personally I don’t think if you’re a kid you should be using your real name on the internet. very easy for people to find out too much about you. instead you should spend years using a different made-up name that becomes part of your persona to an arguably even greater degree than your actual name and then when you grow up and find out you’re trans you have a ready-made name to switch to even if it’s probably like Leaf or something
i wish this site weren’t dead rip i miss the constant memes
there’s a small cast of characters who have been in my dreams since I was at least 10yo (earlier for sure but that’s the earliest physical record I have of it). and to clarify haha, i’ve had extremely vivid lucid dreams since like, forever. Especially as my narcolepsy got worse, it’s become like, insane lol?? like when I’m dreaming I usually switch between their different POVs and their personality just kinda blends with mine. but because I’m constantly in a half-sleep state, even during the day it’s like I can still kinda feel their energy or influence or whatever through the day lmfao??
and there’s one character who i only got to “inhabit” in dreams within the last year!!! even though he’s been around forever!!! it was so weird!!! we were both like “WTF NICE LOL” and it was cool!! but like also fucking weird cause in the dream, things started to get violent and scary (i usually leave when shit hits the fan bc i hate how real it feels when i get stabbed or whatever) but he was just like “absolutely not we’re staying here, shit just got interesting” like LOL WHAT!!! how can you argue with me lmfao this is my dream, rude. but we stayed and he just like, went on a monster murder spree lol. we got stabbed a lot but whatever i guess lol he made it tolerable since he was having fun.
but anyway, the same guy has been in my dreams forever and has always been like sorta a protective figure, but especially lately he has been like, super protective and when i start having bad dreams about arguing with my mom or something he just enters and goes OFFFFF lmao. or if something attacks me he’ll just go into murder mode.
ANYWAY. sorry i know this is long but: today i had to stand up for myself and i’m really bad at doing that but these people were absolute shit to me and my coworkers but it was like i could feel this character like bubbling in my chest just ready to go off lmao. it made it so much easier!!! like i just thought about what he did and it felt so natural even though i’m used to being a doormat. like idk i think melding with him in my dreams helped me see what it’s like to take on his confidence or something???
long story short i guess, narcolepsy sucks but like… the weird other experiences it gives me are so cool and in the end i think it makes my life better lmao… i don’t know where i’d be without these dream friends.
Ok like 100% guaranteed way to make me laugh is to send me a joke that takes out the superlative/adjective from a phrase that should have one like
- easily one of the days i’ve had all week
- drinks that taste
- this is by far one of the posts youve made
- this is one of the world’s most sounds
- one of the seattle colleges
it won’t fail
one of the jokes ever
Sdlkfskdksk I’m losing my goddamn mind I didn’t sleep much last night and now there’s a hallucination playing at the bottom of my vision and I can’t focus on work bc it keeps freaking me out
my favorite pairings are villain/hero (or simply mean/nice) but mostly where the villain is an idiot and/or never has the upper hand and the hero is just having the time of their lives out-stepping them lmao, like wander/hater, akira/akechi, mabel/pacifica, etc.
I’m gonna make my own dreams come true by sharing a mood/meme of the day (MOTD) whenever I feel like it lol, u can block my tag if u don’t wanna see them. anyway here’s today’s lol
me: I’m so upset that my cat would choose literally any random man over me
my roommate: oh so THAT’S why you have gender dysphoria
there should be an app where u just upload 1 meme a day to show how your day went