sorry for the lack of activity, my health has been less than great which meant my mental health tanked as well. i haven’t abandoned rp or anything, just need to take some time to recoup. i plan to be back soon but don’t have an official date to give you. anyway i hope you’re all well <3
#❘❙❚ ┊ ooc ➳ ❛ hey! thanks for checking in. i’m still a piece of garbage ❜
i just found some pictures of daniel behind the scenes of one of his recent shows where his entire back was covered in wounds & scars from being whipped. i have no idea when i’d have any use for them/when isaac could be tortured but damn if i’m not gonna be making icons of it
said pics below the cut for those curious but tw for wounds, blood, & scars ofc
#gregs adventures in iconing #❘❙❚ ┊ ooc ➳ ❛ hey! thanks for checking in. i’m still a piece of garbage ❜ #queue.
one of these days i should do a post just giving a blurb abt all the ocs i’ve been working on. some of them for years even but i just haven’t gotten around to adding. not even to add them as trial muses, just so i have the excuse to talk abt them a bit bc i think they’re fun
#sometimes i use them as npcs for existing characters but some times they're just a main character and that's how it is #❘❙❚ ┊ ooc ➳ ❛ hey! thanks for checking in. i’m still a piece of garbage ❜ #queue.
#SHIN MY GUY CHILL GOTDAMN #nsfw // #❘❙❚ ┊ s. kim. visage ➳ ❛ mirrors should think longer before they reflect ❜ #❘❙❚ ┊ s. kim. character study ➳ ❛ to live in hearts we leave behind is not to die ❜ #❘❙❚ ┊ desires ➳ ❛ where id is there shall ego be ❜ #queue.
WHAT DO I DO. THE NOTIFICATION WON’T GO AWAY BUT I CAN’T VIEW THE ASK ON THE SIDE BLOG. PLS THIS WILL DRIVE ME INSANE 😭😭😭
#my ocd will make this impossible #i literally already want to make a whole new blog just so i don't have to see that #genuinely i might have to make a whole new side blog to rb stuff too so i can delete that one #also pls ignore the 88.... #❘❙❚ ┊ ooc ➳ ❛ hey! thanks for checking in. i’m still a piece of garbage ❜
#harry potter // #peter was clever but was definitely the best choice for distractions #❘❙❚ ┊ the marauders ➳ ❛ moony‚ wormtail‚ padfoot‚ & prongs ❜ #❘❙❚ ┊ p. pettigrew. character study ➳ ❛ be not afraid of growing slowly be afraid only of standing still ❜ #queue.
❝ i dunno. i was planning on reading but since your little friend group loves to come bother me during lunch. i was thinking on getting some extra practice in for a barbecue. ❞ teeth clenched, a grimace clear as day. still, it was just her at the moment & she was definitely the least irritating of the bunch. next: a deep breath & a bored expression taking over his face. ❝ you like comics? you don’t seem like the type but i guess you never know. ❞ ( was that an olive branch, by chance…? )
#mgntaa #❘❙❚ ┊ asks ➳ ❛ you have a question & i have an answer ❜ #warren tag tba.
1. Marlene’s always thought well of Peter; their school years were defined by hours in the library, talks in hallways; crowded together moments where she asked him about his future, his plans, his feelings on everything, all while smoking secretively and avoiding moments of GETTING CAUGHT by prowling teachers, cats, caretakers, and all in between. He’s so much more clever than others give him credit for, and through him, Marlene learned, through exposure, a few getaway paths from trouble when wondering about the school at odd hours, and she was there to readily tutor him through the more difficult of advanced topics ( though she’d argue that Peter had a more intuitive connection to magic than he gave himself credit for ).
2. Peter introduces Marlene to comic books somewhere in third year. He’s reading them out on the pitch when she’s practicing, and afterwards she flops alongside of him and wants to learn more about how it all works. For his birthday in Fifth year, she manages to figure out how to create a moving illustration of his FAVOURITE HERO, and gives it to him casually after class, before slipping off as if it were no big deal ( but frankly, she was quite proud of managing to get it done in time ).
