i am one of billions . i am stardust gathered fleetingly into form . ☆ﾟ*・ﾟ independent & crossover friendly stardust original character as loved by zara . 18 + . mutuals only .
hey everyone ! i know i keep promising to come back here , but honestly i just don’t see it happening anytime soon . anyone that knows me at least by a moderate amount will know that sta.r wa.rs is a really hot and cold interest of mine & even when i’m super into it , i still never feel 100% comfortable writing into it as it’s such an unfamiliar & overwhelming fandom for me . i adore the challenge that comes with writing kylo , but there are so many other things with this blog that are really holding me back & making me feel anxious about being here , so i’m going to put this blog on an official hiatus . i’d love to write with all of you on my other blogs & i do have sta.r wa.rs verses for most of my characters ( along with regular modern verses & a ton of other things ) so if you’d be interested in that , please come follow me on any of them or just add me on disc.ord ( please pm me for the user if you don’t have it already ) . i’m hoping to be back at some point , but right now i think i just need to fully set this blog to one side & go where i feel comfortable and happy .
you do not get to die and be reborn the same. you come back, but you come back wrong. this is the price that you pay for resurrection. — royal original character with original lore. created by jay.
@lghtpulled said : “ will you stop talking! ” // confrontation starters.
“ that depends, ” she replies, voice strained with exertion as she takes advantage of another opening, using her core and legs to drive the strike, though he still blocks it. “ are you — going to tell me — the truth? ” her lungs and muscles are all burning, punctuating her statements with heaving breaths and quick movements, this training session has now stretched on long past its original intended duration. despite her initial hesitancies, taking her husband up on his offer has been… cathartic, in a way. learning to master herself physically has cleared some of that heavy fog that weighed on her since losing her sister and theon. having to focus so entirely on the positioning of her body and remain alert for an opponent’s counterings brings a vibrancy back to her, cheeks flushed with color and eyes bright with intensity. the only thing she still HATES is how often she loses these little matches of theirs; he’s got the advantage in, well, every way physically speaking. but she can be incredibly annoying when she wants to be, and seeing that frustration in his eyes leads her to bait him just a bit more. “ i KNOW what i saw. ” she finally, FINALLY, notices a small slip in his defenses. she catches her foot around his ankle, intending to just knock him backwards, but the momentum is off, accidentally dragging herself down along with him. still, she beams triumphantly down at him, pleased just to have finally knocked him on his ass for once. “ so, ” she prompts, tilting her head and causing her ponytail to fall over her shoulder, “ ready to talk about your air magic now?”
he knows that the chances of distracting her are slim . she’s more cunning than she lets on , far more alert , and she never seems to know when to let go . but he’s hoping that he’ll somehow be able to wear her out to the point where , at the very least , she won’t have the energy to ask him these incessantly irritating questions anymore . grunting out , he tries his best to keep up with her ; blocking her hits as he navigates his way around her , careful brown eyes pinned on her all the while , waiting for her next strike , meeting it when it comes . laughing , his head shakes , arms raised in front of him again as he lightly shoves her back . “ come on , cleiona . you can’t still be keep on about this . ” something in his chest tightens at his attitude , but he knows that this is the approach he has to take . her finding out the truth leads to snoke having the opportunity to find out the truth , and he is not ready for this secret to be preyed upon just yet . continuing to match her movements , he huffs out a sigh , head shaking . “ do you ? ” he asks . “ or are you just seeing what you want to see ? ” another tightening sensation , but this time in his gut . he hates lying to her . he hates all of this . she’s already been through enough .
