I GOT A 66/100 GN I HATE CHEM
I GOT A 66/100 GN I HATE CHEM
im taking my chem test soon, wish me luck! i stayed up for like 2 days long studying so i should get a decent grade :)
heyo! just a reminder that my requests and asks are open, i’ve been a bit busy cause of schooling but my schedule clears up after this week :)
thank uuu 😃
and y was I expecting them to 100% care if she did try to do that 🤦🏻♀️ and woooow they're gonna make her a whole diff person? that's brutal. a personality change for their benefit.
they about to hurt her so bad that ur actually gonna write a scene where she attempts that? daaaang I feel bad for her! and it's okay because I'm not the one that's going to feel pain that's all on her, she's the character after all. glad I'm not physically there.
I'm just selfish and "it's every man for himself" is my mindset 😛
also is there going to be any physical intimate force in this story if u know what I mean?...😞
some of them, like jin or namjoon, have been raised to believe that mortal souls have no worth and some of that knowledge stuck. the others who have been once mortal souls still have a smidge of humanity left, of course they’ll feel upset. then again, none of them have taken mortal lives for years until now that they’re forced to.
tbh, the reader character would also have that “every man for himself” mentality if she could, but i think i made her too nice haha
if you’re asking if there will be noncon, then yes. i answered a similar question a while back. jimin kinda did it in the club and i have some ideas for some scenes with it in it. i will always put warnings before the chapter so you could skip it if you want :)
this may be triggering and u respectfully don't have to answer it...but what if y/n was caught by the 7 fallen angels trying to...leave the world (yes in THAT way) from all the pressure they've put on her? would they lower their punishments?
tw: suicide mention, manipulation
okay so to put it shortly, them witnessing the reader unaliving herself is gonna play a role in the story, not gonna say when though. however, what i can say is that a few of them will have little to no attitude change but the other few would feel the most remorseful and saddened.
most of the group, if not all of them, would most likely put off their cruel deeds until the reader is all healed up and better, but then they’ll probably back track into trying to break her into their perfect little mortal. or they can go another way about it and treat her so well that she is put into this mindset that makes her think that they really do care for her.
it honestly just depends on where the story goes and what i want to write at that time and how much pain i want you guys to be in 😈
yandere headcanons for dainsleif
pairing: dainsleif x traveler reader
warnings + tags: general yandere themes, kidnapping
a/n: there’s not very much stuff about dainsleif, so i wanted to elaborate him more in a yandere view and it’s all over the place (i have a particular habit of just listing things out with no format) but i think i tried to blend it together well haha
this was initially created when the “we will be reunited” quest came out, so this is an old draft and it’s not as intense as i’d like it to be. it can serve as a future ref tho down the line and i can always change some things :)
Dainsleif has always believed that he is not one for love. He has no desire in reliving the same feeling of watching the ones he loves be taken away in Death’s hands, whether it be through peaceful or brutal means. He is unable to stop inevitable Death and yet Death has inevitably stopped coming for him. That has been his curse for 500 years. But you aren’t able to die either, that’s what made you different from the others.
You traveled to different worlds with your dear twin, leading a fantastic and adventurous life till you came to Teyvat. He didn’t think that he could meet someone like him again, excluding all the Archons and Adepti (though he knew that even they can die just like any other human, it just took a little more effort).
When you came to him to create some kind of ally-ship for the Guild’s commissions, how could he refuse? You were just like your twin before the Abyss Order corrupted them, they were someone he was deeply attached to at the time before parting ways. Yet, Dain decided that he would keep this important information from you. It was nice having a travel partner to walk and talk with again, someone who was exactly like the other. It was like repeating history again, but this time, he could change the outcome.
He relishes in each little accidental touch and the barrage of different questions about the world and about him. Though he tried his best to steer the topics away, he’d find himself vaguely answering the few easiest ones.
Do you even have a last name? And what would you do with that information?
How old are you really? You would most likely consider it impossible if I told you.
What do you like to do Dain? A difficult question to answer, but I prefer reading.
