A Letter to Lindley
Wow, okay, so this hurts my heart a bit to write a letter to my little Lindley but I’m also really excited.
Okay, dear Lindley,
You’ll probably be surprised to know that you are my longest running character ever. Not that it means much to you because you’re just like well, okay then but anyways, it’s a big deal for me. You originally were something of just a similar character to another long running character of mine and it’s weird to think that you are even close or stemming from the same mind. You are Ryderia are sooooo different now and completely changed in all the same way.
Through your development, I’ve had to patch a lot of holes up because I quite honestly, didn’t know you were going to last this long. You’re life has really taken on a life of it’s own and I really appreciate your existence in my mind. Though you’re much quieter than most of my other characters, even who you were supposed to be modeled after.
I’m going to tell you right now that you probably hate me with all the stuff I’ve put you through. Drugs, heartache, abuse, and struggling all this time– but obviously you are strong enough to make it through. I’d love to sit here and tell you that there isn’t more to come but that would be a lie. I also wish I could say that your confusion through all of this would go away but I doubt that as well. Though, if you’d like to make a decision sometime soon, that would be completely great.
I just want you to be happy– and Lucian. I want what’s best although I tend to ruin the best things. But yeah, keep your head up, kiddo. We’re going to get through this together, one step at a time.
And please, stop killing me with feels. It hurts.