pairing(s): jungkook x reader
summary: Don’t let him back in. Don’t kiss him. Don’t hold him. And above all, don’t say his name. If you don’t say his name, then it’s like he’s never here. If you don’t say his name, then he’s just a body to use and fuck, not someone who broke your heart and is coming back to piece it together.
warnings: rated M (18+) for language; angst; hate / make-up sex (fem reader, too much crying and it gets everywhere; nipple play, fingering, f-receiving oral, cowgirl, penetrative sex); non-idol!BTS - exes to lovers
it’s an emotional kaleidoscope when i face you
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forget me too by machine gun kelly ft.
You hated this
part right here, because one minute you were shoving him and yelling at him,
and telling him he was stupid and dumb and shouldn’t be here, but the next
moment he grabbed your head and crashed his lips to yours, holding your face,
telling you he loved you, and you kept crying and saying that was stupid, so
stupid, because you should never take friendship personal, and he had all this
shit going on, so it was a terrible idea, a terrible idea to kiss him back, a
terrible idea to let him grab your sleep shirt and yank it up and over your
up because you didn’t want to commit,” you hissed, his hands on your
bra-covered breasts now, squeezing roughly, breathing hard on your chin. “Because you didn’t want this.”
His right hand, covered in tattoos, cupping your face, brushing your tears
away, replacing them with his because he was crying too, crying for what?
Crying because he told you that he didn’t want this anymore?
Stupid. Kissing you between tears, black hair brushing your face, wild and
intense and you were pushing his jacket off, dumping it to the floor, revealing
his tattooed right arm and bare left one, wearing only a black t-shirt
you’re so fucking stupid,” you muttered, pressing your chest against his,
knowing you were just as stupid, just as stupid for grasping his shirt and
pulling him to you, kissing him over and over, wet, messy kisses with too many
tears. “Some bitch turn you down or what?”