Um hi, so long story short, I’m back. I totally and completely forgot I had this app. I just bought a new computer bc my old one broke. It’s so hard to write on my phone so buying a computer is definitely going to be a big help with writing. So never fear! More content coming soon!
I am so so sorry. I know I said I would update soon and believe me, I’m trying. Work and school come first! Then I’m also spending time with my family and everything is all out of wack. I just want to say happy Valentine’s Day, even though it’s not until Sunday. I hope y’all have an amazing day with your s/o’s and if you don’t have one, like me, I hope you have a blast with friends and family! 🤍🤍
I hope to return soon! I’m sorry I’ve been so busy recently. After going through being rejected, I haven’t been feeling myself recently and I haven’t been feeling good enough for you guys! When I get back to a healthy mentality and start feeling good again, I’ll be back. Consider it, a break, if you will. I truly love each and every single one of you. The most hugs and kisses I can give…
Hey y’all, I’m sorry I haven’t been really active recently. I’ve had a lot going on what with my birthday and work and stuff. I’m hoping to get more active soon! I will be keeping up with my death note series as well. I’m already writing part 9! That should be up before y’all know it so stay tuned. I love you guys! 🤍🤍
“Yes! We need to go shopping today, Chi. Please? You promised that we would have a girls day.”
“Yeah okay, you’re right. So what are we going to get?”
“Well, we’re going to buy new clothes for you because obviously,” she looks me up and down, “ you need help in that department.”
“Chi you wear the same outfit everyday.”
“Chinami, I’m buying you new clothes and that’s the end of it.”
I sigh, “Ugh fine.”
So, Misa and I go shopping, for hours…
“Chi, we have to show Ryuzaki and Light your new stuff!”
“Misa, I’m not on good terms with either of them right now.”
“Well even if they don’t say anything, I still want to show them. Plus maybe Ryu will like your hair better this way.”
I smile and brush my fingers through my now, short bob.
“You really think so?”
“Yeah! Plus it’ll be way easier to brush your hair and keep good care of it now.”
“I guess, my grandma liked my hair long because she used to braid it for me before I went to school when I was younger. But it’s alright. I think it makes me look more mature. Older I guess you could say. Old enough to be-“
“Old enough to be with Ryuzaki.” Misa says, finishing my sentence.
I catch her glance but look away quickly, blushing furiously at the floor.
“Chi you don’t have to be embarrassed. I think he should give a relationship with you a chance. He needs to take a second away from the Kira case.”
“Misa it’s what he came to Japan for. He’s not just going to stop investigating it. Then when he finishes the case, he’s going to go back to England.”
“Maybe he’ll ask you to come with him!” Misa exclaims as we make our way into headquarters.
If Ryu asked me to go to England with him, would I? I had never though about it.
“Would you go with him if he asked you to?”
“You know, I don’t really know. I never really thought about it. But my whole life is here, my friends and family.”
Misa smiles and tilts her head, “Think about it Chi. You could start a new family with Ryuzaki. He’s old enough to have kids and you could be a young mom.”
I have always wanted to be a young mom.
“I don’t know Misa, I want to finish out college and become a detective. I could learn under him.”
“Yeah you could, then after a few years, you could have a family. You guys would make cute babies.”
I blush and open my mouth to speak but am interrupted by Light.
“Cute babies with who?” Light asks as we walk into Misa’s room.
“Oh, Light! What are you doing here?” Misa says, rushing forward to throw a few pieces of clothes in her hamper.
“Woah Chi, your hair.” Ryuzaki walks forward to touch it.
“Chinami you cut your hair…” Light says.
“Um… yeah I figured it would be a nice change. It doesn’t look bad, does it?”
“Uh no, not at all. You look older kinda.”
“Thanks I guess. Ryu how do you-“
“I love it,” he says, stepping closer to me.
I blush, “Thank you Ryu.”
He places a kiss on my forehead and brushes my hair behind my ear.
“That’s enough,” Light says, “I’m sick of this. She’s my best friend, why does it have to be like this?”
I turn to glare at Light, “It doesn’t have to be any way, I want it this way. I love Ryuzaki and you too Light. I love you both but, Ryuzaki is…” I drift off turning to look at Lawliet, “he’s the one for me.”
Ryuzaki smiles and plants another kiss on my forehead, “And you, for me my dear.”
Did you guys notice that I try to make the gifs match the part somehow?
L is now called four things at this point. L, Lawliet, Ryuzaki, and Ryuga.
Chinami is called Chi and Chinami.
Light is always called Light.
I wake up from my nightmare with tears on my face. I dreamt…. I dreamt that Light actually was Kira. I dreamt that he killed Ryuzaki. Then he tried to capture me so that I would stay with him. I love Lawliet, I wouldn’t be able to bear it if he died.
I gasp and turn over to look at Ryuzaki, “Yes Ryu?”
“Are… are you alright?”
I blink a few times before meeting his eyes again, “I just had a night terror, that’s all. I’ll be alright.”
He pulls me closer to him as I had moved away during the night. I snuggle into his chest. I feel his hand slide up my back and into my hair. His hand lightly scratches my scalp pushing me back towards the dream world.
Half asleep, I whisper to him, “Light kissed me yesterday.”
I feel him suck in a quick breath, “H-he did?”
“Yeah, but Light is my best friend. That’s all he’ll ever be. I love you Lawliet, I want to be with you.” I say, yawning at the end.
Lawliet just pulls me closer to him, his heart is pounding very hard in his chest. I smile and snuggle deeper into his chest.
“I want to be with you Chinami, but I don’t want you to get hurt.”