3. Peter’s meant to come by on the day that she dies. Her family being there was more of an accident than anything else, and even Marlene’s attempting to get them to leave sooner in order to prevent them from seeing Peter come in, given their belief that he was less than pureblood himself. The problem starts when the door sounds, and she’s arguing with her mother leave, and instead, in bursts Travers and his reliable squad of GOONS AND THE MARKED. She dies, not realizing that he’s been the one who might have leaked her role playing double agent for the Order, nor knowing that he mourned her death.
#i love these sm #redemptioninterlude #❘❙❚ ┊ saved ➳ ❛ for a rainy day ❜ #❘❙❚ ┊ p. pettigrew. likes ➳ ❛ it tickles the way light dances on his skin ❜
any time i send something on anon i always have so much stress in case i somehow forgot to toggle it on even though i quadruple check before i send it. & that stress does not dissipate until i see the ask posted
#goddamn i swear it takes YEARS off my life #❘❙❚ ┊ ooc ➳ ❛ hey! thanks for checking in. i’m still a piece of garbage ❜
I might write anything from a paragraph to a whopping essay, but send me something you’ve noticed about my characterisation or just something you want to know about my muse and I will write what I can!
#don't forget to specify a muse pls & thx ! #❘❙❚ ┊ memes ➳ ❛ go long ❜ #queue.
anonymous asked: ♥ What’s the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise? meme:salty munday questions( accepting )
oh god aint that a story but i’ll try to sum this up as best i can. gonna put it below the cut tho? so trigger warning about implied narcissism, manipulation, guilt tripping etc. this is also the only time i have ever been involved in any sort of tumblr drama in the last almost decade of rping on this site. anyway !
it happened probably 2 years ago i think? i used to have all the info detailed out while i was trying to figure everything out but idk what happened to my notes so i might get a few things wrong. basically, i had a mutual that i had been writing with for a while who i’ll call kit. we wrote for probably about a year but every day several multi para threads so it felt like longer. i gave them priority as far as responses went, i would interact with their ooc posts or message them about it, we had several ships going bc i knew that was important to them & i didn’t mind, & we’d become friends ooc at that point too & talked a fair bit
i took like a month & a half break to find that kit had moved blogs. which is fine, it happens. but when i tired to follow them on the new blog, i never got a follow back. they had anon off & messages set to mutuals only so i couldn’t ask them there. i waited to see but nothing changed. eventually i decided to pretend like i hadn’t noticed they never followed back so i tried to message them on discord acting like nothing happened to give them another oportunity to reach out but i got no response. no explanation, no nothing. i was confused & hurt bc that was my friend & as far as i knew i hadn’t done anything wrong. i didn’t have the mental energy to deal with it so i put off coming back so i wouldn’t have to think about it. eventually i realised that it was dumb to let this weird situation keep me from a hobby i enjoyed. so i came back to tumblr & i got a mutual friend of ours ( lets call them ace ) to ask around to see what happened & shit hit the fan
apparently kit was going around spreading rumours, talking about how i they didn’t like how i was treating them or our threads & manipulated several other mutuals into taking their side so i got blocked by this whole circle really. then kit started coming after ace for even asking around & we found out that kit had been giving people ultimatums too. apparently i was harassing them and me messaging them on discord was “triggering”. they tried to play it off as this huge mental health thing & was really disrespectful towards people who have actual triggers. kit just didn’t want to have to think about how they treated me & would say anything to make themself into the victim
