to my black followers,
i love you, you are important, your life matters. and i’m so sorry for how america, and the world treats you.
Warning: some manga/anime spoilers, you have been warned!
♡ Eren and reader made each other a promise to come back to each other after Eren tells the reader about his plans.
The sun was really the only comfort you could ever feel in your life. It was there for you when you laid in the grass at your old home, just endlessly dreaming. It was there when you felt like giving up, waiting for death to finally take you but realizing you had so much more to live for. It was also there when you finally realized that you had to let your best friend go, the one person who made you feel happier than the sun.
You sat down next to Eren, the distance feeling so close yet so far. You couldn’t look at him, not like this, so you found comfort in the beauty in front of you, which was always the sun.
“This shouldn’t be the only way, it isn’t fair.”
You broke the silence first, then fell back to it again. You looked over to your friend, feeling your heart be plucked to pieces one by one. Eren wasn’t the same boy you knew all along. I guess you could say you never truly knew him at all.
He told you everything. How he planned to infiltrate Marley, his visions, the future, everything. He plans to end the world, and that’s when every bit of your heart was broken. You tried to reason with him, telling him that killing innocent people shouldn’t be the way, that it wasn’t the way to end the cycle.
He didn’t listen. He never does. Not even when you told him that he shouldn’t waste his life on killing titans. When you told him countless times to run. Even when you told him you wanted it to be like this forever, he always seemed to get away.
You moved your knees to your chest, the overwhelming feeling of sadness filling your body. The Eren you knew, the sweet boy who made you smile and filled you with love was dead and gone, and you finally had to come to terms with it. Everytime you look at him, you slowly see the light in his burn out, nothing but a young man with anger and hate.
“Just promise me one thing…”
You wanted to stop, knowing what you had to say wouldn’t matter, nothing would make him stay at this point.
“That you’ll come back to me…come back to us”
You put your hand on your belly, no sign of a baby showing yet, feeling a wave of embarrassment as you looked to your other side.You didn’t really see it happening this way, especially with everything happening but it just did, and you couldn’t help feeling a glint of hope.
Silence, still. Your embarrassment turned to anger then to annoyance, all your fluttery feeling slowly turning to dust.You felt pathetic, spending all your energy begging Eren to stay, not to cause havoc in the universe, telling him this wasn’t him. When you finally told him, more like showed him, he just didn’t seem to care, leaving that boy you loved behind. You stood, brushing off the dirt and turning the other way. You felt your feelings slowly drift away with each step you took.
You suddenly were held back, a firm grip on your wrist as your whole body froze, your heart beating a mile a minute.
“I promise I’ll come back to you both”
The scenery was already dark, as the sun slowly set, and so did your heart, as you slowly walked away from the boy you once knew.
You fell to your knees, landing back on the soft wooden floor of your home, one hand on your full grown belly and another on the ground. You didn’t understand what was happening, one second you were home, then you were surrounded by dozens of citizens, a bright lift setting in front of you and a voice that sounded like Eren’s.
You felt the house shake again, this time you gripping on the nearest chair. You ran outside, a sudden expression of despair on your face, as you saw the walls that surround you slowly crumble.
“The walls are….crumbling!”
You remembered Eren explain this to you many months before, the full effect of the rumbling.
You try to grasp on the door handle, falling again on the floor, this time with a scream. You felt water trickle down you, as the pain became harder to bear.
“It can’t be, it’s too early!”
Another pang of pain hit you, releasing another scream from your mouth. You felt a couple of warm hands around you, not realizing you were being carried inside by the couple who lived nearby. You heard distant yelling, voices yelling at each other for help, and another trying to calm you down as you realized it was time. You couldn’t help but look outside, the light of the sun hitting you, closing your eyes back into white light.
“I promise I’ll come back to you both”
The promise was all that played in your head, as you tried to feel the warmth of the sun, the pain setting you back into reality, and all you could do was hope your promise would come true.
Tell me why I can write a whole ass fanfic but can’t finish a sentence of my english paper due tomorrow…
ART STUDENT JEAN that draws you to fill his portfolio. jean, who, doodles on napkins whenever you go out for breakfast n draws on your hands whenever he’s anxious. who accidentally mixes up drinking his paint water for his coffee, who misplaces his paintbrushes in the mess he calls a dorm room — n ends up having them tucked on his ear or shoved in his pockets anyways. jean who’s fallen in love with every imperfection of yours because he insists it makes his art unique n gets unbelievably frustrated sometimes because how is he supposed to capture your beauty on a canvas ? who blushes whenever you call him the real work of art n swears he might die of embarrassment when you find him doodling you. who lets no one near his sketchbooks besides you, who likes drawing your hands n flicks paint at you whenever you try to tease him when he’s working on his overdue work. art student jean, what a cutie (ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)
OC/canon and selfships are good y’all are just scared of having fun
“But it’s cringe” ok what if it is? What’re you gonna do about it? Call the cops? Are you some kind of cringe police? Huh? Suck my nuts. I have 30 bfs and gfs and I’m having fun while you sit in your sad little clown corner getting second-hand embarrassment from looking at people having a blast. Make a self-insert oc and maybe you’ll feel better
Am I the only one that thinks they resemble each other??!?
