I will be fighting for myself this month and I’m claiming this period of healing for answers I need. I do not deserve this mistreatment
do people on tumblr like. realize that friendships arent therapy
this is how yall end up going around calling every ex-friend your abuser. its nice for your friends to be able to drop everything for you when youre having a bad time, but its literally NOT mandatory. your friends should not have to ignore their own problems to fix yours. get some therapy.
as a friend, you are allowed to say “i would really love to help you right now, but i cant push back my own issues to help you. im going through my own problems right now, and thats what i need to focus on”. it is NOT selfish. you arent going to be of any help to the people you care about if youre in bad shape and not taking care of yourself. its only going to make you worse for wear.
you’re so mean and cold. cruel and insensitive. miss you
apparently me asking someone to be decent is controlling and forcing them to act a certain way when it’s really the bare minimum and i’m such a bother that i’m both annoying and an inconvenience that can’t be said undeniably.
i shouldn’t have to fight to feel loved by someone. and i was cursed to feel conditioned