The efforesense of affable human begins is shameful , and truly shows what embroil our human race has obtained us with ignominy of what we have become. Why must we obtain such sisyphean task, it is such humilating fraught. Why must we slovenly unhinge with such operpose towards every individual who has a slight difference to your presence until they are pressured to change their apperance to sallow.
Why shall we speak with maunder? It is as if we all have an inbuilt belfry which must ring to inform every begin of how inconsiderate we are towards one another. Why must we be contumely towards each other why can’t we obtain the trait of nonchalance?
We are all looking for something new an obsession or something for us to all gorge our opinions onto like a latch and to become so beyond obssesd with a new change. The ability of something or someone new ,because it makes us all feel somewhat valuable to a certain degree. Its a whole species who have a desire to feel loved and wanted as if there was even an optional component of our state of perspective , or potential individuality.
Happy New year, a new year , another somewhat broken piece and part of each of us is only to be left in memories. Every broken heart and broken moment can now be left in the past and be only a cold chilled thought when we get that realization of how lost we feel and how broken and beautiful our true meloncoly stands and views over the year which is 2019.
The tragic tremor of trauma can now be all set behind us and only for us to forget and to only yet again step foward ,because that’s what is supposedly right, isn’t it?
All the tears and falls only to be forgotten to struggle and pain to be erased and a new beginning only a small memory to what is 8760 hours to only be a memory compiled and stacked on top of each other to be furthermore forgotten.
Au revoir 2019
how many times do we have to say I’m fine until we actually begin to feel like our bitter dismal mournful weeping excuse for lives actually begin to believe that we are fine and regulate this wistful behavior is altered.
our immortality is proven to be irrelevant due to the outweighing majority who alter there personality to only see an individual epiphany such as inevitability.
How broken is our human race? The fact of our whole existence is dependant on those who couldn’t care less, our extension although afar will make the most difference to the world and other natural occurrences will actually be given an opportunity to strive!
The ability to live our lives is inevitably broken down in to a success rate which does not include fulfilment but yet only pockets of cash. why must we live our lives with the word “success” jammed down our oesophagus like we had no other options ?As we have only yet one opportunity to succeed and to gather as many un-nessacry possessions that will only be removed thrown out or disposed of .We are made to pay to live, as if we actually have an option or choice. Whilst “ rich kids” walking around telling the whole world how amazing they are and the vast majority are completely irrelevant because we are not completely loaded with cash although this is not there own successes. It is not as if we had an option or choice of which family we where brought into, the rich and filthy or the grateful less fortunate. opportunities are limited , death is inevitable why must we pay money they will never be of ones position but only consumption to continue to live our dreadful and melancholy lives .Evolved around tragedy and torment ,focused on how much we have in our pocket or who has the latest phone with the best updates and most cameras.
when did our lives become metaphors?
when did our struggles only mean death as if there was only one true escape and one answer? what happened to originality and individuality ? where are our identities ? why do we have to break beyond repair ? Why are we broken? We are people we are not capable of breaking.
We read books and watch movies but yet the most entertaining pieces are the biggest messes. Whilst the over dramatitised are overrated and are not realistic or relatable why is our tragedy so relatable as if terror fear and isolation are normal ? Why should being broken be so dam amusing ? Why do we all live in such fear and such a theoretical world full of myths and prophecy’s ? why not just break?
What is happiness? What is anger? What is popularity? What is the true meaning and definition of life?
We all have mistakes regrets and those small idealistic s or thought that where just never conquered in the way that was intentionally envisioned as such to begin with our original thoughts of the true reality. Every individual personal preference and every individual experience is supposedly different but encontures the same landmarks and major themes within their own stories. We all live we all die and we all strive! Struggle is struggle. Choosing when to fight and when to make flight , when to make piece and when our battle has lost its tone and the fire the passion and the endless journey is extinguished and becomes ending instead of endless.
Every strive , every mark , every Bam! Our tears, our screams and cry’s. Our stories and our lives are what we choose it to be so why do you see my envisioning so differently?
Why should every story be so different why do we tear each other down and not build one another’s hopes desires together aligning our future en-divers to become a more spectacular and co dependant success such as the true desire
why shall a whole society fail individually when such passion and energy could save and conquer so much?
We cry and pity, why?
We all struggle and everything such a game of fear and pressure. How are we expected to strive alone all other animals are so beyond reliant on one another but we humans have such a fear of our hearts being torn lim from lim due to the socialtal exceptions and most of all our own expectations. Hwy do we continue to be unable to completely trust another human being due to isolation and neglect why cant we become one and reunite like people used to? Why cant we remove the uneasy expectations and reveal who we truly are! What we truly desire to be not what we are expected to be e not what we are wanted to be not what we are forced to but who we truly desire to find in ourselves the people we where made to be the people that we intend to be !
You be you and I will find you somehow someday I will find someone quo completely understands and comprehends my existence and I do them
but until then why do we continue living this way why do we continue to let our words mean so little sand our identity hide behind our pathetic screen my life is not an open book and neither is your but will we ever remove such a stigma around a whole existence and a whole species ? I doubt it but step by step we can reduce the divorce rates and remove our suicide rates. Remove the stigma around mental health and truly express ourselves without having to hide who we really are, not having straight as a default setting and allowing us to express who we really are and not to offended everyone in a small sentence because everything is considered offensive at this point in time, we should all be able to come together and respect each others flaws and our abilities strive and conquer what we are and that we are ALL human only 2% difference in our DNA lets strive to be a better an more capable species and do our best no more and no less . let’s do us !