That’s the last thing I hear before I drift back to sleep.
“Chi! Are you awake!?”
I shoot up into a sitting position, “Wha-“
“Chinami! We need to help Light!”
I open my eyes to see Misa standing before me, as I am left alone by Ryuzaki once again.
“What do you mean we need to help Light, Misa?”
“It’s Ryuzaki! He’s handcuffed them together and gave Watari the key.”
I shake my head hopping out of the bed, “He what!?”
“Chi you aren’t wearing any pants!”
I look down, yeah she’s right. I forgot I got stuck in the rain last night.
“Could I bor-“
“Yes, I’ll give you some shorts. Come on.”
She tugs me out the door and down the hall towards the elevator.
“No Misa I don’t like-“
The doors shut and I clutch onto the rail.
“Chi are you-?”
“Yes! I’m… I’m terrified of elevators.”
The doors open and I jump off, breathing heavily. Misa grabs my hand and tugs me towards her room. After we get inside she locks the door. I watch as she walks over to a dresser and pulls out a pair of shorts.
“Here you can keep this pair. I don’t wear them anyways.”
“Thank you Misa,” I slip them up my legs and button them at the top, “let’s go get Light.”
She smiles at me and grabs my hand, “I know the way to the stairs.”
I follow behind her not slowing down. She’s taking me to the stairs, I knew Misa was more than just a dumb blonde. I smile and push myself harder to keep up with her. We take the stairs all the way to the first floor and when we bust through the door, we see them. They really are handcuffed!
“Light!” Misa yells as she runs towards Light.
I follow after her but run towards L. We hug them when we get to them.
“Ryuzaki, what is this? Why are you and Light handcuffed to one another?” I ask.
“The only way to prove that Light-kun isn’t Kira, is for us to be together at all times. This chain is ten foot long. We will still have our own privacy but we will be staying connected. This is for all of our safety.” L says the last line looking directly at me.
“Don’t worry Chi, I agreed to this. I want Ryuzaki to see that I’m not Kira,” he meets L’s eyes, “and I never will be.”
“Light, this is a mere precaution to keep people I hold dear, safe.”
I watch at Lights face scrunches, “I would never hurt Chinami! How could you insinuate that!?”
I turn towards L to see his reaction, his face looks void of any emotion.
“Well aren’t you going to say anything,” Light instigates.
“Light maybe you should-“
“No Misa,” he pushes her away from him. I watch as she falls on the ground. She loves him so much and all he does is treat her like trash. I watch as her eyes fill with tears but she stands back up and pulls on his arm again.
“Light, stop bothering Ryuzaki!”
Light pulls his arm away from her and she falls to the floor again. This time, when she gets back up she just walks away. I watch the spot she left for a few minutes before turning back to the boys.
“Light Yagami what is wrong with you!?” I yell.
The boys stop furiously glaring at each other and glance at me.
“You just pushed Misa to the ground, twice! And you,” I say turning towards Ryuzaki, “if I wake up alone again one more time this,” I say motioning between the two of us, “is over.”
“Wake up alone?” Light says, glancing between the two of us.
“We’ve stayed together a few times. It’s nothing really.” I say, dismissing the question quickly.
“Nothing? It’s nothing?” L says, tearing up.
“Ryu you know it’s not like that I-“
“So you tell me that you love me and you want to be with me but it’s nothing.”
“You love him!?” Light yells.
“Yes! God of course I love him Light. Of course I do. We’ve only known each other for about two months and I know he’s my soulmate, don’t you understand!? Light, you and I can’t be together because I love someone else. And L, no matter how much I love you, you’ll never be willing to take our relationship that far.”
I watch as both Light and L tear up, Light wipes his eyes and reaches for me. Before he can touch me Ryuzaki turns around and walks out, taking Light with him as they are still handcuffed together.
“What is Lawliet thinking?” I whisper to myself, watching them round the corner.
Why do you guys think Lawliet ran out of the room so fast?
She sighs, but opens the door and lets me walk inside, “Of course you do. I hear he’s in love with you. Why don’t you just tell him so he can break my heart already?”
“Tell him? Tell him what?”
“Tell him that you love him too. Don’t be stupid Chinami, I see the way you two look at each other. He will never look at me that way.”
I grab Misas hands and hold them in mine, “Misa, I came here today to tell you that I’m not in love with Light.”
She gasps, “Huh? You aren’t!?”
“Not in the slightest, I actually have feelings for someone else right now.”
“Someone else? Who?”
I look away, blushing, “It’s not important. I just want you to know that I’m not after Light. I don’t want to ruin your relationship.”
She smiles, “Thank you Chi. But seriously who do you like?! Now that we aren’t fighting over Light, we can have girl talks, it could be fun.”
“You won’t tell anyone, will you?”
“No, of course not. I will keep it a secret.”
“Fine,” I look down and mumble, “Ryuzaki.”
“What was that Chi? I didn’t quite hear you.”
“I have a crush on Ryuzaki!” I exclaim, a bit loud. ￼
She gasps, “Really!? You guys would be so cute together awwww. So you like the older guys huh?”
I shake my head and laugh, “Misa, it’s only six years.”
“But still! This is so amazing! You need to tell Ryuzaki how you feel! What if he likes you back?”
“I already told him. I was going to talk to him about it this morning when I got up but-“
“What do you mean when you got up? Did he stay over your house?” She looks at me with wide eyes.
“Um yeah. But I guess he left before I woke up.”
“Aw I’m sorry. Now we can go on double dates! Me and Light and you and L! Oh this will be so much fun!”
