im doing research for work and this is what i find
Felicity Hayward: Why was it important for your mental health to leave the band?Jesy Nelson: The last music video we did [Sweet Melody] was the breaking point. We’d been in lockdown, and [that had been] the first time I could have a break and be at home around people that I love. It was the happiest I’d ever felt, and I didn’t realise that until I went back to work. I immediately became a different person. I had anxiety. Whenever we had a music video, I put an enormous amount of pressure on myself to try and lose weight. I have a fear of looking back on the camera. If I don’t like what I see, I find it so hard to be in front of the camera and feel amazing and perform.I’d been in lockdown, and I’d put on a bit of weight but I didn’t care. And [then] they said, “You’ve got a music video in a couple of weeks,” and I just panicked. I went on this extreme diet, with bloody shakes, and tried to eat as little as possible. On the day of the Sweet Melody video I had a panic attack on set because I didn’t look how I wanted to look and I found it so hard to just be happy and enjoy myself. I looked at the other three and they were having the time of their life.I get so jealous, because I want to feel like that and enjoy it, because music is my passion. To have this dream and not be enjoying it because of what I look like, I knew wasn’t normal.There’s a scene in Sweet Melody I’m not in, because that’s when I had a panic attack and broke down. I was like,“I just want to go home.” I was sobbing in the dressing room. Someone really close to me said, “This has got to stop. You can’t keep doing this to yourself. You’re going to end up where you were before.”Felicity Hayward: Yeah…Jesy Nelson: For me, that was the pinnacle point. I was like, “I need to start taking care of myself now, because this isn’t healthy.” It wasn’t nice for the other three to be around someone who didn’t want to be there. So I took a break. I went through a really dark time after the music video. My mum said, “This has got to stop now. I have seen you suffer too much. This has been 10 years of your life.” For so long, I worried about others and letting people down. The only person I should have been trying to make happy was myself, and I wasn’t doing that. I needed to do it for my mental health, because I know I would have ended up back where I was five years ago, and that’s scary.
ahhh i’m so excited for the second part of “tis the damn season.” take all the time you need, great writing takes time. i know myself and so many others are so thankful for your dedication and we appreciate you so much!! ❣️❣️
thank you so much 🥺🥺🥺 i have been struck with a lot of inspo and have been writing a lot this week and hopefully i can get it to you all by next week (fingers crossed) 🥰 do you guys want to play the word game maybe 🧐 or share some predictions 🧐
I'd just like the people criticising Harry's looks to admit they have boring taste and leave. Remember how up in arms people were about him wearing that floral suit in 2015 before it became cool and suddenly every man was wearing it too lmao
it’s one thing to say you don’t like something it’s another to like belittle someone’s stylist for it you know?
Does anyone else think that Harry's hair looks darker in the new pictures? Especially in the ones where he has the clips, or is that just me lol
it looks the same to me lol but it might be the product in his hair making it appear darker !!!
Honestly I think the two Harrys get a kick out of some people not liking some of Harry’s looks. And then you get his own fans also dragging him mainly bc he’s not conventionally~ stylish most of the time. bitch this is harry if you can’t understand why he can look sexy af while wearing a leather suit/shirtless underneath and then the next minute wear a color blocking/clashing patterns possibly clueless inspired fit then you clearly don’t understand that this is Harry’s thing. He can rock sexy as much as he can rock whimsical and weird and if you don’t understand that he is sexy, whimsical, and a little weird but only want the sexy well, they’re gonna hate his looks for a long time tbh cos those last two traits are embedded within harry and his style as much as the first one is and honestly hes only just recently started to embrace being sexy. Basically I’m here for all of it and I’m glad harry dgaf about what these people think lol. Of course you don’t have to like everything he wears but fans actively dragging harry lambert online when so many are missing the point and clearly just want him to dress just one way
agree with this all! being a stylist is about being on trend but also setting the trends/being onto the next thing… it boggles my mind how people think lambert is a bad stylist like do you see what other men are wearing in editorials/red carpets… 🙄
It's the way harries just collectively lost their shit over his neck
when you look that good it’s bound to happen
"vans are so not my style but happy 4 him and everyone else that will buy bc of him" el alskdjaj but watch that pair of vans sell out like the yellow frog hat or gallon water bottle did
lmao it definitely will!!! those hair clips were going crazy earlier so it’s only a matter of time
remember when your governor would be like everyone is allowed to go outside once a day for nonessential purposes like. Huh
2:43pm pancake craving sos
omg i hope you can get some !!!
His hair is short and trimmed 😍
im obsessed with it !!! 🥰 he is so handsome
On the set of My Policeman, Harry was pictured wearing Vans Anaheim UA Authentic 44 DX sneakers.
Also obsessed with his favorite sweatshirt and want to nuzzle/ touch his neck with the short styled hair 🤯
smooch all over his face
Is there a video of him ignoring ppl jfjdkd love that
there’s a tiktok of the girls asking for him to take a picture and he says something about not being able to in his set clothes but can come back around when he changes but doesn’t
MARK RONSON HAS A PODCAST NOW !!! 🥳
watching vlogs of london 💔 just want to live there
David Harbour is such a cool guy but if I ever see him on the screen as hellboy again ill slash his tires and burn his crops ❤️
I don’t know what Hellboy is 🥴 but I really like him!!!!! He’s so funny on IG (same with Lily Allen)