Why do I long for you?
It’s because I would’ve took all the pain in the world to still have you in my life
Because with the unmanageable amount of pain came an unmanageable amount of happiness
You made me happy
Nothing makes me happy
Nobody can make me happy
But you, you wonderful liar in disguise made me so happy
You were my meaning in life.
But you weren’t just the Rose,
You were the life threatening thorn that I poked.
I took the pain to look at the beauty
And soon I got used to the pain.
But roses don’t last forever.
You started wilting in my hands
And somebody else tore you out of my hands
But you didn’t resist
If anything you were more happier in their hands
For I just tolerated the pain
As your beauty wilted all that remained were thorns.
I was willing to take the pain.
And at that moment you bloomed for somebody else.