…makes me want to punch people in the face.
However, it’s not the Enochian tag.
The cornerstone of any practice involving Daemons, is meditation. Whether it is meditation through dance, yoga, or in it’s purest form as breath focus. Filling in a Daemonic aspect to it, helps in bringing you closer to the Daemonic Divine.
what if angels in their “true” forms are actually more terrifying than demons because demons reflect human sins and fears but angels are so entirely other and alien from us as to be truly eldritch
demon, looking at a renaissance painting of an angel as a rosy-cheeked cherub with fluffy white wings and golden curls and a gentle, loving expression: you see this shit? propaganda
I think part of the reason I’m so difficult on other practitioner’s is because I hold myself to extremely high standards, after all, my word for 2021 is: Limitless. And a fair amount of people I know tend to be afraid of that word, because they’re afraid to remove the theoretical and mental limitations that only end up stunting their path. I’m a hypocrite if I say I don’t regularly doubt my own abilities to achieve higher than I go, however Demonolatry has by continuous occasion proven to me otherwise. Oftentimes, and I’m sure other Demonolator’s have experienced the same situation if you’ve been practicing for even a few months, is that you’ll have moments where you think it can’t get any worse… and then it does. However this manifests for you, the stress is still eminent. You’re genuinely asking yourself why you haven’t given up yet, having to constantly remind yourself why you’re even wrapped up into this in the first place. You keep thinking you’re at your wits end, your limit, and that if you were going to get pushed even another centimeter you promised yourself you would bail. And for some reason, that prompts the demons to push you another mile. I’ve been there. I’ve had friends who’ve been there. It’s not fun. Yet, everytime it happens; as I get forcefully pushed deeper than I thought I could handle, I’m still living and breathing. I’m still standing, even as my world falls apart and shatters into pieces. The Demons walk with me every step further I get pushed, encouraging me with humble words and telling me to stay on pace. As 99% of my conscious mind switches into fight or flight, I tell myself to run, to drop my entire practice, that I can’t take this anymore.
And for some reason, that 1% would rather die than give up its position. The 1% knows what’s going on, but it also knows where this is going. Now not everyone is going to have that 1%, I like to think that having a 1% is just a trait natural to Demonolator’s. Either way, I stick to the torture, and I just can’t give up, and it’s always been because of that fundamental 1%. Once the worst is over, I look back on it all and joke, “It wasn’t so bad”. Truth be told if someone I worked with told me I was about to go through the same thing again I’d probably sob myself to sleep for a few weeks, however, I’ll do it. Because somehow my will to go farther than anyone ever expected me is prepared to undergo whatever it takes to get me above where I want to be. See, once these sorts of events happen to you, considering you’re hoping to become or already are a practicing Demonolator, you can start to realize that you are so much stronger than you ever realized. You become the living, walking example of that which is, Limitless. That which exceeds the expectations, including your own. It starts at 1%, and as you continue working with the demonic, that percentage is bound to grow. Maybe for others, it’s now at 10%, which is great! You are becoming limitless. Now my favorite part about this theoretical concept, is the idea that the greatest manifestation of the demonic is that which is within you. The alchemical changes that occur, altering your very being and the core of who you are. As you begin to grow that percentage, you begin to embody the demonic within yourself. No longer will they one day have to walk beside you as you tremble through the abyss, for you carry that will of the Demons that have once had to carry it for you. The Demonic can turn anyone from limiting, to Limitless. Their changes only wait for your acknowledgement and your realization, that all along, it was you that was always limitless.
This is why it peeves me when people continuously try to limit themselves, both in practice and in life. I meet practitioners in my day to day who doubt their ability to get that job, or get that promotion, or even trust their intuition. Limited thinking produces Limited results. Limitless thinking lets you go beyond the stars. Limitless thinking isn’t saying anything can happen, rather, it’s a measure of your now infinite growth. A reality where challenges and struggle make you stronger, all it takes is to trust yourself, and you will be unafraid to achieve higher because you will be unafraid to deal with the trials it brings.
“To define is to limit.”
Welcome to the first of (hopefully many to come) my series which I’ve dubbed: Just my perspective! Jmp for short! I hope for this to be a compilation of just some thoughts I have as a growing occultist/demonolator. These are simply my perspectives on some things I see within the occult community, and are totally up for discussion if you’d like! My perspective should never be taken as an absolute truth, and whether you agree and disagree, please continue to keep an open mind as you read on! Thanks!
