To the love of my life,
You tell me you can’t live without out me but I know you can. There are so many things in life you can’t do and that is not one of them. You have outlived every bad memory that I have ever had. you’ve outdone your self with every second of every minute. You make me happy, the happiest and I know I sometimes make you the craziest. I make you feel anger and sadness all at the same time. I’m sorry those moments, i’m sorry for hurting you. I wish I could take them all back and replace them with a smile and a warm feeling inside you chest. Just to let you know I love your smile, the way you laugh at my jokes even the ones that aren't funny. You have the ability to make feel like i’m on the top of the world even when everything is upside down. You make me feel like i'm the only one alive, I don’t think anyone has ever made me feel crazy mad love like you do.
You can live without me, it will take a while but you will..You always do.. I’m sorry but I can’t sit here and say I could do the same, I can't live without you and I sincerely mean it. Its like being stranded somewhere in the world with no food, no chance of survival and accepting it. I see it coming and I accept that if you ever decide leave, to leave me it will be okay. I’ll accept that I have to go on without you but to live without you is a completely different world. A world were I don’t think I could make it. Don’t take this words to heart, don’t let these be the ones that stop you. let these be the one that lead you to whatever is that you want, to whoever you are ready to be.
Instead let those words be engrave in you but don’t let those words immobilize you. I say these words with great pain but with acceptance once again. I love you and if you ever stop feeling for me, when ever you stop wanting to be with me know that it’s okay. It’s okay to leave and look for better things, people eventually do. We are born to want the next big thing. Not that I was anything big but…I accept a life without you but please know that it won’t be life, it would just be.