Me, at fictional characters: THIS WOULDN’T BE A PROBLEM IF YOU JUST TALKED ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS
Me, in real life: if i give even the vaguest notion of my feelings to anybody i would die
I have a zoom call with mark sheppard tomorrow… anyways stay tuned for an answer on drowley’s summer of love (if mr sheppard wishes to confirm what we all assume)
okay so….. we talked for 30 minutes and the call was only supposed to be 10. I’m gonna write out a transcript and let y’all interpret what he said…. because it was a very very very long-winded, beat-around-the-bush answer (when I asked about drowley)…. so anyways, stay tuned
literally losing my FUCKING MIND at this. op was like ‘is dean bisexual?’ and mr sheppard was like ‘maybe misha collins is???’
he’s making NO sense for like 90% of the answer but this part is sending meI think, that’s why the whole stuff with Lucifer and licking the floor was kind of really stupidly boring for me because Crowley did weirder and crazier things on his own. I mean, it became this joke of trying to humiliate somebody who can’t be humiliated. There’s nothing you can humiliate Crowley with. So, that never sort of made sense, that was just a sort of writer’s glitch of thinking, “oooh, this would be funny to knock him down into subservience” and that’s what he does on a Wednesday, I mean it’s like the most un-inspiring thing.
dude its so fucking insane that he only wants ONE THING literally canonically and textually and that One Thing is dean. let me repeat that. castiel only wants One Singular Thing and its dean. hes the ONE THING cas wants. if im saying One Thing too many times here its because im trying to internalize it myself. he only wants One Singular Thing and that thing is Dean. what the fuck
when i picture my true happiness i picture it with you. but i know i cant have you. but thats okay because i dont need to have you to be happy. just the act of saying that i love you and allowing myself to love you openly, unabashedly and freely is enough. my true happiness lies in loving you. This is a normal tv show
In all seriousness it is high-key fucked up how many people had to have seen Dean’s Asian fetishism as just a “haha what a guy,” thing, and not a deeply horrifying trait for a story’s hero to have.
Multiple people chose to write those jokes, sign off on those jokes, and not step in and stop those jokes.
there’s also definitely something about how black characters are portrayed as rule followers to a fault (jake, hendrikson, gordon, billie, uriel, arguably raphael) while their white counterparts are capable of some higher-thinking that allows them to break out of the oppressive/limited mindset.
MESSAGE TO ALL FANDOM MOMS! 🤗
your casserole tastes like garbage and your husband does not love you! the void in your marriage cannot be filled by that anime boy you love posting about and you should be more concerned about your four kids instead of your 4k word smut fanfiction. i hate you personally as well and if you’re reading this just know that it does not get better and you will be miserable for as long as i am alive(forever).
deleted the tumblr app off my phone bc i was spending too much time on it and it didn’t like spark any joy or whatever but i still feel the compulsion to see what’s up so i get on my computer but all this website does is remind me why i deleted the app in the first place like i do not respect any of you people
anyway. when cas picks up the angel blade from the arcade in lily sunder he knows it isn’t benjamin’s which suggests angelic weapons are somehow marked by an angel’s grace. he definitely doesn’t keep the blade up his sleeve all the time because that’s impractical so when he isn’t physically manifesting it during a battle on earth it must exist in a realm with the rest of his true form, suggesting the blade is part of his body. this means that when dean takes it from his sleeve in the prisoner a) cas willed it into existence for him and b) dean is attempting to kill his lover with an extension of himself.
I don’t wanna finish this one. It really was hard to force myself not to. But it’s better like that.
With thoughts of one of my most favourite artists Michail Vrubel.
Thanks to @jesusonthetortillas for the inspiration, though it’s totally not what you’ve asked me for. Sorry)
can you imagine if coronavirus happened in like 2013. this site would be like “ALRIGHT LISTEN UP MOTHERFUCKERS TODAY YOU ARE GOING TO DO A LEARN ABOUT ~SOCIAL DISTANCING~”
LUCKILY FOR *YOU* HANDSOME BASTARDS, OUR LORD AND SAVIOR BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH IS E X A C T L Y SIX FEET TALL.
SO NEXT TIME YOU’RE CHILLING WITH YOUR MOIRAILS, IMAGINE A BEAUTIFUL BENDYPOO LYING ARSE NEKKID ON THE FLOOR BETWEEN YOU.
CAN’T FIT A WHOLE SHERLOCK?
THEN YOU’RE T O O F U C K I N G C L O S E GOD DAMN IT.
no one asked but my opinion is that cas was in love with dean from the moment he pulled him from hell and Definitely when he rebelled against heaven but he didn’t Know what to label the feeling until he became human for the first time which is why cas says he doesn’t know what broke the connection to naomi even though it was literally the Power of Love. he genuinely doesn’t know why! and dean started to fall in love when he heard cas say they were ‘making it up as we go’ and was Definitely in love by the time cas betrayed them to crowley which is why he finds it so hard to forgive cas after that but still searches for cas for a year in purgatory. and i think he Knew he loved cas in purgatory the first time but repressed it once he returned to earth. and acknowledged it again in purgatory the second time. because purgatory has always been pure for dean. okay thesis over
I went to a bookshop and I got dizzy at the amount of books on stuff like “astrological feminism” “reclaiming womanhood through numerology” and all that shit…… One was called “cosmic fanny” or for my french speakers out there, “foufoune cosmique”. I think the fight against patriarchy is going really well
“But I didn’t and still don’t like making a cult of women’s knowledge, preening ourselves on knowing things men don’t know, women’s deep irrational wisdom, women’s instinctive knowledge of Nature, and so on. All that all too often merely reinforces the masculinist idea of women as primitive and inferior – women’s knowledge as elementary, primitive, always down below at the dark roots, while men get to cultivate and own the flowers and crops that come up into the light. But why should women keep talking baby talk while men get to grow up? Why should women feel blindly while men get to think?”
Ursula K Le Guin, from What Women Know
obviously stuff like “twink” and “power bottom” are not slurs or whatever nor is it, like, “wrong” for people that aren’t gay men to know what they are but having said that. letting these terms enter common lexicon was a massive fucking mistake