I regret telling her, but I need her to trust me. Lawliet said she could be the second Kira. If I can keep surveillance on her and Light, that would be amazing. Plus it would be a big help to L.
“I agree, if you don’t mind, I think I’m going to go back downstairs and meet with the task force. Is that alright?”
Misa scoffs, “They’re boring but you go ahead. Have fun, make sure you get close to Ryuzaki.”
I blush and give her a hug before walking out of the room.
“Ready to go downstairs?”
I jump back holding my chest, “Oh my god Watari! Don’t scare me like that.”
“I’m sorry,” he says, smiling.
“Did you hear all of that?”
“So the part about me liking L?”
“That is some, yes.”
“Don’t say anything about it okay Watari? I already told him how I feel and he ghosted me this morning.”
We walk side by side all the way to the elevator. Once we get on, I hold onto the rail on the wall tightly. Elevators are a fear of mine. Just everything about them. The cables could snap at any time and the cart could fall and- my thoughts are cut off as the doors open. Watari walks out calmly while I jump out of the cart.
“The task force is right down there.” He says, pointing to a light at the end of the hall.
I walk down the hallway and enter the room. I notice everyone looking at me.
“Chinami! You need to leave now.” Light says rushing towards me.
I back away scared, “What-“
“Light get your hands off of her.” Ryuzaki says, not looking in our direction.
“Light what happened?”
“L seems to think that you may be involved with Kira. You might be helping them.”
Tears spring to my eyes, helping Kira? Why would I do such a thing? He told me his real name because he wanted to see if he would die.
“What? Why… why would I do that? Ryuzaki, I-“
“I did not say that. Light is merely upset because of how close we are.”
I look between Light and L. I brush Lights hands off of my arms and walk over to L.
“What did you tell them?” I say, look at the team as well.
“Miss Misora you can’t get mad at Ryuzaki for telling us we-“
“Shut up Aizawa. Ryuzaki what did you tell them!?”
He looks up at me from his crouch on the chair, “I told them of the mere possibility of a romantic relationship between the two of us. Light is upset because he loves you and thinks I’m a bad guy. Chief Yagami is mad at me for making his son upset. Aizawa frankly just doesn’t care. But Matsuda seems heart broken as well.”
I look over to see Matsuda with his head in his hands, sitting by L.
“Ryuzaki, I’m only going to tell you this once. Stuff like that, is private between you and I, until we figure everything out.”
“I just thought that’s what ‘the boys’ talk to each other about. I wasn’t aware I was going to cause such commotion.”
I stand next to L and grab one of his cherry’s off the tray in front of him, “That’s how girls talk, love. Not boys.” I lean down and kiss his cheek.
“I’ll be leaving now, I’m sorry if any of you are upset but this is my life and I can make my own choices.”
I turn around and walk out of the room. Jeez Ryuzaki, you’re going to be the death of me.
I turn around to see Light running towards me. He grabs my arm and pulls me towards him. I gasp as his lips touch mine. What- he holds his hands in my hair and moves his lips against mine. He pulls away after I don’t reciprocate.
“Chinami, Ryuzaki is right. I do love you. I can’t be happy with Misa. I want you Chi. It’s Ryuzaki or me.”
I watch as he turns around and runs back into the building. What just happened? I don’t know how long I had been standing outside for before it started raining. Since I exited the back of the building, no one came out even after the task force is usually done.
“Chi, is that you?”
I turn around quickly, water flying in all directions. Watari is staring at me.
“Oh, Chi let’s get you some warm clothes.”
I nod and let Watari guide me into the building. He guides me to this room where L is sitting on a couch by a coffee table.
“Watari I-,” he gasps, “Chinami! Are you alright?” He comes over and wraps his arms around me.
“D-Don’t hug m-me. I’m w..wet.”
“Chi we thought you went home.”
“I was going to but…” did I want to tell him about Light?
“Whatever, never mind that. Let me get the bath turned on for you. Watari, can you run Chinami a warm bath?”
“Of course sir.”
“Thank you,” he says, turning back towards me, “Let’s get you some clothes.”
I sit down on the couch and watch as he pulls out a white shirt from his drawer. He glances back at me.
“Uh I don’t think my pants would fit you but I could-“
“No, it’s fine.”
Watari walks out of the bathroom, “The bath is ready for you, Ms Misora.”
“Thank you Watari.” I say, standing up and kissing his cheek.
I grab the shirt from L’s hand and kiss his cheek as well, “I’ll be back shortly.”
I take my time in bath as I let the warm water, warm up my cold body. When I feel ready, I hop out of the tub and dry off. I put my undergarments back on before pulling L’s shirt over my head.
“Chinami, are you alright?” I hear Ryuzaki say, lightly knocking on the door.
“Yes, I’ll be right out.” I brush through my hair with my fingers.
I open the door to see Ryuzaki standing there in awe. He looks shocked. I look down and then back up at him.
“Is… is something wrong?”
“Um no, nothing at all.” He blushes and turns away.
“Ry- Lawliet you don’t have to be shy with me. I love you, you can speak your mind.”
“Well I just, you look different is all.”
“Oh,” I respond, looking down, “a bad different?”
He looks up his eyes wide again, “Um no! Not at all, you um you look gorgeous actually.”
“Oh,” I blush and walk past him, “thank you. Um, where do you want me to sleep? I could take the couch uh…”
“No definitely not, Watari agreed to getting you situated into a room so you could have privacy and-“
“No,” I shout, interrupting him, “um I wanted to stay with you…”
“Oh,” he says, blushing, “sure. Just like-“
“Just like last night.” I say before he has the chance to finish.
He looks up at me and smiles, “Yeah, of course.”