breath escapes him as he feels himself falling , grunt slamming out of his lungs when his back hits the ground . he hadn’t even realised that he’d left himself open , but now , with her on top of him , he realises just how distracted he had actually been . mouth opens to congratulate her , but panic quickly sets in at her words , and he’s quick to take advantage of her distracted mind as he presses his hands to her waist , flipping her underneath him , fingers reaching to press against her lips . “ will you stop ?! ” he hisses out , eyes wide with alarm as he leans in closer to her , voice dropping to a whisper . “ this is not the time or the place . ” the room may be empty , but that still doesn’t mean that they’re remotely close to being safe . “ you need to forget what you saw , cleiona . it was a one off obscure event , that cannot and will not be replicated , and you bringing it up is only going to put us both in danger . ”
" 𝘋𝘐𝘝𝘐𝘕𝘌 𝘝𝘐𝘖𝘓𝘌𝘕𝘊𝘌, 𝘈𝘕𝘎𝘙𝘠 𝘍𝘖𝘙 𝘕𝘖 𝘙𝘌𝘈𝘚𝘖𝘕, 𝘛𝘞𝘐𝘚𝘛𝘌𝘋 𝘜𝘗 𝘐𝘕𝘚𝘐𝘋𝘌. she ran to the devil and he was waiting - indie, highly selective original character from STAR WARS , twisted by ging. 18+ only, triggering content. please read all rules & biography information before following, interest tracker available here. promo credit. @villainsrph
matthew daddario as ben solo is unbelievably dumb
hey nonnie! while i’m well aware that matthew is an obscure choice for ben, it is a choice that i made well over a year ago & is something i don’t see myself changing in the foreseeable future. if you don’t like this, that’s totally fine! i just kindly ask for you to unfollow/soft block/block/ignore my blog over sending more messages like these. thank you!
travelling through these parts had been a risk, but one she had no choice but to take. it was an unknown, but it was better than what she left behind her. careful gaze travels across the landscape, pausing mid step as she sensed – something. she wasn’t alone. knife was in hand within seconds of her realisation, adrenaline flooding her body. a moment later and she is hidden within the brush, tracking whoever it was before they could get to her. gaze narrows as it lands upon the intruder, sneaking to a better angle before launching herself at him. hands grab that back of his clothes, pulling him back and down. one hand presses hard against his chest, the other holding the blade close to his skin. “ who are you ? ” words spoken thickly, like gravel as they worked their way free from her lips, the drawbacks of speaking to no one for so long. / @lghtpulled
heading back out into the wilderness on his own hadn’t been his wisest decision , but alluria needed some more parts from his ship for her radios and he didn’t want to bother anyone else when they all seemed to BUSY . walking along , he senses something somewhere , a shift in the force , a presence . but before he has time to ready himself for it , they’re already there : pulling him down , shoving him onto the damp earth , grunt passing his lips as his back collides with the ground . frightened eyes lift to meet theirs , chest tightening in fear as he lifts his hands up away from his saber , trying to ( as always when he runs into someone here ) show that he isn’t a threat . “ kylo . ” he mutters out . “ i’m kylo . ” had she heard of him ? he imagines the delinquents must be saying SOMETHING about him by now . but then again … he doesn’t seem to recognise her . forcing his heart to steady its pace , he huffs out a shaky breath , hands still held out in front of him . “ i’m not here to hurt you . ” he says . “ i just needed to get some more supplies .”
even as he repeats her statement she still goes on with it. she’s eaten more than he has, she can assume, so she’s better off to not eat the entirety of her plate right now. she can afford to spare some for him. “no, i suppose that running on adrenaline with this new world is playing with my appetite.” still not entirely the whole truth, but it’s enough to pass as such; rapunzel offers another smile, this one not as small and a little brighter as she takes a seat next to him, reaching into the makeshift bag she’s made in their first days on the ground - mainly to carry fruits or berries or anything she’d come across to pick, to later let monty examine before adding it to their meal plan - but this time it holds her share, and she hands it over to him. “well i’m glad to hear that you don’t think i’m forcing anything down your throat. truthfully, i don’t even know how i would be able to manage that,” she adds with a small giggle. “i suppose that we have a deal, so long as you agree to eat something.” rapunzel falls silent as kylo explains about the different planets he’s been, and she can’t imagine how some could be completely covered in water, others in ice. a planet with so much soil and green and foliage is more than enough to send her into a TRANCE of astonishment, she can only imagine what those other planets must be like in person. “there’s some that are fully water? where does everyone live, there? do they live underneath the water?” is that a stupid question? she isn’t sure, but she’s growing more curious by the second; rapunzel nods. “yes, that’s right. earth’s where my ancestors grew up. where all of ours did, really.”