it got worse & they were lying & having all sorts of inconsistencies when i started poking holes in their argument ( all while never actually talking to them directly mind you, because kit couldn’t bear the idea of actually talking to me about it instead of trying to make everyone hate me ). anyway time passed & i got over it bc at that point i knew it was nothing i had done. they just didn’t like that i wasn’t giving in to their every whim & i decided fuck them. it was upsetting to see people i liked take kit’s side but there was nothing i could do about that & i didn’t want to cause any more trouble for them than i already had
later i found out that kit was vaguing & talking about how someone did to their friend as kit had done to me. they were talking shit about how cowardly & inconsiderate it was to do it to a friend without ever talking to them or explaining why, probably more but i never saw the posts bc i didn’t bother checking out their blog. at that point it was just funny to me. like wow they’re so far removed for themselves that they’ll hold anyone accountable except themselves
anyway i feel sorry for them & find it funny how they kept vaguing about me for months after the fact. they were still so pressed & toxic trying to hold onto the deluded fact that they were still the victim in all that, that a mutual of mine was keeping me updated on the whole thing. anyway i hope their life sucks & they learn how to stop being a manipulative & narcissistic lil baby bitch so that they don’t keep doing to other people what they did to me <3 ( spoiler: they did ! )
#not gonna format bc lazy but yea !! fun times #ty for asking babes ! #anonymous tag tba. #❘❙❚ ┊ asks ➳ ❛ you have a question & i have an answer ❜ #❘❙❚ ┊ ooc ➳ ❛ hey! thanks for checking in. i’m still a piece of garbage ❜
Because, like it or not, we're not all balls of sunshine all the time. We can be pure salt when we want to be. ☠ What does someone have to do for an instant unfollow from you? ♥ What's the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise? ♦ What was a mildly annoying thing that has happened to you rp wise? ♢ Has anyone ever tried to steal your blog? Your headcanons? Icons? All that jazz ♚ How many people don't like you? ⚜ How many people do you not like? ✮ Have you managed to stay away from drama? ☄ Have you ever been in the middle of drama? ☯ Have you ever tried to bring peace to a situation? ☼ How long do you stay mad? ☀ What's your rp pet peeve? ☁ Have you ever forgiven a partner when you shouldn't have? ☂ Have you ever been forgiven when you knew you shouldn't have been? ☢ What fads/trends are you so over? ☣ Have you ever rp'd with someone you knew for a fact was abusive but tried to give them a chance/to make up your own opinion on the roleplayer? Did they change or did you understand what people were talking about? ♨ Have you ever made a public call out post? ❀ What has made you completely lose your chill? ✿ What do you think about public call out posts? ✂ A fandom that you feel isn't open and accepting? ✉ A fandom that you feel is open and accepting? ✦ Thoughts on duplicates following you? ✧ Do you agree with reblog karma or is it forced interaction? ❥ Has someone ever ruined an FC or character for you? ❦ Has someone been jealous of you? ❧ Have you ever been jealous of anyone? ✖ How has Tumblr RP changed since you started? ♒ Thoughts on the fandom you're currently rping in? ❣ How salty are you feeling right now?
#don't forget to specify a muse pls & thx ! #❘❙❚ ┊ memes ➳ ❛ go long ❜ #queue.
okay but can i have a cliche as hell plot that’s like “i met you when you stayed in my little beach town almost the entire summer when we were 15/16 and we had a summer fling and i’m pretty sure we were a little bit in love but then you left and we just kinda stopped talking and now i’m well into college and holy shit i ran into someone at a party that looks like an older version of you–wait that IS you??? and we’ve been going the same college the entire time?? and now i feel like i see you everywhere??? what the hell is this you’re even hotter than you were back then what the HELL” typeof plot
bonus points if they have mutual friends and have somehow never met
#❘❙❚ ┊ plot ideas ➳ ❛ we exist in more worlds than one so why not explore them ❜ #queue.
u know that gorgeous and underrated plot where one of the muses is being hunted down by bad guys and the other muse either volunteers or gets assigned to protect them and they go into motels and safehouses and maybe there’s only one bed and maybe they have to kiss to hide their faces and maybe many things happen of shippy and angsty varieties? i gotchu.
from the bodyguard.