We both lay down together, I lay my head on Ryu’s chest as he lays on his back.
“I like being like this with you Lawliet.”
I don’t hear anything from him so I look up, his eyes are filled with tears.
“Lawliet, are you okay?” I lean up on an elbow and run my fingers through his hair.
“I love you Chinami. Really, truly love you.”
I smile and lay my head back on his chest, “Yeah, I love you too Lawliet.”
Sorry it took me so long to get this out 😔 I was really busy these past few days. Love y’all!
Although when I woke up the next morning, he was gone. Lawliet had disappeared, leaving me wondering if the whole thing was a dream. I knew it couldn’t be because I know his name. His real name.
I smile to myself remembering the kiss I gave him last night. It may not have been my first kiss but it was the best, even if he didn’t get to reciprocate it. You see, Light Yagami is the boy who stole my first kiss. I cried for a while after he kissed me in seventh grade. I wanted my first kiss to be meaningful. I guess it ended up being meaningful because that’s how Light and I became friends.
I turn around at the sound of my name to see Sayu running out of Lights house.
“Sayu what are you-“
“You little- get back here Sayu!” I see Light run out of the house after her.
Sayu runs up and hugs me, I wrap my arms around her.
“Hey Sayu, what’s Light mad about?”
“He’s mad because I told Misa that he likes you.”
I gasp, so Lawliet wasn’t lying.
“Sayu, that’s not very nice. Misa is Light’s girlfriend. Of course he likes her, not me.”
Light catches up to us and breathes deep breaths.
“Light, tell Misa I want to talk to her tonight. I’ll apologize for this whole thing.”
“But Chi its true! Light always talks about you, he never talks about Misa!”
I see Lights face turn bright red.
“It’s still not right Sayu. Light doesn’t really spend a lot of time with Misa like he does with me. Just because he spends a lot of time with me and talks about me doesn’t mean he likes me. We are best friends, we have a lot more memories together than Light and Misa do.”
“Oh,” I see her turn around towards Light, “I’m sorry Light. I didn’t know.” I hear her sniff which means she’s crying.
He pulls her in for a hug before letting her go, “It’s alright Sayu, we’ll talk to Misa.”
“Thank you Chinami!” Sayu yells as she runs back towards the house.
“I’m sorry about her Chi. She doesn’t mean any harm I-“
“I want to talk to Misa tonight while you’re at the task force meeting. Tell her I will meet her in her room.”
Light scoffs, “Yeah sure.”
“What are you scoffing for? It’s not funny Light. I don’t want people to think about us as a couple.”
“You never used to have a problem with it. What’s the big deal now?”
“Now you have Misa and I-“
I can’t let him know about Lawliet and I’s relationship. If I can even call it that.
“I just don’t want people getting the wrong idea alright?”
“Yes, fine whatever.” He stands a little bit away from me as we walk into school.
“Do you want a ride to headquarters tonight?” Light asks before we enter the classroom.
“No, I’ll take the bus. If everything goes well with Misa, I’ll just stay at headquarters.”
We walk into the classroom and take our seats. Our seats are a little far away from each other due to our names. Light Yagami, won’t be close to Chinami Misora. As the instructor drones on about our lesson my thoughts drift to L. Will I see him tonight? How will he react? Will he… wave at me? Will he want to tak to me in private?
Never mind that Chinami, you can’t think about that right now. You have to think about Misa. She must have been really hurt hearing that from Sayu. Talking to Misa is your number one priority right now.
After our classes Light and I walk to his house together.
“Light I’ve been meaning to talk to you about something.”
“What is it Chi?”
I glance up at him through my bangs, “Do you like Ryuzaki? I mean like as a friend?”
“He’s alright I guess. Why do you ask?”
“I was just wondering your opinion on him.”
“Oh then in that case, I think he’s very nosy. He sticks his nose where it doesn’t belong. He lies to people. It’s constant lying with him. Promise me you’ll never fall for a guy like that, Chi.”
I don’t know what to say. If Light is Kira than he is always constantly lying. Lawliet is only lying to protect himself, right?
“Okay Light, I won’t.”
What if it’s too late for that? What if I already have?
Light smiles at me and kisses my forehead before walking into his house. I’m conflicted. I love Light, he’s my best friend. But L’s got it in my head that he might be Kira. Then on the other hand, I love Lawliet. He’s smart and kind and he cares about me, but isn’t Light all these things as well? What if Light isn’t Kira? What if I would be happier with Light? Lawliet would never put himself in a situation where he’d have too many weaknesses. I want a family and kids when I’m older. What if… what if neither of them want that? I shake my head to get rid of these thoughts.
Chi, snap out of it. None of this is important right now. You need to talk to Misa today. As soon as I get home, I take a quick shower and get ready. Since Light and I didn’t stick around at school after classes today, I got home at 4:45. After taking my shower and getting ready, it’s about 5:25 so I’ll be able to catch the 5:30 bus. I walk down to the bus station, and watch as the bus rolls to a stop. The doors open and I get on, handing the driver my pass.
“Hello miss, same place?”
“Alright take a seat.”
I sit down and contemplate what to say to Misa. How do I make it better without making it worse? I exit the bus as soon as it stops and walk straight up to the building. The door isn’t locked this time as I walk up and open it. I was through until I see everyone gathered around L.
“Ryu, where is Misa Amanes room? I’d like to speak to Misa.”
“Chinami can we talk I-“
“No I’d like to speak with Misa.”
I notice Ryuzakis eyes widen, “Yes well, I’ll have Watari show you there.”
I nod and look towards Watari, he sends me a small smile and leads me towards Misa’s room. Once we get there I turn towards Watari.