He finds it humorous with your ever-growing curiosity about him and this makes him even more curious about you. Are you really a copy of your twin or did you have characteristics that varied from them?
What was your sibling like before the two of you came into this world? Caring, they’ve always cared about each creature or species in every world that we visited. Didn’t matter if they were hostile or not, they’ve always attempted to befriend it before fighting.
What plans do you have after finding them? Well, that’s easy to answer. we’ll leave this world and go to the next, just like we always have.
Are you sure you are able to leave, after helping the many citizens of Teyvat? …
Your silence confirmed his suspicions, you didn’t want to leave. Rather, that’s what he wanted to interpreted it. Could you blame him though? You’ve done so many good deeds for the people, you would have to be lying if you said that you didn’t feel like you had some kind of fondness for the world.
Memorization was of no difficulty for him either, he has read books that have long erased the history of his decimated nation or revised it to the point where Khaenri'ah was deemed as a ’good for nothing place’. None of them truly remembered the past like he was able to, none of them except those cursed Archons.
That’s not all what he reads though, he reads many other things besides of what has become of his nation and its people. He has read children’s books of the other nations, seeing the various cultures weaving into little drawings and simplistic words for the young ones to be able to understand. He has read adventure stories, he didn’t mind whether they were fictional or not; some of them were thrilling and others were decent, it was easy to tell the overexaggerated content from the genuine.
More recently, he has been reading romance-based stories. He didn’t know where it started but he knew that he was extremely out of practice — it’s not like he chose to live 500 years of celibacy but at the same time, he kind of did choose to be alone — and so, he bought a book. And another. And another afterwards.
He’s recited different passages to you from those stories when the both of you decided to rest for the night, watching how each of them affected you. Sometimes you looked away and mutter something he can’t quiet hear, sometimes you flushed warm and push (more like a bashful shove) him away; other times you’d hide your face in your hands and stutter in a panic, that reaction was by far one of his favorites.
He likes memorizing the small details of what you do: how you’d brush the strands of hair out of your face after a battle, how you’d roll your shoulder after using a particularly strong elemental attack, how every time he uttered a soft praise to you, you would smile brightly in return. He was simply obsessed with the smallest details of you, new mental notes sticking in the back of his mind as he continued to travel with you.
Ever since the fall of Khaenri'ah, Dain’s been wary of being close with others. He’s lost everything and having any sentimental attachment will eventually become broken (like his past companionship with your sibling), so he develops an overattachment to you. You aren’t able to go anywhere without him attached to your side, you jokingly compared him to Paimon at one point. ’Taller Paimon’, as you call him.
He’s afraid that you’ll leave him so suddenly and thus, he sticks by you like an unnoticed thorn. It could be considered annoying, at least Paimon appears and disappears at will but him? He is constantly near you, not letting any part of you shrink back away from his gaze nor his touch. As he grows more clingy, you started to find yourself tucked in his arms each time the two of you wake up in the early morning, muttering a tired apology each time. But he didn’t mind, he has never minded at all. After all, he was the one that set it up that way.
He doesn’t really consider himself as the jealous type, but it does irk him that you decide to interact with people who have the ability to injure you, such as that Mondstadt alchemist Albedo, or those nuisances of gods. It’s quite a shame when he can teach and tell you everything that he knows without hiding much like the others, he was a walking history book that tells no lies like the Archons do. But you never asked much out of him, only about him and him alone.
Dainsleif is a patient man, years of living without the ability to die can do that to someone. He has waited for many things: food orders, people, traveling carts, and more; never once has he complained about lateness, he has all the time in the world to wait. So he takes his time “courting” you, other people could call it stalking but he felt like courting sound much more normal.
When you believe that you’re alone, you’re really not. He’s always a decently good distance away from your sight, and when you take one step, he takes one as well. Dain had gotten good at hiding over the years and you had begun to feel a small sense of dread each time you went out, your peripherals barely catching the wisp of black and blue that you had originally thought was behind you. How else would he able to keep you out of trouble when you were by yourself?