honestly getting an ask/anon on this site literally never gets old and my tummy literally gets butterflies everytime someone drops smth in my ask box bc it never ceases to make heart flutter the fact that someone wants to personally tell me something🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Eren with hat👀🤠
Your Niccolo fic had my heart running for miles, it was so cute and sweet and there’s barley any Niccolo content cause hes so underrated, you’re such a good writer and thanks for the great fic☺️
AW PLS THANK YOU BABE 🥺💗💗 he is underrated! i love him so much, thank you again for your words. it means a lot 🥺
i headcanon that (in a modern au) everytime mikasa and eren came home carla would hug mikasa and go “my baby!” and then hug eren and go “my real baby!”
when you and eren had a kid, everytime the two of you came home together eren would get up and take your kid from your hands and say “my baby!” then kiss you and say “my real baby!” because he picked it up from his mom🥺
This is so cute ima have an eren brainrot😫🥺
no one should scroll past this
I was there once, never will I let someone go through that shit alone
WHO THE HELL SCROLLS PAST THIS?
wtf who would look past this.
hey, so I myself am diagnose with MDD/Clinical Depression. I have fought it for two years now. If any of you are struggling, please come to my messages or ask box. I swear, i know how hard it is. Please don’t think i’m just saying that. I am dealing with this on a daily basis.
I even take medication! And that’s okay, love. I hope me sharing this can provide comfort to even one single person. It’s okay to speak up, and it’s okay to ask for help.
You are so strong. And, yes I do love you.
Eren’s 0.001% of screentime got me 🤰🏻🏃🏻♀️
Everyone on my dash is saying Armin looks fine and I can’t watch the episode cause I’m not home ahhhh😫
Author Note: First time writing something like this, might delete later cause its probably bad or cringey, let me know what you think :)
You felt the warm presence of the sun on your face, your eyes fluttering open to see nothing but the ceiling above. You groaned, the after effects of too much tequila making you regret drinking so much last night. You try to move, but everything seems to blurry and hard to focus. When you do, you realize that you weren’t in your room, and you certainly were not in your own bed. You remove the covers, panic flashing through you as you slowly remove the covers to see yourself fully clothed, and nothing out of place. You sigh with relief, trying to remember where the hell you are? The picture beside your bed helped, and it was no one else but Eren Jaeger.
“Why the hell am I here?”
You lay back down, your head still spinning as you try to remember what happened last night.
You remember finishing your exams the day before, and your friend Mikasa telling you there was a party at Eren’s apartment to celebrate. You hesitated at first to go, seeing as your history with Eren had been rocky. It wasn’t like you guys hated each other, but you can’t remember the last time you guys had an actual conversation. It was like one day you guys just stopped talking and you wondered what made him leave. You knew he was busy with his own life, whether it’s exams, women, or whatever he liked now.
You couldn’t help but feel sad though, it was like you guys were little and would promise to be together forever, no matter what. But you two were young, and obviously nothing lasts forever.
Still, you were really happy with finishing your exams and agreed. Fast forward and you’re drawing down your hundredth tequila shot, feeling like you were gonna pass out. Mostly everyone had left,and only your small group of friends from when you were in high school were there.
Sasha. Connie. Jean. Mikasa.Armin.Eren.
You weren’t sure what they were talking about, and with your state you kinda did not care.
You plopped down, having no idea who was next to you and slowly drifted your body in their direction, your head landing on their shoulder.
You immediately recognized that its Eren, his scent making your body calm down and the edges of his hair dancing on your forhead. You suddenly felt a surge of anger flow through you. You didn’t understand what he was talking about but what really stuck out was “moving away”
The words came out before you can stop yourself. Everyone went silent, and you felt a bit of embarrassment.
I should stop talking…No I’m gonna tell this bastard what I think!
“You’re an asshole. Is that what you always do? You promise someone forever and then drop them cause you found something else? Well, too bad, you promised me forever and you can’t break it. I’m not gonna let you leave like this, I wanna be with you forever”
With that last word, you fell asleep, and your last words were all you remember.
You came back to reality, a wave of embarrassment flashing through your body. You take the covers and throw it over your head, cringing as you groan into the pillow
You froze, another heat of embarrassment flowing through your body, as you knew you had to face was in front of you.
These edits suck, but he doesnt🥺