“Could we be left alone?”
“Yes, of course. As you wish.”
I knock on the door after Watari walks away.
“Misa, can I talk to you?” I say in a delicate voice.
The door flies open and Misa stands in front of me with wide eyes, “What do you want boyfriend stealer?”
Things are getting hot! 😂 okay lmfao not really but we’re getting there.
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHI!” I hear Light scream as I walk out of the classroom.
“Ouch, must you be so loud?”
“Yes! It’s my best friends birthday. How are we going to celebrate?”
“We aren’t, not this year at least. We have to meet up with Ryuzaki tonight, or did you forget?”
Light scoffs, “How could I forget? I called Ryuzaki and told him you and I won’t be there tonight.”
I gasp, “You did what!?”
“I told him we won’t be there, we have more important matters to attend. I bought you a present but I won’t show you until we get to your house.”
I blow out a breath, a bit angry, “Fine. Let’s go to mine tonight.”
I would never tell Light, but I wanted to meet with the task force tonight. After Light leaves my house tonight I’ll have no one left to celebrate with. I’ll be all alone.
When we arrive at my apartment, Light runs into the kitchen while I stay sitting in the living room.
“Cover your eyes Chi!”
I sigh but cover my eyes none the less. I feel the couch dip beside me.
“Alright you can open them.”
I open my eyes to see an array of strawberry flavored sweets. I turn and hug Light.
“Thank you thank you thank you! Oh I love you Light!”
His face turns a deep red but he hugs me back.
“I love you too Chi.”
We watch a few movies and do our homework together, before Light says he has to leave. I walk him to the front door and give him another hug before he leaves.
“Love you Light, see you tomorrow!”
“Love you too Chi, I hope you had a good birthday.”
I smile and wave as he walks off. I close my door and bring all the of our dishes and garbage from our snacks into the kitchen. I clean the dishes and throw out the garbage. I’m walking into my bedroom when there’s a knock on the door. I go to the front door. Is Light back already? I open the door only to be met with Ryuzaki.
“Let me in,” he says pushing past me.
I turn around and close the door as I see the car drive away from the front of the house.
“I’m sorry for intruding like this especially at this hour but I had to make sure you were okay. I didn’t want you to be left alone with Light for too long-“
“Ryuzaki!” I yell, gripping his face in my hands.
“I am fine. Light wouldn’t do anything to hurt me.”
“When he called and told his father that you two weren’t going to be there today I got worried.”
I take my hands off of his face and walk into my living room.
“We’re fine. He just wanted to celebrate my birthday like we usually do.”
“Yes, it’s my birthday today.”
I see Ryuzaki’s eyes widen, “It… it is?”
“Yeah I’m eighteen now.”
“I’m so sorry Chi, I didn’t realize it was your birthday, I would’ve brought you something.”
I scoff, “L it’s fine. As long as you’re here and you will accept eating these strawberry treats with me, that’s enough.”
“Of course I’d eat them with you.”
We both sit on my couch eating the strawberry treats. I smile at him. Although he didn’t know it was my birthday, I’m glad he showed up to my house.
“Um you don’t mind if I stay the night do you?”
I suck in a deep breath and meet his eyes, “Not at all. I have a spare room for you.”
As we are eating, we get to talking. First it was about the Kira case, then it switched over to talking about ourselves, well me mostly.
“Alright my favorite color is black. My favorite food is strawberries. My shoe size is a 23 cm, and hmm. I don’t really know much else.”
“What about your family?” Ryuzaki looks at me, his eyes big.
“Um well, my mom died when I was very young and my father is somewhere in America. It’s not hard living on my own, I just get lonely sometimes.”
“Well you may always visit Watari and I, while we’re here that is.”
“Where are you originally from?”
“England. After the Kira case I am planning on going back.”
“Oh,” why did I never think he was leaving, “well I bet you’re eager to get back then.”
“Not particularly. I want to finish the Kira place but at the same time I want to stay here, with you and the task force.”
“I’m sure we wouldn’t lose contact. You could always contact me if you have a case you need help working on.”
I see Ryuzaki smile and lean towards me. I let out a deep breath I was holding in and lean towards him as well. We join each other for a hug.
“I’m glad I have a friend like you Chi, you’re amazing.”
I smile, “No, I’m the one who should be glad. Who’d think that such a smart man would ever care about someone like me?”
“A lot of us do. Watari, Light, Soichiro, Matsuda, Aizawa, and especially me. We all care about you very much. We can… we can all trust you.”
“I’d trust you with anything L,” I say, pulling away from the hug and laying a kiss to his cheek, “I know you’ll always be there for me.”
I notice Ryuzaki not smiling, he looks kind of distraught.
“Ryu, are you alright?”
“We’ve only known each other for about a month and all I want to do is tell you my deepest darkest secrets.”
I smile, “I wouldn’t want you to do that.”
“I love you L. I don’t want you to feel pressured to have to open up to me. If you want to then that’s up to you but I want you to know that I would never betray you nor the trust you hold for me. You’re important to me. Very important.”
I kiss cheek again, “I suppose we should be off to bed now. Don’t you think?”
He nods, “May I ask you a question?”
“Sure go ahead.” I respond, leading him to the guest bedroom.
“Could you… maybe just, um, I don’t know… lay with me for a while?”
I take a sharp intake of breath, “You want me, to lay with you?”
I smile and grab his hand, “Of course I will.” I drag him onto the guest bed. He climbs on the bed and lays beside me and I pull his arm over my waist. Scooting back, I make sure our bodies are close together.
