purplebuddhaquotes :

“Some of the greatest battles will be fought within the silent chambers of your own soul.”

— Ezra Taft Benson

My life

Christianity

Following my Lord since I was kid, learning from my elders and learning from the past and the morals in the bible and the new book of mormon. It’s taught me many things and I’ve taught myself much on my journey through trial and error. Now I know enough, life in this world has gone hectic and goodness cannot be found nor honor or common sense within anyone I meet that is my peer.

It fills my heart with sarrow that now I’m left alone, utterly alone upholding my beliefs and new views to only realize I’ve been brainwashed through social norms and the acceptance of the devils sins through communities I’ve been in even they seem innocent.

Most folks won’t understand, it would be harder for them to learn as I did.

The more I think about it the more I realize the sin of man around me and it reminds me of how I’m alone in this world nothing but crippling depression as my best friend.

Seeking holiness is the new goal, but seeking the right place to practice is more important.

Christ and my Lord is what will save me in the end as long as I do their bidding willingly as I struggle every night with this curse in my mind that brings me low and causes me to sloth around daily.

I only wish for company but that is a leisure I cannot afford.

The famous filthy frank

I’ve been Feeling suicidal And if I need remind you it’s not coming from my heart or my brain.

I was thinking about how great it would be if I could make the tightness in my chest go away.

“A portrait Of” by “sorority noise”

I grow tired of the heavy feeling of dark and emptiness in my heart. Nothing can comfort me truly anymore it seems.

I’d rather be among the dead now.

Is there anything I could do?

And you’ll stay above me forever…

Just like you stay above me now…

“Midwestern dirt” by “Dear and the Headlights”

I want to bury your face in the midwestern dirt 

To dull the shape

And cut that hand that changed my name

Polishing

And my next words could be my last

My clumsy mouth and the egg shells cracked

And oh no, oh no, oh no no, oh no, oh no no

I’m sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

Sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

Did you ever want to start?

Or just watch my love

Some impulse buy

You couldn’t take your eyes off of

Some clean white slate for you to fill in the blanks

Then show me off

You show me off

And my next words could be my last

My clumsy mouth and the egg shells cracked

And oh no, oh no, oh no no, oh no, oh no no

I’m sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

Sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

I’m sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

I’m sinking in deeper, Midwestern dirt

I’m sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

I’m sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

I’m sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

I’m sinking in deeper, midwestern dirt

And you’ll stay above me forever

Like you stay above me now

And you’ll stay above me forever

Like you stay above me now

And you’ll stay above me forever

Like you stay above me now

And you’ll stay above me forever

Like you stay above me now

And you’ll stay above me here forever

Just like you stay above me right now

What a wonderful way to get burned.

I came a long way to relate to this now.

For those I loved personally but couldn’t fulfill them.

I wish you’d carry me home

New album, hear him out his messages are always lovely.

Lust and pleasure.

These are the things that will tear you apart if that is only what you seek in life. It is those two things that will make you question the rest of your existence. Our lives weren’t made for just those two. For they can easily corrupt us when we indulge in it for far too long. And we won’t be able to focus on how inhumane we truly are. The pursuit of happiness is to make ourselves better as human beings. Not to find pleasure in life.

This is what you need to understand that only by bettering ourselves and through self teaching we can make ourselves better as individuals.

Especially if you use reasoning instead of emotions when your trying to make sense of logic.

Whoever you are, you gotta humble yourself.

There is a greater force beyond our comprehension.

Almost toying with us… or are we fooling ourselves to the dull truth?

I ask god sometimes.

Why have there been allowed so many arragont people to be alive today?

It’s almost like society adapted the devils worship without even realizing it… their lost within his grasp blinding them with what they believe is their own thoughts are correct In every way despite the harsh reality of how wrong they are

Stupidity and a lack of a moral compass is something I will not abide.

Love.

Love is strong but easily abused.

If you throw yourself so easily to someone else then that is your own undoing.

For you will suffer loneliness and unfaithfulness.

So the cycle goes on.

Because you are too obsessed for company to realize it.

Forge your own path, Do not succumb to following the rest blindly.

For knowledge increases power and your free will.

But with this comes responsibility.

You can choose to heard the sheeple in your own Will for your own ends, or shatter their illusion aswell and take them aside from the dark so they can experiance life with their own miniscule purpose.

Everyone is right in their own minds.

But it never means your truly right.

Indulge in your depression and you shall see no end to your misery.

Accept it and you shall see a faint light of clarity in the distance.