“ we don’t have much time. grab and pack a bag; you’re coming with me! ”
“ i’ll explain everything once we’re on the road. for now, all you need to know is that your life is in grave danger, and i’m responsible for keeping you safe. ”
“ hey, don’t give me that look. nobody’s gonna think of looking for us in a wedding suite, alright? ”
“ jesus, where the hell were you?! haven’t i been clear enough? there are trained men whose sole purpose in life is to kill you! ”
“ you can’t just sneak off without telling me, damnit, they could’ve caught and killed you before i ever knew you left the hotel room! ”
“ y'know, i keep turning it over in my head, but… i keep drawing a blank as to why they’re after you. ”
“ i’ll take the sofa, you take the bed. ”
“ once we get to the safehouse, i’ll teach you how to use a gun. ”
“ yeah… the movies never tell you kevlar leaves a bruise, do they? you’re alright, just keep breathing, yeah? we’ll get frozen peas on that once we’re back inside. ”
“ hey… come on now, don’t get all upset and worried. it’s not my first time taking a bullet. this is nothing, trust me. ”
“ it’s not like i planned this. i never felt a calling or anything. the money was good, i had nothing else, so… being a bodyguard just made sense. ”
“ look at me… it’s my job to keep you safe. alright? part of that involves taking a bullet every now and then. ”
“ shit, they found us! hey, listen to me. go hide under the bed, alright? take the knife, and if anyone tries to grab you, you make sure they lose their hands. i’m gonna go handle this. just… don’t come out unless i say so. ”
“ that’s it. i’m done being cute about this. who the hell are these bastards, and what the hell do they want from you?! ”
“ you any good with a needle and thread? i, uh… i got a little graze on my back. nothing serious, but still… no time to get an infection, right? ”
“ you… you’re bleeding… ”
“ shit, no, no no no, keep your eyes on me, alright?! come on, stay with me, i’m not through with you yet. this is gonna hurt, but you need to stay awake! don’t go to sleep, you hear me?! ”
“ thank god… i thought i lost you… you would/wouldn’t be the first, you know? ”
“ hey, come on. we’re getting a proper dinner, not microwave burritos again. grab your coat; you just survived the first week of being on the run, you’ve earned a little treat! ”
“ can’t sleep, huh? i get it. the adrenaline, the nerves, sleeping in a strange bed… i’ll stay up with you a while. talking kinda helps when you’re trying to go to sleep… ”
“ so… we’re gonna need to kiss. i know, i know, but they’re headed our way, and it’s just for a few seconds, and then we’re gonna be in the clear, we can stop and forget it ever happened. deal? okay. come here. ”
“ next time… if there is a next time, we kiss, i want it to be real. not because our lives are at stake. ”
“ no, i don’t usually kiss the assets… usually i just turn around and cause a diversion so we can escape. i guess you must be special. ”
“ you realise it’s ME that takes the bullet for YOU, not the other way around… right?! ”
“ hey, hey! take it easy… it’s okay… you’re safe, alright? it’s just me… you had a nightmare, but it’s okay. i got you. we’re safe now, nobody’s gonna find us tonight… ”
to the bodyguard.
