alone with this empty feeling in my chest, lingering there as I wander helplessly, trying to find something that will sustain me, take me in and accept me, even though nothing ever does..
‘Please brother don’t leave me now, i need you please..’
Without knowing it I tighten my grip on him and begin fighting away tears of my own.. I dont notice him lifting his gaze up at me and placing a hand beside my bloodied face..
“Kai..” he says in the softest tone I ever heard him speak
I look up and see his eyes, red and swollen, his face full of dry tears… “I’m sorry” he stayed there looking at me, pain in his eyes, all I did is stare, I didn’t know how to respond, how to react, and mostly I didn’t want to..
I needed time to see if any of this was true, to see how else he will act in the next passing moments, if any of this was to change.
But I wasn’t, he stayed as close to me the whole time, his hand gently brushed past my bloodied cheek, and then I felt a pull towards him, and the next thing I knew I was against his chest, feeling a soft warm embrace…
My brother.. My brother accepted me, he wanted me, he was glad to be with me…
It’s over, I have my brother.. Finally I won’t have to wait for him any longer, no more agony of being alone, no more wondering lost in the shadows and dirt, no one is stealing him from me anymore..
“Erin.. You’re my brother..” I wrap my arms around him and stay there, hiding in him until he chose to part away..
I held my brother in my arms, hearing him cry and feeling his body shake.
But now he’s with me now, as he has chosen to. ~
For the while I hold him gently, not saying a word to him, rather waiting for him to go pass these moments in all the time he needed, for him to go through this state and get back up from it afterwards.
This is the first time I feel my brothers flesh without that vile, twisted aura covering him, now all of that had left, and he was only himself now..
I could feel his nails dig into my skin from how tightly he was holding me, his cries only kept getting worse.. I stroked his hair and promised I would stay there with him as long as he needed, but this was heading down a too extended path.
“Erin” I tried to call out to him, but his crying never ceased, and I began to think if it never will.
He wasn’t speaking to me, just crying and holding on to me, like he had sunken into a dark hole he couldn’t get out of, or hear me..
“Erin!” I tried to get him to focus on me, “Erin!” I kept calling out to him, tried to pull him back, to make him look me in the eye, but his grip was too strong.
He wouldn’t let go, he wouldn’t move from me, and I saw he was sinking further. I held the sides of his face and tried to get his attention, “Erin!” but he just kept lookin down mumbling things to himself as more tears fell down his face.
There was something going on with him that I didn’t understand, and all he needed was some time to get through it alone.
He pulled me closer to him again and buried his face back in my chest; did he know it was me that was with him?
Did he want to stay with me? Was he really looking for comfort in his brother? In me?
Though I feared what would come after this moment was over, more than I feared it never being over.
What if he then decided he’d had enough of me, and left me again with that look of disgust?
But that want the moment to think of that now; until then, I held my brother dearly as I was meant to, losing myself in the silence around us and waiting for when he was ready to pull himself back..
There was nothing further than that…. The comander always watched me from the shadows, that was all.
I kept my place; felt the burning sensation always close behind me, no matter where I was or what I was doing.
But from then I learned; learned how to act, learned how to not show I was able to move of my free will, make him believe I could make a move only when he ordered me to.
Though as the time that I could not count passed, I felt them creep closer, though I could only see them in the distance, I knew how they were slowly sinking deeper into my skin, wouldn’t be letting me go on the way I am much further.
But I haven’t done anything wrong yet, they haven’t seen me defy them in any way, but they know, they can sense it, they can see it, and I know they’ll soon try to stop me, get in my way and punish me perhaps..?
As soon as they find me, as soon as I reach their sight, I can’t hide.. I can’t escape them, they won’t do anything to accept me any longer..
I can’t go back.. What have I done? Now I can’t run.. I’m shaking in my place, what if they find me? I won’t be able to fight them, and I don’t want to either… They were there through each moment, they found me, they spared me, they brought me with them, but they cannot refrain from an order..
Before I know it tears are rolling out of my eyes, and I’m sitting there, in someplace distant and empty, feeling the cold air against my skin, I can’t see, I’m simply staring into the darkness, not knowing where I am, held in place, not moving until I heard a voice say my name..
Soft and distant, but familiar.. I knew I had heard it before, but it did not matter no longer…
I won’t be able to stay to listen to that voice more times, I’m sorry to whoever calls out to me, for you will have to say goodbye and watch me be taken by the ones I once fought alongside, it never meant a things between us, we were to all fall under the same fate, and I was to go first..
Though soon the voice was less faint, it sounded closer to me, like it was right beside me, calling out for me to awaken back into realization and notice it, and that is what I finally did.
I looked up to the see th face of my brother, looking at me warmingly, caringly, what had happened? He was happy to see me..
“Kaiden?” for a moment I didn’t understand why he was here..
He seemed relieved, but.. His face was covered in blood..! It took me a few moments.. To realize..
I did that to him.. But seeing him now wasn’t the same, as all those times, he was no longer that small being that looked the same as me, that came from the same flesh and blood as I did, whose mere form I could not stand seeing..
Something I was always attached to, though that bond that was missing to unite us was only waiting in the shackles of the shadows for out steps towards and against eachother to finally stumble upon them and break the chains that kept them bound.. Releasing upon us, as it should be..
I look carefully at my brothers face, as if I only see it clearly for the first time, it’s hard recognize it, but he’s precious, a precious gift I received when I was born and sent into all of this pain and madness that gave me an incomplete excistance, of not knowing who I was born as- perhaps because there was nothing here for me to stay, but I was kept through it by them, and then so where you, but they found another use for me…
“Kai..?” I gently stroked my brothers face not minding his blood on my hand.. “brother?”
He said nothing and just smiled as if he had been waiting for the this entire time, and I took far too long..
“I’m sorry brother..!” I couldn’t hold it anymore, that was the moment everything pouted out of me and every feeling cascaded from my eyes as I buried my face in his chest and held him closely…
By Ryan Lee
Lil bunny eating kale for a comission 😊