I accidentally stayed up til 1 am thinking about you
I accidentally stayed up til 1 am thinking about you
“Wait, your hand was warm,” he said after having just let go of it when he examined the ring on her finger.
Her heart leapt as their fingers intertwined, and when his thumb drew circles on the back of her hand, and when he rested his hand on her thigh.
Once she got home, she couldn’t stop smiling, even as she wrote it all down.
—scene at a Sonic drive-in
“Do I miss being in love or am I just lonely?”
“Perhaps it’s a little bit of both.”
“Care to help me find out?”
I thought I was over you. But as I’ve been out looking for temporary romance and infatuation, I can’t help but remember how giddy I would get when I first started to hang around you. You gave me your jean jacket before you really knew me, we played footsies when we went roller skating, and we feigned a relationship before we knew we would catch feelings for each other. It was refreshing and sweet and I think I wouldn’t mind going back in time just to relive how we fell in love.
I’m getting ready to leave soon. I wondered all of quarantine if you missed me, then we broke up. I didn’t think about it again until today. Once I’m states away, will you miss me then? Will anyone miss me?
Here’s to another break up. Can you believe that? It’s like I go year after year with someone new. I don’t know if I can take another year with someone else. I’m exhausted yet I can’t get the idea of another guy out of my head. It still hurts that he’s gone now, but it’s less of missing him and more of missing the things that we used to do. It doesn’t have to be you, but I want someone to hold my hand, hug me tight, put my face in their palms, and kiss me with all their might. I want that physical touch again, but it must just be the touch starvation talking.
1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?
4: how do you take your coffee/tea?
5: are you self-conscious of your smile?
6: do you keep plants?
7: do you name your plants?
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?
11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends?
12: what’s your favorite planet?
13: what’s something that made you smile today?
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!
16: what’s your favorite pasta dish?
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?
20: what’s your favorite eye color?
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.
22: are you a morning person?
23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?
25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into?
26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?
27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor?
28: sunrise or sunset?
29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.
33: what’s your fave pastry?
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?
36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?
38: tell us about your pet peeves!
39: what color do you wear the most?
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you?
41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?
45: do you trust your instincts a lot?
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?
50: what’s an odd thing you collect?
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?
54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?
55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?
56: what are some things you find endearing in people?
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?
58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?
59: what’s your favorite myth?
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?
61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?
64: what color is the sky where you are right now?
65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with?
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?
68: what’s winter like where you live?
69: what are your favorite board games?
70: have you ever used a ouija board?
71: what’s your favorite kind of tea?
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it?
73: what are some of your worst habits?
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.
75: tell us about your pets!
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?
77: pink or yellow lemonade?
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?
79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?
81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.
82: are/were you good in school?
83: what’s some of your favorite album art?
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?
85: do you read comics? what are your faves?
86: do you like concept albums? which ones?
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?
89: are you close to your parents?
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.
91: where do you plan on traveling this year?
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?
93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most?
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?
95: what are your plans for this weekend?
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?
98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?
reblogging again for my own sake
I’m going to publish a short story soon on Wattpad! Here’s a short description:
“You can’t escape love. That’s impossible.”
Those weren’t the same words she used to say.
Madora Fray, vampire princess to a renowned kingdom.
Jace Black, second son of a formidable werewolf clan leader.
A short story about finding warmth in life through love.
“If I can’t make those upturned lips no more…”
“Hell, I think I’d rather die”
“I’m not drunk, sweetheart. Just feeling a little bolder tonight.”
Thank you Indy Blue
I want to be famous
Waiting to post on Instagram so I’ll dump these here for now I guess
Kaws x Uniqlo BFF and COMPANION
Update on my love life
And I’m happy as ever. Maybe I’m still bitter and angry, and sometimes I talk badly about him, but I’m rising above it. I realized I can do better than him, and I am. So—hopefully—this is the last time I’m ever writing about him.
guess we won’t say hi anymore when we see each other.
I feel hollow inside despite being full of his secrets. But it’s the least I can do to keep them since I used to love him.
I’m sitting here, midnight. It’s around the exact time I had my first kiss, and second. And I started my first relationship. “Once again a year later, I’m still here loving you.” -Ten word story
My mom told me that I should get back together with him, without explanation.
I drove past where he lived, remembering all the times I was a passenger in his car; we would drive around and stop in different parts of his neighborhood, making out in the back seats. He kept me smiling whenever we drove together.
looking for actual first love stories to maybe help myself feel better and thinking about my future, can anyone help out?