@queenmoriarty

i keep forgetting that I have déjà vu’s and when I have a déjà vu i remember having them. it‘s an endless cycle

shoutout to all the kids who were constantly late for class at school back then because they suffered from anxiety and had to have an emotional support coffee with them, which they bought before school in order to have the strength to be able to enter the classroom in the first place

‘my child is completely fine’

ur child has several obsessions with fictional characters, from which he adapts specific character traits and behaviors in order to get through the day

‘my child is completely fine’

sir ur child’s coping mechanism is to watch horror movies in order to suppress their real-world fears and replace them for a while

i want to go back to those days when the only important decision you had to make was whether you were team edward or team jacob

the way you wear kindness is attractive

I know you’ve suffered

But I don’t want you to hide

It’s cold and loveless

I won’t let you be denied

Soothing, I’ll make you feel pure

Trust me, you can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart

I want to recognize your beauty’s not just a mask

I want to exorcise the demons from your past

I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Realized I’m less important

Than I thought I’d be

I’m not tellin’ you for any certain reasons but

I just want your empathy

Our lives keep on gettin’ shorter

Losin’ opportunity

There might be some other ways of looking at it but

That’s just what I see

hear me out here are two types of people:

‘ugh i feel really depressed i think i‘ll take a nap’

and:

'ugh i feel really depressed i think i’m doing a workout’

and then there‘s me, the:

'hm i think imma listen to deeply sad music to sink even further into the tranquil state of melancholy’ type.

hahaha i’m so damn shy and i can’t look strangers in the eyes when they are obviously looking for eye contact and now i pretend i’m laughing but actually i would like to reciprocate eye contact, only at this moment it feels as if that is connected with the greatest fear, i don’t even know what exactly, but at the moment i feel pure fear and that’s why people have always said i come across as aloof or even rude when i’m just afraid of social interaction ya feel me

sometimes I really believe that only you alone are responsible for your own happiness

life a single collection of routines, a circle that we occasionally try to break out of by temporarily distracting ourselves.

But you could also see it differently:

life is an inconsistent state of temporary distractions in which routines try to fit into.

whatever it is to you, make the best out of it.

‘my child is completely fine’

madam ur child listens to 'Daddy Issues’ by The Neighbourhood at full volume on a continuous loop

10-year-old me:

*falls from a three meter high tree to the ground*

is completely fine, has not a scratch, gets up again and walks on

22-year-old me:

*sits crooked on a desk chair*

needs a chiropractor, pain reliever and two weeks vacation

whenever you feel sad just remember there are billions of cells in your body and all they care about is you

stop looking outside of yourself for your value.

you alone are enough ~ 🌺

ok but do you sometimes have the feeling that you are either really bad at making conversation or else you are interpreting too much into the words of a person and actually everything is fine??

If I can hold you tonight

And keep you so safe armor falls aside

If I can hold, baby, you tonight

I doubt it’s going to change what we are inside

truth be told I probably care more about my best friend than I care about myself at all

✨ it started snowing ❄️

here‘s a snowy ASMR. you’re welcome 👼 ✨

I tried to write your name in the rain

But the rain never came

So I made with the sun

The shade

Always comes at the worst time

You ask me what I’m thinking about

I tell you that I’m thinking about

Whatever you’re thinking about

Tell me something that I’ll forget

And you might have to tell me again

~ 🌸

ok but have you ever been so absorbed in a hobby or been so perfectionist with something that you completely forget the time and looking back it feels like you were in a trance or am I just weird lol

ok, but anyone who tells me that memes are not a form of self-therapy should inform the last crumb of serotonin in my body, which only exists because of memes and is desperately trying to convey at least a little bit of joy

hey hello if you haven’t been told today, this is your friendly daily reminder that:

- you are a valuable, adorable and kind human

- you are full of potential and skills

- you are worth being treated properly and respectfully

- you should be good to yourself

- you inspire others with your nature, even if you don’t even notice it

- you should not give up, because believe me, it will get better

- you ARE worth it

so please: be nice to your soul and your body, you are exactly right as you are. embrace that.

I wish you a wonderful and peaceful day 💕✨

mood:

what day of the week is today, is it already 2021? is it day or night? ah yes irrelevant nevertheless.

our hearts beat in sync

and when I fall out of rhythm

you bring me back to the unison of your heartbeat

me: expresses any type of emotions

my brain: don’t say it

don’t say it

don’t say it

don’t say it

don’t say it

me:

my brain:

me: sorry i‘m being weird just ignore me lmao I’ll be fine soon

no one:

really no one:

not a single soul:

my brain: so let’s start a stress reaction

adrenal gland: aight *produces stress hormones*

coffee or no coffee… that‘s the quest-

lmao who am I kiddin‘ there’s no doubt in that

ok random but i need 12 cups of coffee, an unlimited amount of cash money, exciting background music, a plane ticket to ibiza, and 7 parrots as pets to keep me company thanks bye