hey folks, it’s admin soro. though this net is as new and fresh as a baby’s bottom, I sadly will be leaving. Following my leave, shayna (the other big boi admin) will be managing both nets. SO YA’LL BETTER RESPECT HER.
i know i should be quiet on my blog these days but GIVE SORO A ROUND OF APPLAUSE SHE CARRIED US WHEN WE CREATED THESE NETWORKS 👏
Hey! I read your rant, and I just want to comment on that “barely any of my moots read my fics” thing. I think that's not a good way to think because a lot of fic writers just prefer to not read fics even if they do write them, or some of them just don't have the time to do so. The thing about commenting on fics is: if they read it and they like it, then they should comment and reblog it. It would be kinda offensive to people if they were to be obligated to read fics despite their own circumstances and preferences (and while I'm sure you didn't mean in that, it was how it came off, at least to me hehe, we all have different perceptions so maybe it's just me who thought that way!). Maybe they just like being your friend and supporting you and think you're a pretty nice person (again I'm talking about moots, not silent readers. And if I'm coming off as wrong somewhere pls correct me ^w^)? Again, this is not me justifying the horrible like to reblog ratios, but just something that came to mind. So yeah! Just wanted to clear up that thing in a way I felt would be right. I'm not hating on you in any sense, and if it has come off that way I'm truly sorry. D: have a nice day! ♡♡♡♡♡
yes i agree that that part is quite selfish, i dont know what i was thinking while writing all of that ^^; thank you! i’ll delete that rant so nobody feels offended.
#anon #and to all my moots out there i don’t blame you! sometimes i do the same thing and its something i need to work on too #okay now i feel like crying im so sorry guys #shit sorry im sobbing right now ahaha #its not your fault at all anon! im just disappointed in myself #please dont blame yourself ^^
just realized only one of my online friends made me a gift for my birthday lolol
#and im not being greedy or something like that its just #i do so much for my online friends so when will they return the favor T-T #some didnt even wish me a happy birthday even though i did for them #well theres always next year lol
warnings: food, crying and sad vibes overall, not edited
a/n: i was making some tomato rice today when i suddenly thought of this. although i’ve never tried any coping mechanisms for self assurance or to get rid of stress per se, i was hoping writing this could help in some way. ps: i make a small cameo in here, see if you can find me ;)
The bell above the glass panelled door chimes in its playful manner, your attention from wiping the counters down temporarily broken away.
“I’m sorry, we’re closed for-”
Your words abruptly stop midway, your head craning to look at the overdue customer.
You’re met with eight pairs of eyes, all looking at you with tired gazes, a duffel bag strapped on most of their shoulders, while the others have their hands tucked in their jackets or sweatpants.
It’s a familiar sight and you can’t help but smile at the haggard faces in front of you. Letting out a sigh, you man ever your way across the counter and huddle the group to one corner of the room where the lighting was yellow and warm, and the table somewhat dented with weird scribbles.
The scraping of chair can be heard as you hurry to the freezer, pulling out large bottles of sprite and cold water which you again hasten to place on the table along with eight clear glasses you grab from near the water dispenser.
Minho leans back in his chair, only slightly tilting his head when he feels Jisung’s head drop onto his shoulder tiredly. Felix has his hand over Changbin’s, gently rubbing circles on his bruised knuckles, his eyes fluttering ever so often.
Hyunjin puts his hair up in a weary bun, loose strands falling on his neck. Jeongin seems too exhausted to fight off Seungmin’s hug, rather leaning into his touch as they lay their heads on top of each other.
Only Chan looks up at you with an apologetic smile and glimmering eyes.
You wave it off as you pour a refreshing glass of water in their cups without a word. You only tell them to wait while you prepare some ting for them.
So they wait.
Under the florescent light of the kitchen, you’re calm and not bustling about to find ingredients and dishes. You know where everything is and what you want, it’s only your mind that races to put together a meal.
I just wanted to take a quick survey, cause I’m actually quite curious!!
when you’re planning a fic, how do you plan it out? Do you bullet point? Do you just write a summary and take it from there? Or do you make a detailed outline?
I just wanna see how different everyone’s techniques are! Reblog with your processes or send me an ask!
hello!! my process is quite messy T-T i’ll be explaining what i do for oneshots!
i usually just do bulletpoints and divide my story into sections. this and this scene goes into one section, another scene goes into a different section. i map out details of what happens in those sections through the bulletpoints, as well as describe what the characters are feeling.
before outlining the plot, however, i make sure to assign the fics its aus and tropes so i have a small guideline to go off of (this is where i put my characters’ personalities as well!)
i know a lot of my mutuals have much more detailed outlines (i tend to have detailed outlines for series, but not for oneshots) so hopefully they see this post and add onto it! i hoped i helped a bit ^^
warnings : major character death, arguments, rain (?), miscommunication
yeah, your girl is back with another angst lmao trust me it sucks it’s shitty writing
Y/n jogged after Seungmin, her hair sticking to her forehead from the rain, the heels of shoes stomping against the water on the platform. She held her beautiful pearly pink dress in her hands, now decorated with the delicate beads of raindrops, as she tried to keep up with him.
