aber er dich nicht.
(via vodka-traenen )
People always asked why I started smoking cigarettes and I don’t know what to say.
I’d say I saw my idols smoke and i wanted to be like them.
I’d say my friends were all doing it and peer pressure got the best of me.
I’d say all the clichés I heard from health class and TV commercials.
One day, when I was younger, my health teacher told me that cigarettes can kill you.
I’d say I thought it would make me look tough so the bully at school would leave me alone.
I’d say I thought it looked cool because I don’t know how to say that I started smoking because I was told cigarettes were dangerous and I saw a form of self-harm that I could get away with.
I don’t know how to say that the burn of the inhale helped remind me what’s real.
I don’t know how to say that I started smoking because, before I was even old enough to realize life could be wonderful, I decided I wanted to die.
I don’t know how to say this ashtray is full of my lost childhood and allowing myself to fill it was a mistake.
I don’t know how to say why I started smoking.
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It was the kind of love you fall in far too young to know you’re playing with fire.
When I met you, everything was flowery and pink, nothing was scary, and everything smelled like vanilla.
I wish I could’ve made our mistakes with somebody different.
I wish I could’ve learned this the hard way with somebody who didn’t mean so much to me.
Because now, I’ve learned all these lessons, and given all this love, and I don’t have anything to show for it.
You’re there, and I’m here, and we both know better but it couldn’t fix us.
The reason for that is that it was the kind of love you fall in when you’re far too young.
We were innocent, we believed.
But now, you get to take all your lessons
from me to another girl.
She’ll get a better you, a braver you, a stronger you.
But she won’t get all of you.
Not the way that I did.
She’ll also get a more careful you, a guarded you, a cautious you. You’ll look for the signs, you’ll see them coming now.
We had the kind of love you fall in too young.
I wish I could’ve met you later on, you would’ve liked who I am now.
Hell, you might have even loved her.