“Ryuzaki, are you comfortable?”
He doesn’t respond for a few minutes before I hear him make noise.
“Call me Lawliet when we’re alone Chinami. That’s my real name. I can trust you with this information,” I feel his arm tighten around my waist and a kiss being pressed to my shoulder, “I completely trust you Chinami.”
I find myself tearing up slightly. My first thought is about Light and how he wanted so badly to know L’s real name only a few weeks ago. Then my thoughts shift over to L and the fact that he trusts me enough to tell me something he’s been keeping a big secret. I turn around and face L to see him already looking at me.
“I- thank you.” I say, leaning up to place a kiss on his lips. It happens so fast, he didn’t even have time to reciprocate anything. I cuddled into his chest and closed my eyes.
I hear him whisper before I drift off, “I love you too Chi.”
I don’t know what Lawliet and I are. That’s just something that we’re going to have to talk about tomorrow.
Okay, I’m definitely writing the next part tonight. I know exactly what to write. I don’t keep track of how long these chapters are or whatever you would want to call them. I just write until I feel it’s a good place to end. Like since I ended where I did, I know exactly what to write for the next part.
I’m thinking there may be a lot of updates coming out for my Death Note series, I literally love writing it so much. I’m almost done with the next part already lol. Love you guys and I hope you’re enjoying the series.
“Alright, so about the Kira case, we have deducted that Kira is most likely a student, he needs a name and a face to kill. Most are heart attacks, but he can also determine how the person dies if he wants to.”
I sit speechless for a moment. Most likely a student? What if… what if I know them? What if they try to kill me?
“You said,” I let out a deep breath, “Kira is most likely a student?”
“Yes that would be correct.”
“I assume all the deaths are before and after school times. They are all criminals as well?”
“So what if, this student, has a messed up sense of justice? What if they think they are doing the right thing by getting rid of all the criminals, but instead they are just becoming one themself?”
I see L cock his head towards the side.
“Yes, that would make sense. A messed up sense of justice. Ridding the world of criminals.”
“He’s trying to create a whole new world.”
L looks at me with wonder on his face, “You’re very smart.”
I glance at him, meeting his eyes, “Oh thank you.”
“Yes, well.” He turns and faces away from me.
I glance at the clock on the computer, 10:49 pm. Wow, we must’ve spent hours going over the details.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t realize it was this late. I should be going.”
Ryuzaki grabs my arm as I stand up. I turn to meet his eyes.
“Do you have a ride?”
“I was just going to catch a bus or something.”
“No, it’s too late and it could be dangerous. We have many rooms here for you to choose from,” he looks towards the hallway Watari brought me from, “Watari!”
Watari walks out almost immediately, “Yes Ryuzaki?”
“I would like for you to help Ms. Misora find a room.”
“Yes of course Ryuzaki.”
“No no, I’m quite alright. I wouldn’t want to bother you. I have school tomorrow as well. I couldn’t possibly-“
“Then we will take you home. Watari bring the car around to the front of the building.”
Watari nods and leaves us alone once more.
“Ryu, it’s dangerous for you out there. I wouldn’t want you to put yourself in a place where you could…” I drift off not wanting to think about him dying.
“It’s kind that you worry about me. I wouldn’t want you to die either.”
I glance at him as we stand up and walk towards the doors. I notice him stand up straight and grab my hand.
“Sorry, have to keep up appearances.”
I blush and nod. We walk out the door holding hands. I feel Ryuzaki tense up before he throws his arms around me. He’s… hugging me?
I stay quiet until he releases me, “What was that for?”
“A guy walked by…”
“Oh,” we continue walking until we reach the car, “you can sit in the front of you want Ryu.”
“No, I’d rather stay back here with you. The windows are tinted back here.”
“I see,” we sit in silence for a few minutes before he speaks up.
“You don’t like Light do you?”
I whip my head around to look at him, “I like him as a best friend. Nothing else, plus he has Misa to worry about.”
“Light likes you Chi.”
“Huh? No he doesn’t!”
“Yes he does. He told me himself.”
I gasp, when… why would Light tell that to Ryuzaki?
“Ryuzaki, why are you telling me this?”
“I am 65.8 percent sure, that Light is Kira.”
I feel my eyes grow wide, “You think Light is Kira!? That’s stupid! He wouldn’t keep something like that from me! I’m his best friend. He wouldn’t lie to me about something like this!”
I feel Ryuzakis hand on my cheek. I glance at him my vision slightly blurred.
“I didn’t mean to hurt you, I’m sorry.”
I scoot over on the seat until I’m sitting right by his side. I lean my head on his shoulder. I can feel him take a deep inhale.
“Do you…” I start, feeling slightly guilty about what I’m going to say, “do you want me to keep an eye on him?”
He tilts his head down towards me, our faces just inches apart. I gasp as I can feel his breath fan my face. It smells like strawberries.
“You would do that?”
I brush his hair away from his eyes with my fingers, “Yes, I would. If he ends up being Kira than, it would’ve been helpful right?”
He blushes, “Anything you can do, will be deemed helpful by me.”
I smile as I feel the car stopping. I move away from Ryuzaki to look out the window. We had arrived at my house.
“You knew where I lived?” I say, looking back towards Ryuzaki.
“Yes, we did.”
I exit the car and turn around to close the door but I see L exiting behind me.
“L it’s not safe here-“
“Stay safe okay Chi?” He says, kissing my forehead.
I gasp and watch as he gets back in the car. They pull away while I’m still standing there, my hand lifts up in a small wave. I watch as they pull around the corner out of my sight. Turning around, I walk into my apartment and lean against the closed door.