When you finally meet your twin and found out about the past ally-ship Dain had with them, he realizes at that moment that all the trust that had been created between the two of you had been immediately destroyed. He had lied to you for weeks, months even. He knew how much you desperately wanted to see the other sibling, how much you wanted to be with them again, so why? Why did he keep this from you? He had to hold himself back from chasing the other and the Abyss Herald into one of their portals. Instead, he held you tightly in his arms to prevent you from chasing after them, ignoring how much you struggled and fought against his grip, how loudly you wailed in his arms to “LET ME GO”.
It was decided at that moment, this was the time for him to take you away from this harmful world. He has been patient long enough.
You didn’t let him into your teapot to explain himself, still in denial about your twin being the head of the Abyss Order. You were understandably upset but that wasn’t enough to stop him from taking action. So it didn’t matter how much you struggled, his vision (or what seemed like a vision) kept you stiff as a board and thus you were transported to an area that you’ve never seen before in your exploration. You never thought that he would ever use his ‘vision’ against you but then again, did you ever really know him?
He can wait for you to calm down about being kidnapped, he can wait for you to accept that you’ll never escape the place he decided to keep you in. He can wait and if it will take years for you to be able to understand the situation you’re in, then so be it.
i redid the description of WotN instead of it being a piece from the first chapter, hopefully it’s more appealing haha
also might do some more minor editing with the previous chapters :)
annoyed af cause on mobile tumblr, some of the things got cut off on my navigation post ugh
OMG THANK U SM FOR ANSWERING MY ASK!
But I am kinda confused by them trying to take us off the spotlight does that mean they're trying to get us to lose our job so we can just sing to them instead of millions of people?
dang that's depressing. we'd just be stuck at their house or church, and scroll through our music videos while our fans think we're dead aw :(
you’re welcome anon!
yup! they’re selfish as hell and they hate having eyes on the reader that aren’t theirs. the nickname that they collectively would give the reader would most likely be “songbird”, a taunt to her talent and her lost freedom.
her fans would most definitely be distraught, there was no evidence of her sudden disappearance, no signs of a struggle nor any signs of a break-in. so where did she go? no one has a single clue. no one except for seven of her biggest fans in the world.
yooo! this is just purely my imagination and I would love to see your perspective on dis: I wanted to ask if y/n was actually a famous singer and she still met those demons, and they still fell in love with her then how would that affect her career? Also, how would they react to her singing? joon is a seraph so he would be close to the throne praising God by singing right? and Jin as well? I just imagine Joon being like "Wow she has so many fans, it's as if she's a goddess and she's being praised. Should I like that or go against it?"
Imagination for the fun of it! what's your take on this?
ANON THIS IDEA DESERVES A CHEF KISS (also sorry if this took so damn long lmao)
if our dear y/n was a famous singer, the interactions and dynamics between her and the boys would definitely be different. since they are a collective thought group and share the same morals (albeit they interpret them differently from one another) due to namjoon’s beliefs, they’ll do anything to get her off the spotlight and when i mean anything, i mean anything. they just want their pretty little mortal to sing for only their ears to hear, but she should look at it positively of course. seven heavenly beings choosing you specifically to be their songbird and lover, ain’t that a blessing right?
however, it would be more difficult to interact with her as well, she is extremely well known and lives in an area with various kinds of protection. so they would have to a little more creative with their efforts to capture her and her heart.
also please remember, they are not demons. they are fallen angels, not quite good and not quite evil, they’re basically neutral for now.
to reactions of her singing, they would all love to hear her singing. i think the ones who would join in with her whenever she sings would be jin, jungkook, jimin, and hobi. taehyung only sings with her in private as he is more comfortable being alone with her with his voice. namjoon and yoongi aren’t as practiced (even though namjoon was a seraph and sang to God, he hasn’t used his singing voice for a while) as the others but they do like trying.
