#the outer worlds #every time parvati is like ''oh junlei is so ripped'' ''oh she's so handsome'' i'm like yeah girl you know what you're talking about
Question: It's a good thing to be proud of!! I'm happy 4 u bro
Answer:
thank you ❤❤❤
#it never really got to a point where it was a genuine Problem™ but i did get uncomfortable with it #like i started noticing i'd get a little restless if there were no drinks in the house and that worried me #but WE GOOD NOW
idk this is not a thing to be like “lmao please clap” about and that’s not what i’m trying to say at all, but i really drastically cut back on drinking alcohol over the past 4 months and to be real with you all i am, in fact, a little bit proud of that
like don’t think less of me (or do, i’m not the boss of you) but i’ve never made it through a work party without getting drunk as hell BUT TONIGHT i called it quits early and now i’m gonna drink tea and play stardew valley in bed and generally have a good and low key time instead of making an ass of myself
[ID: art of Juno Steel and Peter Nureyev, both looking sleepy. Juno has one hand against Peter’s face and is pressing a kiss to his lips. Juno is a black person with short wavy black hair, wearing a dark green jumper and matching nail varnish. Peter is an Asian man with short straight hair, wearing a grey t-shirt and holding a steaming mug. end ID.]
Does Peter have one of Juno’s old HCPD shirts on??? bc that’s unbearably adorable
he sure as hell does!
#self reblog #i was waiting for someone to notice ❤️ #i don't know if juno would feel enough sentimentality towards his hcpd time to keep stuff like that around #but the concept of sharing clothes......... warms my cold heart........ so i had to
Question: it was a dream so it didn’t make much sense... we were in the airport running to make a flight... we and our friends got turned away from a club but he sweet talked our way in (checks out)... he urgently told me he needed to borrow my earrings (?)... i think at one point i kissed his neck 😳 also now i’m laughing out loud trying to decide whether nureyev has chest hair. i feel like he’s too vain?
Answer:
OH THAT’S CUTE ACTUALLY… airport dreams are the worst and most stressful so i’m glad your subconscious threw a peter in there to cheer things up
Question: i had a dream about peter nureyev last night i’m too embarrassed to tell anyone else
Answer:
OKAY BUT WAS IT A GOOD ONE? because i’ve only ever had one (1) dream that remotely had anything to do with nureyev and he wasn’t even really in it (i dreamt i got into a huge internet fight over whether or not he had chest hair)
#and i don't even remember what side of the fight i was on
I once signed up to participate in a study on how depression affects memory, forgot I was meant to go do it, and when I emailed to apologise to the PhD student running it she basically told me that a) she was very used to this happening and b) the weird irony of her theories’ correctness making it very difficult to arrange proving them had by now gone from infuriating to hysterical
I went to the Grand Canyon when I was depressed and I literally forgot the whole thing. Like, the only reason I even know I was there is that I have photographs of myself standing in front of the Grand Canyon with dead eyes but i have absolutely no memory of it
People talk about depression like it’s just being sad all the time but straight up your brain stops working and sadness is just one of the many, many consequences of that
#i barely have a shred of a memory left from the whole year between september 2010 - september 2011 #i wasn't even sad that year because i just straight up wasn't feeling anything. like i deadass bluescreened for a FULL YEAR
i cooked myself a nice meal and then i spent twenty minutes picking out all the bok choy like a cranky toddler and honestly i can’t believe how ungrateful i am to ME
#the disrespect...... #though to be fair i did overcook it a little
Question: physically i am fresh out of free printer pages for the semester but spiritually I am sitting on the floor surrounded by printed copies of your nureyev art just touching them all and crying a little bit
Answer:
HONESTLY HARD SAME except in my case instead of my nureyev art it’s both your art and fics
#[through my tears] that's. that's some good shit right there
@consistenthero this is the realest callout because i DID initially want to tag this as “me? using a palette that does not immediately give everyone who lays eyes on it a migraine? it’s more likely than you think”
#but the algorithm ignores me when i use long tags so i had to delete it
i got so used to being flat broke in my early 20s that any amount of money seemed like a lot, which is why i kinda went [john mulaney delta airlines voice] “ooookaaay” at the first offer my workplace made me
but today my manager pulled me aside and was like “i’ve requested for you to get a raise because your wage is significantly lower than that of the others at your skill level” which had legitimately never dawned on me because i had no money before and i have some money now and i didn’t want to look a gift horse in the mouth, i guess?
the moral of the story is normalize talking about/comparing your income with coworkers and peers because i doubt every company would be forward about this sort of thing
#like i'm legit really grateful that my manager keeps track of these things #and yet they're still presenting it as ''good news you're getting a raise'' #instead of ''bad news we've basically been underpaying you for years'' but that's capitalism for you i guess #delete later
i’m trying to draw but lizzy got me into stardew valley so now i’m sitting here like this is nice and all but PARSNIP… i could be harvesting little digital parsnips right now…
#i have to sell MANY PARSNIPS so i can build a CHICKEN COOP
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