Maybe I am falling in love with Ryuzaki? I know it’s only been a week but, he’s different. I can’t tell what it is about him
Seeing as L is 24 at the series start, I will be changing Chi’s age to 17 and we will have her birthday in the next few days.
Therefore L will be 24 while she is 18, they would legally be allowed to be together.
Question: I’m 18 years old and I’ve never made out with anyone, ever. Let alone ever had a bf, It’s super embarrassing and I have a date with a guy next week and I already know it’s going to get intimate but I have no idea what to expect or do and I need help. How do you make out with someone???
It’s not embarrassing!! And please remember that you don’t have to make out with someone if you’re not ready.
“Make Out” Tips
1. The less saliva, the better. Seriously.
2. You don’t have to use tongues to make out! And there aren’t set rules to making out. Let it last as short or long as it needs to.
3. Closed mouth kissing isn’t really “closed mouth”, your mouth is just mostly closed. Put your mouth over one of his lips (usually the bottom one) and GENTLY apply pressure or suction. One lip only, not two! You can even run your tongue lightly across his lips.
4. If you want to use your tongue, use caution. Use it lightly, use your tongue to pet his tongue. Don’t just throw it in there and wiggle it around. Also don’t let it lie still. A small amount of moving in a specific direction will feel good!
5. Don’t suck his entire tongue in your mouth unless he expressly asks you too. Not everyone likes that.
6. Making out is usually used as a transitioning point to something more. It doesn’t have to be if you’re not into it, but definitely don’t just sit and kiss.
7. Run your hands gently through his hair. Run your hands across his back or upper body.
8. Place one hand on the lower side of his face. GENTLY pull him into you. NEVER use both hands. He’ll feel trapped.
9. Don’t just kiss his mouth! Kiss all over his face with quick closed mouth kisses. Hold off licking until you’re sure he likes it.
10. Breathe deeply close to his ear.
11. Let him kiss you and let your reactions show him what feels good.
12. He’ll be nervous too! Just because you kissed before doesn’t make you an expert. Every person is different and responds differently, so he’ll be nervous too!
13. After lots of kissing your lips will be chapped and sensitive. Use lots of lip balm.
14. ALSO! Don’t use mouthwash immediately before making out. Or any other strong thing to alter your breath. Use it like an hour beforehand. Trust me.❤️
“Light wait for me!” I say, running up to my best friend and jumping on his back.
“Ow, Chi you are a lot heavier than you look.”
I gasp and jump off, “That’s not funny Light Yagami!”
“Sorry,” he sends me a small glance with a little smile before leaning over and kissing my forehead.
I blush a deep red and look down at the ground, “Are you going to headquarters today?”
“Yeah, Ryuga wanted to go over some more things.”
“Ryuga? Is that another alias of his?”
“Yes, L has quite a few. If only we could learn his real name…”
I glance up at him, confused, “Why would it matter? Neither of us are Kira, plus I think it’s smart that he chooses to use an alias.”
“Chinami, it’s not about being Kira. If he completely trusts me than he should have no problem whatsoever with me knowing his real name.”
“Light, Ryuzaki is just being careful. No one else on the task force knows his real name. I think using an alias would be the best way to go, I know with being a very valuable detective and all, I would use an alias too, if I were in the same situation that is.”
He looks very taken aback, “Who’s side are you on in this Chi? I’ve been your best friend for years and you just met this guy a week ago. You two haven’t spoken a word to one another besides that one day and now all of a sudden you’re in love with the guy!
I gasp and cover my face, I am not in love with Ryuzaki! How could he say such an outrageous thing?
“I am not in love with Ryuzaki! Why would you say something stupid like that you big oaf?!” I yell, slapping his shoulder many times.
“You wouldn’t be acting like this if I said you were in love with Matsuda.”
“I’m not ‘in love’ with anyone! You know you’re such a jerk sometimes! I’m going back to my place. I’ll see you at headquarters.”
As I run the opposite way we were walking I hear Light shouting from behind me, “Chinami, you don’t even know if you’re allowed to be there!”
Once I arrive at my apartment, I run in and shut the door behind me. I’m seventeen and living on my own. My mother was killed in a car accident when I was a baby and my father left for America a few years ago. He told me not to worry, he’d be back. When I came home from school the next day, he was gone. I’ve been on my own since I was twelve. There’s no problem with it, I can take care of myself. I get a check every month that is supposed from my father but I don’t buy it. I don’t think he’s actually sending the money. But the money pays for the rent and all the utilities. I have some left over to buy food and after that a little for myself. I used to use it to buy clothes and things but I’ve been saving it.
“Stupid, stupid Light. He always says the stupidest things. I am not in love with Ryuzaki! I just met him. Of course I could hold a conversation with him but what would say if I did? I’d just make a fool out of myself.”
I walk into my bathroom intending to take a shower. I glance at the clock on my desk, 5:37 pm. Perfect. I have about half an hour to get ready before jumping on a bus to headquarters. I smile and proceed with my shower. I make sure to clean everywhere and shave. When I get out of the shower I smile at my reflection. Having self care days are what allow me to feel good about myself all of the time. Feeling good about myself, is my key to happy living. Especially when I’m by myself most of the time.
I get dressed in my usual black dress and stockings and I’m off to catch the 6:15 bus to headquarters. I smile at the driver as the bus doors open.
“Here’s my pass sir.”
“Thank you miss. You may sit anywhere you’d like.”
“Thank you sir.”
I sit in one of the front seats seeing as my drop off is one of the first ones. It takes about twenty minutes to get there. Once the bus arrives I stand up, ready to make my departure.