he nods at her words despite not fully believing them , smiling as his gaze drops down to the items that she’s presenting to him . “ thanks , ” he says as he tentatively takes a tiny handful of her rations , making sure to still leave the majority there for her , before he slowly starts nibbling away at them . sigh rolls from his lips at the touch of food on his tongue , eyes sliding shut as he SAVOURS the feeling of it for a moment . he’s tempted to raid the entire stash but he forces himself to behave , chewing down his handful as slow as he possibly can in the hope of making it all last longer , a wider smile meeting hers as he turns his head . “ yeah ! ” he says before laughing . “ i mean there’s all sorts of places . most of the people on the planets are accustomed to the environment though . some of them live underwater , some of them can survive stupidly high temperatures . everyone’s just built differently i guess . ” listening to her carefully , he nods , taking another small mouthful of food as he chews at it gently . “ damn . ” he mutters as he looks out ahead of them , surveying the area again . “ so what happened ? ” he asks . “ for you to end up in space if your ancestors lived here ? ”
“ of course. ” words now barely a whisper, swallowing down the lump in her throat. his touch is almost enough to break her resolve, almost enough to send the tears she was barely keeping at bay from spilling across her cheeks. inhaling a shuddering breath, gaze meeting his as her head tilts slightly, chasing his touch. “ nor was it your fault ben. ” words echo her previous ones, only quieter now. “ me coming here ? i didn’t – i just needed you to know. ” one hand lifts to cover his against her cheek, eyes closing for just a moment. “ i’ll give you enough space here as you need. ” words whispered as she made herself take a small step away, swallowing heavily.
eyes slide shut the moment she tries to comfort him , wincing at the words , hand dropping back down to his side as he steps away from her . “ they died because of me . ” he whispers , words barely audible , head turned away as tears spill over again . “ they died because of what i did , silver . it was my fault , and you trying to pretend like it isn’t only makes that burden even more difficult to bear . ” he stills when she reaches out for him , still not meeting her eyes , chill running across his skin at her TOUCH . breath escapes him when she finally lets go , eyes opening again as he offers her a small nod . “ thanks . ” he mumbles . “ i’ll … uh . see you around ? you should get yourself some cake while you’re here . it’s nice . ”
@lghtpulled said: “…didn’t know where else to go…”
Do her eyes deceive her? Is it truly Ben Solo who stands before her? Tivsi’s first instinct had been to hug him — but she held back, unsure of how he would react. She had
abandonedhim after all … how long ago exactly, she was unsure. She had not been keeping track of how long she’d been on this planet, how long she’d been among these new friends ( ? ) she’d made. She stares in disbelief for a moment before she refocuses. “Ben … What … why are you here?” Had he followed her? If he did, he’s a lousy tracker, she’d thought. Or had something worse occurred? Oh, how the Mirialan truly hoped for a simple answer to her questions, for she was unsure if she could handle much more chaos than she’d already been a part of.
mouth runs dry at the sight of her , all but GAWPING as he tries to take her in . how long had it been now ? weeks ? months ? it may as well have been yesterday given how raw the heartache still feels . he can’t comprehend how she’s ended up in exactly the same place as him , but at this point it doesn’t matter . gritting his teeth , he finally tears his gaze away , jaw clenching as he huffs out a heavy breath . “ i might ask you the same question . ” he mutter coldly , glancing around them to ensure that no one else would be listening to their conversation as he takes a step closer , eyes pinned on hers again . “ did you really ditch me just to come here ? or did you manage to stop at a few other planets on your route down ? ”
in a galaxy , far , far away …
a jedi temple collapses and a boy runs from its destruction, leaving everything he knows and everyone he loves behind. taking a ship and flying into the unknown, he plans to find a new place for himself. a place where he can figure out what to do, how to fix everything he’s ruined. a place where he can become someone new.
with his fuel supplies running low, he decides to land on the next planet he finds. earth. here, little does he know that there are other remnants of the human race that have been cut off from the rest of the galactic empire. they have crash landed onto earth, with their oxygen and food supplies having run out on their ship. together, they begin to forge a new existence on a hostile planet earth, populated by those that survived the irradiation of earth.
a group verse combining the star wars sequels with the 100, set in seasons 1-2 of the 100.
- this will be an extremely lowkey group verse. there will be no activity checks and you will be welcome to write as much or as little as you like!
- this verse is open to absolutely any character that has a verse set in the 100, regardless whether they are canon, original or from a different fandom entirely.
- this group verse is only open for people over the age of 18. please only apply if you are above this age.
- there will be a discord server set up for ooc chat and plotting, which you are more than welcome to join if you would like to, but there is no pressure either way!
- no ooc drama/hate will be tolerated.
- tag: gv. and the rest is rust and stardust
to apply: submit an application here:your alias & pronouns:
brief background information ( including how they came to be on earth - i.e, did they come down with the delinquents, were they on earth beforehand, or do they arrive after ben ? ):
discord ( if applicable – this won’t be published ):