finally finished everything, hope it looks all pretty on your guys’ side :)
n s f w [ ☁︎ ] **⠀⠀s f w [ ☀︎ ]
⠀t a g s :
⠀⠀# lucid-mind = all answered asks
⠀⠀# lucid-daze = all answered requests/drabbles
⠀⠀# lucid-desire = all answered nsfw requests/drabbles
** minors dni, this is an 18+ dark content yandere blog
f a n d o m s
⠀↳ b o k u ⠀n o⠀h e r o⠀a c a d e m i a ❧
⠀↳ b a n g t a n [ b t s ] ❧
⠀⠀⠀→ Wings of the Night [ Fallen Angel AU, OT7 ] - ongoing, ☁︎
⠀↳ g e n s h i n⠀i m p a c t ❧
⠀⠀ ↳ D A I N S L E I F
⠀⠀⠀→ Yandere Headcanons - ☀︎
⠀↳ t e a r s⠀o f⠀t h e m i s ❧
what i’m currently into :
⠀↳ boku no hero academia (currently rewatching)
⠀↳ genshin impact (caught up in the lore and have been playing since 1.1)
⠀↳ haikyuu (currently watching so i will not be taking requests for this)
⠀↳ jujutsu kaisen (currently watching so i will not be taking requests for this)
⠀↳ tears of themis (kinda behind but i have an idea of their personalities)
❤︎ we can discuss ideas with the ones i’m currently watching but i won’t make fics out of them yet ❤︎
blog stuff + updates
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hello! the names that i go by in this blog is melinoe or meli, you are also allowed to call me lucid if that’s easier. i am currently 19 years old and i am filipino-american. my pronouns are she/her and i am born a gemini, my mbti is infp.
my beginnings in writing fics was in middle school, i was somewhat popular in wattpad due to my shitty written oneshots. i got into art and creating OCs over the years but stopped writing until the pandemic came along. now i have picked up writing again just for fun and try not to get burned out all the time, so far i’ve been doing okay-ish haha.
x reader fics has always been my kind of thing as it has became a comfort tool for me over the years. i do like character x character fics but some of the content that the ships get become a little iffy for me. this blog is about yandere as it is also a weird comfort trope for me, don’t worry i know that this shit is bad and should not be practiced in real life, but something about that obsession just hits different.
that’s pretty much it, i might add more if i become more comfortable to do so :)
im going to be redoing a bunch of stuff on this account so im gonna be deleting a lot of things, basically giving this account a fresh restart again. also i wanna make it look pretty so hopefully ill be finished with it tonight :)
I’m absolutely loving “Wings of the Night” so far!
Keep up the great work! Xx
thank you for reading and i’m glad that you like it!! ☺☺
Soooo good to see your writing again!! I wasn’t sure if the fic was coming back but to see it omg I couldn’t believe it😭 💜
haha i was always writing the chapter, but i could never finish it 😅 but im glad that there was still people who were interested in the story!
I missed you so much, thank you xx
haha you’re welcome! glad to be back writing and posting :)
ayo new chapter posted!! sorry it took so long 😅😅
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Kim Namjoon | RM/Reader, Kim Seokjin | Jin/Reader, Min Yoongi | Suga/Reader, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Reader, Park Jimin (BTS)/Reader, Kim Taehyung | V/Reader, Jeon Jungkook/Reader, Bangtan Boys Ensemble/Reader, Bangtan Boys Ensemble/You
Characters: Kim Namjoon | RM, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Park Jimin (BTS), Kim Taehyung | V, Jeon Jungkook, Reader, Minor Characters, Female Reader - Character
Additional Tags: Yandere, Fallen Angels, fallen angel AU, human reader, Fallen Angel Namjoon | RM, Fallen Angel Seokjin | Jin, Fallen Angel Min Yoongi | Suga, Fallen Angel Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Fallen Angel Park Jimin (BTS), Fallen Angel Kim Taehyung | V, Fallen Angel Jeon Jungkook, Smut, Slow Burn, Stalking, Hardcore, Graphic Description, Kinky, Unhealthy Relationships, idk how long this will be, I Can’t Believe I Wrote This, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Possessive Behavior, Possessive BTS, Yandere BTS/Reader, Yandere Bangtan Boys | BTS, Alternate Universe - College/University, Dubious Consent, Dubious Morality, Sexual Tension
Normalcy was something that you’re used to: you wake up, eat breakfast, take the bus, go to school, take the bus back, study, eat dinner, go to bed. Anything else that strayed from this schedule always bothered you, it never felt right.
