“If only I could hear your voice” Chatnoir x reader PART 1
A/n: this was requested by DianaTales on wattpad I hope you like it, just to let you know this one shot I believe will be at least two parts. Also I thought this song was suitable for this one!
Also possible triggering warning. This imagine contains strong language, bullying etc.
I never was born like this..
I don’t remember much about when I was little..
Don’t remember what happiness was..what peace was..how it felt to talk or sing..
How it felt to hear my voice..for people to hear my voice.
Things use to be perfect..my goal was to sing..to sing my heart out and become a singer.
I mean isn’t that every girls dream? To become someone people look up to?
To be noticeable?
The doctor’s voice rings in my head again.
“(Y/n) sweetie, I’m sorry but your voice box was damaged in the accident..I’m afraid you won’t be able to talk..or sing..”
“(Y/n), honey you’ll be late for school!” My mother called from down stairs. I let out a small sigh and I gave myself one last look in the mirror before heading down stairs.
I greet my parents with a smile and they gave me a kiss and a hug. I ate breakfast and I walk to school.
I kept my (eye colour) eyes glued to the ground while I listen to music. As I walked I tried to sing again.
I know I can’t speak but I’ve been trying a lot to try to..I just want..I want to sing..
I let out a sigh which sounds like I was being strangled in a way. I hate not being able to speak.
I higher the volume on the music as I walk.
Once I get to school I scan the area for that girl Chloe and her ‘friend’ Sabrina. With them not in sight I head straight to the school doors.
Without looking up I bump into someone. When I look up I see Adrien. “Oh jeez I’m sorry (y/n) I didn’t see you there..you ok?” I nodded and he helped me up.
“Oh Adrien!!!” I froze as I see Chloe and Sabrina running over. Adrien gasped as he is suddenly embraced by the mean blonde girl.
“I missed you so much!” I take a step back and turn to run to only be tripped by Sabrina.
“Well, well, well, look what we have here. The little mute girl is back.” Sneered Chloe as she flipped her hair over her shoulder.
My eyes narrowed as I met her cold blue eyes burn in my (E/c) ones. I brushed a lock of my (h/l) (h/c) hair and glared at her.
What does she want now?!
As I stood up Sabrina pulled out a sheet of paper that slipped from my binder. My eyes widened as I tried to grab it from her.
As I opened my mouth try and speak only a squeal escaped my lips.
Chloe laughed. “Aw the mute is trying to speak again, you really a pathetic.”
Tears weld in my eyes as my (s/c) became flushed with anger.
Sabrina giggled as she handed Chloe my sheet of paper I was trying to get back. “Chloe, give it back now.” Adrien stated angrily.
She rolled her eyes. “Don’t worry Adrien, I want to see what Mute made..oh my!”
It was a drawing I made of Chat Noir and I..in the drawing I was in his arms and he was holding me tightly as were in the sky.
It was based on the dream I had last night..when I have a dream I like to draw my favourite scenes so I could cherish it forever.
She laughed even more when she found some son lyrics on the back of it representing about Chat.
Chloe began to read.
“ 'I don’t want to say about you, the way you move, the way you talk, the way you walk, the way your always in my mind~your eyes shine so bright, it’s like I’m seeing a whole new light yeah..’ What kind of crap is this?” I froze and the look on Adrien’s face made me heart shatter.
“Oh my god! You have a crush on Chat! What a loser!” She shouted loud enough for people to hear. Another squeak escaped my lips as I yank the paper out of her hands and ran the other way as tears escape my eyes.
I ran to the girls washroom and sobbed my heart out.
After crying for a while and controlling myself I stepped out of the washroom and cleaned up my hair.
My (e/c) eyes were red and blood shot. Around my whole eyes they were puffy and red. My skin colour was no longer had its natural (s/c) glow. It was now pale.
I splashed cold water on my face and tied my (h/c) in a pony tail.
I step out and walk to class. Miss. Bustier looked at me. “Ms. (L/n) your late to class.” I bowed my head and walked up the back of the class.
“She was too busy dreaming about Chat Noir.” Teased Chloe making some students laugh.
My heart clenched as I sat down. “Isn’t that right Mute? Oh wait you can’t answer that cause you can’t talk!” Chloe added on with another laugh.
“Chloe, that’s enough!” Our teacher stated calmly and I looked down at my shaking hands.
“I mean what chances do you have with Chat?”
“Leave her alone Chloe!” Snapped Marionette making my heart flutter a little.
Marionette and I use to be good friends when we were little. We still are..just..I prefer to keep my distance.
I let my (h/c) bangs cover my eyes as I tried to not focus on Chloe. “Hello? Loser I’m talking to you? Are you deaf too?”
“Chloe leave her alone!”
“She’s so pathetic, at least now I don’t get to hear her ugly voice, she has no talent what she ever, glad she had that accident.”
I froze, my whole body just shut down on me. Without anymore thought I grabbed my things and ran.
A sob breaks out of my chest even before I could make it out the door. I stood back up trying to ignore Chloe’s taunts.
“Maybe you should leave, like forever. There is no point if you even being here. No one wants a mute. Your just too pathetic for this world.”
I ran, not caring that the teacher was calling after me. I don’t care anymore..
I just want the pain to stop..
Strands of my (h/c) hair stuck to my sweaty (s/c) forehead as I ran down the hall and out on the streets.
I even ran all the way home, I didn’t care about school, I’d rather stay home..that’s the only place I can feel safe..
Where no one can hurt me..
I sobbed as I run to my room and collapse on the floor pulling my knees to my chest.
I tried to scream but only a squeak came out of my mouth. I kicked and three things across my room. I grabbed my music book and threw it hard against the wall making all my papers go flying.
Chloe’s right..I am useless..
There’s no point for me..
I cried even harder as I grabbed my sketch book and tossed it in my little garbage bin.
I sank to knees again and sobbed.
I hate her..
I hate her..
I hate them..
I hate the world..
I hate myself..
The doctors voice rings in my head again.
“I’m sorry but she won’t be able to talk again..she will be mute..I’m sorry..”
That what I always will be..
Forever and always..
Two updates in one day. I’ll probably post part 2 later on today. And I’ll try to post some more transformer one shots as well.
I’m also well aware that I got a few asks as well. I’ll try to work on them later if I can. I’m currently working on my other books too.
I’m also going back to work next week so I won’t be active that much again but I’ll try my best.