“ so… did you always know you wanted to be a bodyguard? ”
“ this is your job? you get paid to risk your life to protect mine? ”
“ i don’t need a babysitter! certainly not an armed one! ”
“ i’m sorry for dragging you into this… you could still go. they haven’t seen you, they don’t know you were helping me. i don’t want you getting killed for trying to help me. ”
“ yeah… that kiss wasn’t to protect our identities… ”
“ who are these people, and why the hell are they chasing me?! ”
“ no! i’m not going anywhere with you! not until you explain to me what the hell’s going on! who are you?! who were those guys shooting at us?! WHY are they shooting at us?! ”
“ it… i guess it wasn’t real before… but now? i mean… i/you just killed a man… ”
“ …they’re not gonna stop looking for me until i’m dead. are they? ”
“ i guess you wanna know why they want me dead, right? ”
“ you get that scar from helping other people like me? ”
“ i can’t… i won’t be the reason you get killed. i won’t have it. you deserve a long and happy life, not one stuck in a motel room with me until one of us gets killed. ”
“ i’m sorry for losing it earlier… i’m just not okay with the idea of you putting your life on the line for me. ”
“ you… you’re bleeding… shit, that was what i heard, wasn’t it?! that was meant for me! you took a bullet for me?! ”
“ they’ll never stop hunting for me! you know that! so go! just go! save your own ass, and go! ”
“ quit following me! nobody else is going to die because of me! ”
“ so… this is what a safehouse looks like. ”
“ i don’t think a starbucks gift card and a thank you note can really repay you for protecting me for… well, for god knows how long. ”
“ …how long’s the longest you’ve been on the run with a person for? ”
“ you must have a family though, right? do they know about what you do? ”
“ woah… hey, now, take it easy, it’s just me. i’m sorry, i forgot the knock… i wanted to grab you some breakfast from that IHOP across the way… ”
“ you must get so lonely on this job… ”
“ no, no… um… w-we could share the bed. right? i’m… i sleep easier when… when there’s someone around. ”
“ wait, don’t go! please? i… i don’t want to be alone… ”
#don't forget to specify a muse pls & thx ! #❘❙❚ ┊ memes ➳ ❛ go long ❜
“ if you don’t stop… please… i can’t take it anymore. “
“ i’m just getting started. “ “ don’t… don’t do this. just [redacted] me, please… “
“ i’m not taking your daughter for a ride. “ “ josh – “ “ she’s taking me. “
“ can i ride with you? “ “ only if i get to return the favor. “
“ take off all your clothes. “
“ josh said he wanted to have sex with me. “
“ what are you looking at? “ “
“ don’t think about me naked. “ “ too late. “
“ come back to my place. “
“ are you wearing anything underneath? “
“ come kiss me. “
“ ready for round two? “ “ i think i might pass out… “
“ are you a virgin? “ “ does that bother you? “ “ quite the opposite. “
“ i don’t understand what’s got you so excited. “ “ you said you hadn’t had sex before. “ “ so? “ “ so, that puts me in control. and i’m not planning on wasting a single second because something tells me it won’t be long before you start fighting for it. “
“ i got kicked out of the apartment complex for being too loud. “ “ who – “ “ josh was visiting. “
“ you look lonely. “ “ so come over here and do something about it. “
“ i want to make you feel good. “
“ touch me there. “
“ this, you, me, it’s so fucking good. “
“ they’re gonna catch us. “ “ let them. “
“ you’re not sleeping with josh. “ “ and why’s that? “ “ because he’s mine. “
“ i think josh decided what he wanted when he screamed out my name last night. “
“ you don’t remember last time? you were so loud the cops were called. “
“ i have to get ready for work. “ “ don’t. you. dare. “
“ look, i haven’t had sex in a really long time, and you’re here, single, attractive and available… “
“ babe? come touch me for a second. “
“ be quiet, or they’re going to catch us. “ “ for you, i’d risk it all. “
“ five minutes. “ “ five minutes? we both know we’re not capable of five minutes… “
“ look, i know you’re 5593 miles away, but i really need you right now… “
“ tell me to stop touching you. “ “ no. “
“ don’t… “
“ don’t stop touching me. “
“ get on your knees. “
“ you look like you could use a helping hand. “
“ faster. “
“ it’s not enough… more. “
“ don’t be a tease. “
“ screw me like you mean it. “
“ can i be awfully honest with you? “
“ you’re hot when you’re crying. “
“ you’re flirting with me. “ “ is it working? “ [drops gaze] “…definitely working.
#nsfw // #don't forget to specify a muse pls & thx ! #❘❙❚ ┊ memes ➳ ❛ go long ❜ #queue.