idc what terms we ended up on, if i ever told you i’d always be here, i meant that.
I heard something the other day that I had never really thought about before. Someone mentioned to me that whenever you catch yourself missing someone who left your life, you should remind yourself that them not being part of your present is a choice they make every day. They wake up and decide to maintain the silence. They’re indifferent as to whether the space between you gets larger. And that in itself is pretty powerful closure.
Here is the truth: Everything is going to heal in the end - open wounds, scars, broken hearts and you. You are going to heal, my love. It may seem as if you are going to feel this pain forever but I promise you that this feeling is going to fade. One day you will not feel the weight that heavy anymore; one day you will not be that scared anymore; one day you will not only see the sunshine but feel its warmth on your skin and be aware of the fact that you are still alive despite it all. You are going to heal, darling. I promise.