This is my first post under #ProjectMe.
These past few months I have been depressed for reasons I couldn’t fully pinpoint. I felt that I wasn’t good enough. I feel hideous and very negative to a point that I couldn’t even look at myself in the mirror. Yes, I have low self-esteem as of the moment, I’m losing hope, I’m losing my identity, my future seems blurry, and my health is deteriorating.
Today I have decided to change my life. I guess I just grew tired of feeling sorry for myself. I miss the times when I am confident and happy and have the “carefree i dont care what you think about me because I know I matter” attitude. I no longer want to feel bad about myself. I realized that in order for me to regain what I lost, I have to do something about it and stop beating myself up over little things, over things I could control. So this blog is my outlet. A page to track down my progress. A page to remind me that though it may take a little while and a lot of work, I can get through it, and I can be reach my goal. And i hope somewhere along my journey, I can also inspire someone to get up and dust themselves up, and never look back to that dark twisted phase. :)