woke up and chose violence
callout post for tumblr dot com user mo bigamer just admit u wanna fuck vampires
harper 🤝 me: microdosing on violence by giffing the warden’s funeral
sooo if elarys does the ultimate sacrifice,,, what happens to alistair? how does he feel after the blight? ;;
his first response is probably anger. how could she do it? how could she leave him here? why would she abandon him like this?
i think alistair is extremely romantic, extremely. so i like to say he’d already considered the idea of a future with her, of them rebuilding the fereldan wardens together, of them finding a home with each other. that especially hurts, given that she’d told him not too long ago that he felt like home to her.
so, yeah. i think he’s angry for a long time. at elarys, at the wardens to an extent, and at ferelden. any mention of the hero of ferelden probably has him lashing out, and any time he hears a complete stranger honouring her sacrifice or mourning for her, that also makes him angry.
i think that he processes his grief mostly by pinballing between anger and bargaining - if only he’d realised sooner that she had other plans when she “agreed” to let him take the final blow so easily. she always put up more of a fight than that. if only he’d realised she’d asked him to kiss her goodbye because she intended to be the one who didn’t come back.
but i think having garahel with him helps. because the poor old dog is just as upset as he is. and it takes alistair a long time to finally accept that elarys is gone, and that garahel is all he has left of her. the one thing he does remain in denial of is that the warden who kills the archdemon has their soul destroyed. convincing himself that he’ll see her again when it’s his time to go helps him get on with his life
elarys had to die because if she’d lived through to awakening she would have taken one look at the architect and been like *twirling her hair* soooooo is there a mrs architect
astarion: i’m like dropping subtle hints to the party that i’m a vampire
astarion, speaking into a megaphone: i’m a vampire
hhhhhh gwen and thane going to a theme park. he has no idea what’s going on and gwen refuses to let him go near a roller coaster send post
We sharing anaesthetic stories?? I had to have dental surgery when i was in middle school.
According to my mom and sister the very first thing i did upon waking up was BOLT upright and proceed to try and shove my ENTIRE fist in my mouth as fast as possible.
I had to be physically stopped, and i proceeded to sob my eyes out for the next 20 minutes. Somehow, i didnt damage anything 🤣
sorry that imagery is so vivid i just..
hearing or saying cottagecore triggers my rage response in the same way that dark academia does but the dresses are kind of cute though
Enyo (Ενυο meaning ‘Warlike’) was the goddess of war in Greek mythology who was also responsible for orchestrating the destruction of cities, often accompanying Ares (God of War) into battle. She was depicted as ‘supreme in war’ and was sometimes closely identified with Eris (Goddess of Strife). During the fall of Troy, Enyo inflicted terror and bloodshed in the war, along with Eris, Phobos (God of Strife) and Deimos (God of Dread), the latter two being sons of Ares. She, Eris, and the two sons of Ares are depicted on the ‘Shield of Achilles.’
also looking at mea,,,, i don’t know anything other than my ryder’s name will be astrid and she’s a useless bisexual who’s gonna kiss vetra
gwen during me2 after getting yelled at by ashley: my bestie hates me now :(
gwen in me3 after somehow surviving the synthesis ending and seeing javik storming over to her in a rage: my bestie hates me now 2 electric boogaloo :(