i’m week with rocker-tall-white-handsome guy. well i’m just basically weak with handsome guy. my idea type never change how much i grow more older. oh did i mention *cough* YOUNGER GUY* yes. younger guy but not so young cause i don’t wanna go to jail lol
Sometimes i do wonder if this meds really help me. Does it really working?There a time when i thought i make some progression, the voices inside my head laughing at me.
When i think ah this shit won get near me anymore, In split second million feeling hit me hard
I was fine 3 minutes ago. I’m smiling, laughing with my family, playing with my cat, drinking starbuck, watching drama but then out of nowhere i start to feel shit.
I’m dying inside. I don’t wanna be here. This is not my place. I wish i can live inside my head. Together with people i wish i know them.
I want to runaway to somewhere better
Losing more touch with reality.
every single new year never fail to feel suck
i was once 21, 25
BTS - Black Swan [2020 SBS Gayo Daejeon in Daegu Ep 3]
jungkook with long hair is my religion ❤