I like to keep myself active on a number of sites related to demonolatry, especially sites where other practitioners can leave their input. I’ll be honest, next to witchtok being perhaps the most toxic platform in regards to learning witchcraft, the social media app: Amino, might as well be a close second. However, I am not here to critique the platform as a whole, but rather my experiences with other ‘demonolator’s’ there. As it is a platform for chatting, you’re bound to talk to a number of rotten apples and practitioner’s who genuinely make me question if they have taken the time to properly understand Demonolatry and Demonology before delving straight into the practice. I think one of the reason’s I despise a lot of the demonolator’s on there is the lack of seriousness and genuine priority they have for their craft. A majority of them are quick to anger, and are all for this concept of embracing the darkness, so far as to reject anything that is remotely considered as ‘light’. In my personal opinion, you cannot hurt without learning to heal, the saying also applies to you cannot understand darkness without understanding light. Switch it to positive and negative energy if that helps you understand it better.
A number of ‘demonolator’s’, which I will choose to bracket simply because it would feel wrong to group these people (who are clearly under-researched and immature) to the legitimate demonolator’s out there who devote a lot of time into understanding demonolatry. The term legitimate is also hypocritical on my end, everyone’s paths are different, and I understand that. However even other demonolator’s on paths very different than mine devote so much time into their practice and have such a genuine pure love towards what they do.
Getting to the point itself, I work with Archangels, and have had a number of experiences with a few of them. Perhaps in the beginning there was some fear, but as time continued, I have learned to respect and to love them the same way I adore the demonic. I will not be critiquing any hate towards all of the angels in general, as I have no experience with any of them but the archangels. I would notice oftentimes whenever I would bring it up in this chatroom of ‘demonolator’s’, this herd of users would suddenly uproar as if I had personally discriminated against them or something of the like. They would yell blasphemous things about how they didn’t like any angels, how they would never work with one, how they essentially denied the angelic existence and adored the demonic. Don’t get me wrong, I also love the demonic, but I don’t see working with the archangels as a betrayal of my path unless I were to do a 180 and become an Enochian witch full time. These ‘demonolator’s’ acted so disgusted by my mentioning of the archangels. A definite reason for this could be just religious trauma, after all, if we were to bring up our workings with a conservative Christian, or even some toxic new aged spiritualists, we might be met with a similar response. But I don’t think that’s an excuse to treat another person’s craft like that. I get it if you don’t like them that much, but it isn’t that nice to completely degrade them without acknowledging that a fair amount of demonolator’s eventually work with the angelic. For what reason? Balance. I think me being able to learn beside the archangels has helped me develop even further as a practitioner because it gave me the experience to understand them and how working with them can also be a very powerful and liberating experience. But that may be also for the fact that I know I don’t work with their Christian/Abrahamic perspective. I work happily with the masks of them that are far from an Abrahamic faith.
I think in a way, this hatred towards the angels also comes from this inability to deal with anything Abrahamic. On those social media platforms, it seems that every time someone makes an educative post on the demonic from an Abrahamic perspective (which actually reading that post, didn’t really say anything to offend demonolators), this herd of ‘demonolator’s’, and it’s always the same people, go to attack and ostracize the post. This makes me a bit upset, because I understand being mean to Christian’s who have initiated that hatred against us, but for Christian practitioners genuinely trying to understand our perspective and sharing theirs, we shouldn’t instantly think to attack them. Rather, we should try to understand them rather than recklessly yelling insults at them. I always like to say this, but to understand demonology, understanding abrahamic faiths is also a requirement. You cannot attempt to learn demonolatry whilst ignoring its abrahamic roots. People who are still in the phase of being unaccepting of Abrahamic faiths, Angelolators, and Enochian Witches clearly have just as much growth to accomplish as those that would torment our practices. And, like I said, it’s very likely a lot of this stems from unresolved religious trauma. But seriously, I do wish more ‘demonolator’s’ would think through their words before pasting them. I love the Archangels I work with perhaps just as much as the Demons I work with, and I hold absolutely no shame in that. And I don’t think I or anyone else who works with Archangels deserves to be shamed for that.
Just my perspective~
THE DELIBERATE OBSTRUCTION OF FEMININE SATANIC POWER
When one reads the books of Demonology (mostly penned by RHP male Occultists) it is amazing how the focus is always on Demons that are of a male gender or at least Androgynous and how the Demoness has been quietly and carefully phased out.
Demons such as Asmodeus, Beelzeboul, Abaddon, Arioch, Lucifuge Rofocale, Mammon, Moloch and Adramalech are all names that can be easily found in the books of the famed Occult Demonologists and yet with the exception of Lilith the Demonesses of Hell are sadly omitted from most texts.
Naamah, Sonneillon, Verrine, Verrier, Asafoetida, Unsere, Delipitorae, Abyzou and Ashtoret are names rarely appearing in the texts written by those of the Religions of the Light.