You missed the last bus and against every red flag that rang in your head, you decided to walk home. The apartment wasn’t far and around this time, there were plenty of people on the sidewalk trying to get home. Clenching your phone in your hand, you took the first step to home.
An object slowly fell in your direction, twisting and turning with the faint breeze. You squinted, catching it midair, and a sudden shiver went down your back. It wasn’t any ordinary thing, it was a feather, but the length of it was larger than any normal street bird and the color alone was disturbing. It was jet black, darker than any raven feather you’ve ever seen and parts of it were singeing. It didn’t feel quite fake from a prop and the more you held onto it, the more you felt sick. Dropping the feather, you started to sprint, bumping to the masses of strangers and spewing out half-assed apologies. The image of the feather was burning in your head and then, you stopped running. You saw… them.
okay I am so so sorry but this was one of my favorite stories and you said you've written half of the next chapter but didn't finish it due to writers block or sum, well can I like...send you my tumblr and possibly hep you? Because I know u have a life to live but you should also be taking care of this as well and I'm just rlly scared updates are going to be like, once or twice a year. Again, I know there are more important things but this is depressing. Please take care of us 🥺
yes you can send in your tumblr if you want!! updates and writing has been slow since the hectic-ness of my life and the bouts of laziness have basically taken over my summer 😅 i’d love to get what kind of ideas you have in mind to help further the development of WotN and rest assure, the next chapter is no longer in its catatonic halfway point! 😁
tea or coffee?
cake or donuts?
discontinued or ongoing? ;)
hm i do like tea, but mostly if it’s iced and i also like coffee but mostly if it’s iced or cold, so ill stick with coffee. cake or donuts, depending on the texture and moisture of each of them, but definitely Bundt cakes. discontinued or ongoing, definitely ongoing ;)
ooooo I'm glad ur dad is okay! I remember u said he unfortunately got the virus, it's great that he's doing better ☺
actually it wasnt from the virus, it had something to do with his organs haha but thank you! :)
bestie I'm so sorry if this is inconsiderate of me but it's been 6 months, so that's half a year. Again ignore this if it's personal, but...I just want to know if you're going to finish the story and when...? If not, put a hiatus in the title of the story. Anyway, I really miss reading the chapters 😣
yes i will finish the story! my family has been renovating the house and i’ve been driving them everywhere, especially my dad since he can’t really drive anymore (he can, just not very long or he gets dizzy). most of chapter 7 has been written, i’m so sorry that i left all of you on such a long pause. i’ve been making a lot of false promises lately but the one promise that i’m keeping is that i will not let this story discontinue even though i’ve been taking long breaks.
I think u may be a lil bit too busy to be continuing the story...perhaps u should just focus on life and discontinue it..respectfully!
tbh it’s not that i don’t want to continue the story or that i’m terribly busy, i just get lazy slumps and don’t write for awhile. i’m halfway done with the chapter though so 💃
thanks for the scolding though haha
hey! hope your dad is doing okay! stay hydrated!
hiya! he’s doing fine after getting out of the hospital! you stay hydrated as well anon :)
i like how i have a fic that’s over 40k words and is still ongoing, but i can’t finish an English essay that has a limit of 2-2.5k words 😅
heyo y'all, i’m nearing the end of my semester and onto summer break :)
i’ve been revising the next chapter for WotN and have been looking through a few of the requests i got from the past.
i made a difficult decision these past few weeks and unfortunately i will not be able to write the jjba requests, i don’t have the same energy with the anime as i did almost a year ago. i still love the anime but i don’t really connect with it as much as i did before, sorry to those who were expecting their request to be filled.
haven’t updated in 3 months and still reached 10k hits for WotN!! thank you all for reading despite the lack of updates 😅
since it’s nearing the end of my college year, expect more frequent updates hopefully lol