I turn towards the driver before stepping off the last step, “Thank you for the ride sir.”
“Of course, have a nice night young lady.”
“You too sir! Don’t push yourself too hard.”
I smile and wave as the bus driver pulls away. Turning around, I smile at the building before walking up to the doors. I pull on one of the handles but the door stays closed. Huh? I pull on it again, it doesn’t budge. I push and once again, no movement. I glance inside and notice an old man walking past the door.
“Hey! Hey wait! Sir could you let me in?” I knock on the door twice to get his attention.
He glances up at me, and walks towards the door. As he opens it, he speaks to me, “I’m sorry, I didn’t realize anyone else was supposed to be showing up tonight.”
“No no it’s quite alright. Is Light inside?”
“How rude of me! I’m sorry I never properly introduced myself. I’m Chinami Misora, and you are?”
He glances at me, “Watari.”
“Well it’s very nice to meet you Watari. I’m actually looking for the Kira Task Force. Would you happen to know where they are?”
“Why, yes. I could take you to them.”
“I would very much appreciate that.”
I follow the old man down a set of hallways.
“You shouldn’t introduce yourself to everybody. Real names and faces are dangerous right now.”
I glance at the man, “Huh?”
“Kira, he needs a name and a face. That’s all. They figured that out last meeting. I just want you to be careful. You seem like such a nice girl.”
“Thank you very much Watari. Are you saying I should use an alias?”
“I wouldn’t say a complete alias. A shortened version of your name will do.”
“Chi? Hm Chi Misoni?”
I hear him hum, I suppose that’s a sound of approval.
“Would you help me with this tray of sweets?”
I turn towards the man to see him grabbing a tray off of a cart. The tray has many chocolate covered strawberries along with cupcakes on it.
“Are those for Ryuzaki?”
He nods his head.
“Could I- could I try one?”
I smile and grab a strawberry from the corner of the tray. As I bite the tip of the strawberry a mixture of sweet chocolate and strawberry juice fills my mouth. Strawberries just so happen to be my absolute favorite.
“Mmm these are really good. I think Ryuzaki will love them.”
“Yes, he does have a particular taste for strawberries.”
“So do I! They’re my favorite.”
I see Watari form a small smile, “Alright let’s bring these to L.”
We walk down a few more hallways before Watari opens a door. I peek around him to see Light, L, Chief Yagami, Matsuda, Aizawa, and a few others from the task force.
“Ryuzaki, you have a visitor.” Watari says, stopping.
“Huh?” Ryuzaki turns to look as us, “Oh hello, you’re back.”
“Um,” I walk towards L and set the tray of strawberries in front of him, “These are for you. Watari said to bring them to you.”
He looks up at me and gives me a small smile, “Yes thank you, I quite enjoy strawberries.”
“Chinami! What are you doing here? I told you that you weren’t allowed to come!” Light says, pushing me away from L and standing between us.
“I- I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to intrude I just-“
“Light,” starts Ryuzaki, “move aside please.”
Light looks behind him at Ryuzaki and glares but steps aside none the less.
“Chinami, come closer.”
I take a deep breath and step towards L, “Yes Ryuzaki?”
“What do you think about the Kira case? I’d love to see how you feel about this whole thing. I will stay here and go over the notes that we have with you. Than I will ask you for your thoughts and I want you to be honest about everything.”
I nod my head and give him a small smile.
“Alright, Matsuda grab a chair for her, you are all dismissed. You may all go home.”
I turn around to look at Light.
“No way in hell am I letting her stay here with you Ryuzaki! For all I know you’ll question her about me and then she’ll feel uncomfortable here. I don’t trust you with her.”
“Light I’ll be fine, Ryuzaki doesn’t scare me. I promise I’ll be okay.” I say, walking up to Light and hugging him. As I move away I feel him kiss my forehead.
“Are you sure? I’ll stay I don’t-“
“No Light, I’ll be fine,” I lean up to kiss his cheek, “thank you though.”
I see a light blush form on his cheeks. He nods and let’s go of me. Most of the other team members have left. I wave to Light and his father as they walk out. Turning back to L, I find him already looking at me.
“Oh, I’m sorry.” I say, hurrying to sit in the chair beside him.
“No need to apologize, I was just thinking.”
“Thinking? About what?”
“Your relationship with Light. Is he usually like this? Very protective of you. How deep are your feelings for each other?”
“Oh,” I glance at the floor, my face turning a bright red, “um Light is just my best friend. I did sort of have a crush on him a while ago but I don’t feel anything like that anymore. I’m not sure about Light though, every time I say your name he gets mad at me and-“
“You two talk about me?”
I look up, my cheeks even hotter, “No that’s not what I meant! I-“
“Hey,” he touches my chin, “that’s alright. Calm down. How about we begin going over the case?”
I see Watari smile out of the corner of my eye.
He turns his head towards me, “Yes?”
“Can I- can I have one of the strawberries? I’m sorry to ask but they are my favorite treat.”
I look over at rhe half eaten tray and wonder when he ate all of those. He smiles before picking one up and handing it to me.
“Thank you.” I say, sucking on the chocolate.
“Alright, so about Kira…”
This is part two of my little DeathNote series. I wanted to let you guys know that I will be writing the twins still but I’m taking a little break seeing as they have announced their “retirement” so to speak of posting YouTube videos.
i’ve never seen deathnote but omgg- ur story makes me wanna, ur so good!!
Thank you love! I suggest watching the anime because the movie with Nat Wolff does it no justice whatsoever! But if you want, I’ll definitely be reposting deathnote stuff. Ask me any questions you might have! I’d be glad to answer