We would be mistaken in thinking this to be an oversight ~ as a Satanic Witch who has focused for many years on the raising of the female role and power in Satanic Black Magick and as a avid Demonologist and Practitioner of the Infernal Arts I have found that female Practitioners working with female gendered Demons have latent and potent powers released … this of cause is not to say that female Satanists cannot work with Demons of a male gender, but my point is I believe that the lack of focus on the Demoness has been deliberate in many ways to halt the release of the ineffable Arcane power within the Satanic Priestess. No doubt another reason for this is the innate fear which resides in the Occult scholar of Catholic or Christian religious leanings of the power of the female and her sexual elements; the deeper reasoning behind the concept of the de-sexualized and passive of the Virgin Mary.
More Satanic Priestesses should concentrate on working with the Infernal Demoness ~ Naamah, Delipitorae, Sonneillon and Unsere are particularly potent Infernal Spirits to Commune with … Naamah enhances the sensual side of woman, Lilith of cause empowers women on all levels and I have seen from experience the effect of Abyzou and Sonneillon can have the young Priestess in releasing and harnessing the powers which lie within the female Satanic Witch.
More male Satanists should also Work with these Demons of female gender, they enhance the psychic and telepathic abilities of the male Practitioner which are in truth more natural and potent in women.
Upon the path of Classical Satanic Witchcraft their is a firm polarized equilibrium between the male and female Satanic Practitioner ~ the poisonous and blatantly sexist view of LaVeyan Satanism will not be tolerated.
Any true, experienced and knowledgeable Satanic Priest will know of the power and alliance of the Satanic Priestess and the latent forces they possess just as the pallid writers of RHP Occultism did and deliberately sort to ensure that the material to release those powers and the Spirits connected with them were relegated into obscurity.
© August2017 Brother Scriniarii
Source of Image ~ Victoria Frances
“He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.”
- Friedrich Nietzsche.
I had always adored that quote from the moment I first read it. From my interpretation, Nietzsche makes a number of points that I find fascinating: firstly, that ‘fighting with monsters’ can be compared to the analogy of battling ones demons, ones fears. Let’s take for example the seven deadly sins metaphorically, to devote so much time to avoid all the sins, that avoidance stemming from the fear of embodying the sins; that very desperation to avoid it may as well be a fatal flaw on its own. Think about it, battling too long against your demons will turn you into one, perhaps not an exact replica, but one of its own classification. The second point is derived from the second part of the quote, I like to compare it to the idea of studying the occult and demonology/demonolatry in general. It is not meant to say that studying these taboo subjects will get you injured (though, that is not impossible), it is meant to say that by choosing to research and even dip your feet at a handful of subjects that are typically taken as mysterious, unexplainable, magick… You, by consenting to learn about it, are consenting whatever is on the other side (whether you choose to believe in its existence or not) to learn of you. Devoting energy into them (define ‘them’ as you see fit.) opens up a channel for them to devote energy towards you as well. With those conclusions, I like using this quote to move to the idea of how well this fits with the practice of demonolatry in general.
A deeper analysis of the abyssal and demonic current, however, is better saved for future posts. This is an introduction so that you may better understand who I am as a person and practitioner of the occult/left hand currents.
Hello! You can just call me Kirellia. Perhaps one day, if I can fulfill my own dreams to publish my own discoveries on my path, I’ll go by a different name. I previously went by the name Stonks (you’re still welcome to call me that if you prefer!), I do feel like that would throw a good amount of people off if I used that name in a serious light though. That’s not to say that my posts won’t be serious. Surely, as a Gen Z’er, I love to joke, humor seems to be my greatest coping mechanism lol, but I am passionate about the subjects I would like to discuss, so I hope you can stick around for that!
To be honest, I have no pronoun preferences, though I often go by she/they these days. As a mundane person, I enjoy music and the arts, as well as gaming/anime. I also love to play sudoku.
As a practitioner, I practice left hand path demonolatry! Meaning I work with and alongside demons for most of my craft, though on occasions you may catch me including angels and deities within my craft. I’m by definition, a theistic luciferian, though I have yet to initiate properly.
My main practices are usually revolved around astral/dreamwork, clair developments, and set towards self improvement, spiritual ascension, expanding my own intellect. I am a sucker for astrology and energy workings. I can guarantee that as time goes by, my craft and my practices will continue to develop in a number of directions, and I hope that through creating this tumblr, I can have a space to document these changes, to be able to look back years later and see my own growth/development. I am ready for the mistakes, successes, and lessons along the way, and I will never be alone through it all.