Seungmin hid his body with the security of an umbrella against the storm, one of his hands in his pockets as he quickened his pace. The dark suit he wore was drenched by the sky’s tears.
“Leave me alone, Y/n. I don’t want to see you.”
“Can you at least talk to me? What did I even do?”
He yelled something back in a reply, but his voice was muffled by the crack of thunder, sounding loudly in their ears. The wind screamed against them, pushing them further away.
Something was tight in Y/n’s chest, making her take in deeper breathes as she tried to keep her fogging eyes on Seungmin on the busy street. The streetlights were blurring right before her eyes, as she were viewing them through a wet window.
He was so close.
“Seungmin, please, listen. We can tal-”
“I don’t want to talk! Leave me alone, would you?”
“But I don’t understand-”
“And you won’t ever!”
Her chest tightened further. She felt a knot tying itself in her stomach. The rain sounded louder, each footstep felt heavier than the last. Hold on tighter.
She could hear her heartbeat at the back the back of her throat as she extended a delicate hand and yanked his shoulder, causing him to throw the umbrella, which was lost in the rainy night. The hair she ran her hands through was ruined, the face she loved ever so dearly faced her, a look of dread embedded in his features, his usually soft eyes were staring daggers into her now broken soul, the lips she kissed now we’re pursed and pale. Seungmin took a shakey breath, softly pushing her hand off his shoulder. He held her hand, facing her.
“Please. Leave,” he managed, licking his lips.
“Why? What did I do?”
He inhaled sharply, and let go of her hands.
“You don’t even know,” he scoffed unbelievably, “What’s the point of communicating? Leave me alone, don’t you get it?”
He sighed, rubbing his face, and turned around again, walking away from her.
Lowering her glassy eyes, she spun on her heel, and walked the opposite way. Their footsteps were audible, despite the traffic, sounding in union. Where did it go wrong? Why did it go wrong? What did she even do?
The thunder clapped louder, the rain poured faster.
Everything was so perfect, what even happened? Before this day, they had done so many pleasant things. Everything seemed to weigh her shoulders down further.
Her fingers lingered around the skirt of her dress, scratching the wet material. She couldn’t tell if she was really crying, or it was just the rain. She couldn’t see very well, the environment just seemed to blur. Her mind wandered into unpleasant thoughts, her body kept moving. The tightness in her chest traveled to her throat.
The sounds of the background roamed around her too, too vague for her to decipher. She could make out a few noises, and one of them was Seungmin, screaming her name. Her body didn’t respond, she wouldn’t be able to face him.
She didn’t dare turn around, her body kept moving, each footstep felt like she was stepping on bundles of thorns, each breath felt like she was inhaling crushed shards of glass.
The sound of the platform she stepped on now changed, sounding firmer. A light in the distance grew closer and closer. Seungmin’s screams grew louder. She never heard him scream that way before.
Y/n exhaled painfully. She turned her eyes towards where she was, and the last thing she saw before her senses were crushed in agony, was the twinkling headlights of the car, reflecting off her bloodshot eyes, too helpless to move.
Contrary to the popular belief, death ends a life, not a relationship.
I am loud, a really sensitive person and a person who will fite anything and everything. I talk a lot especially about random stuff lol and regarding the fite part, i curse a lot and sometimes get into fights ahahhaa. my hobbies are dancing, singing and painting/drawing (ofc writing stories) i want my partner to be just as chaotic and loud but can comfort me when i feel sad in which i often am. I don’t want quietness, big fights and loneliness in a relationship sksks. I am 160+cm the last time i checked and i want my partner to be taller~ i’m an ambivert leaning introvert, a proud libra. Thank you very much 🤍🤍
i ship you with…
i was very close to shipping you with jisung instead, but i felt like that would kind of be like fighting fire with fire since your personalities are similar LOL. but anyways, hyunjin!! he’s the calm in your storm and will be there for you when you get into sticky situations. he also finds comfort in you as well, and your hobbies are very similar!!
your relationship moments with him include:
him offering you words of encouragement during a hard time
drawing each other
dancing at 2 am in the dance studio
dragging you out of fights (or at least attempting to)