Never let a man show you that he doesn’t want you. Read that again.
I am allowed to make a big deal out of things that feel really big to me.
The saddest thing about our story is that we could have made it work. If you cared about me like how I cared about you, you could have fought for me. But you didn’t. So it’s clear, I was right every time I told you that I loved you more. You always denied it and said you loved me more, but I guess now we know.
Sorry that I have trust issues. But when you give someone everything and they treat it like nothing, something inside of you really breaks.
Stop letting “I’m sorry” making you fall back into the cycle. He’s not sorry at all, for what he did to you. If he loved you, cared about your feelings, and wanted to be the best for you, he wouldn’t have done what he did. Okay? You don’t destroy someone mentally to the point of a nervous breakdown and it be a “mistake” and you’re sorry? What’s he’s sorry for is he has now lost the best thing he ever had. No one is ever going to match up to you. And now he has to introduce someone new to his mates who isn’t anywhere near your level and he’s pissed off. Sucks to be him. Keep it moving.
Note to Self : You gotta do this for you. This is for you. This isn’t about anybody. Live for you. Honor you. Never lose sight of that.