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  • thestrangesprite
    14.01.2021 - 4 days ago
    look ma, no hands

    yeah i can meditate and eat healthier and get sober during quarantine but honestly drinking a whole bottle of wine to myself every other night is just funnier and i’d rather go with the comedy version of this shit show.

    [theme song to this post: no hands by waka flocka flame (feat. roscoe dash and wale)

    #diary#quarantine thoughts#sober#comedy#humor #look ma no hands #no hands#waka flocka #waka flocka flame #roscoe dash#wale
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  • thestrangesprite
    13.01.2021 - 4 days ago
    real eyes

    i realize the reason i push people away like partner’s and best friends and loved ones is because of the anger and sadness i keep bottled up inside.
    and it’s the same damn song on repeat, ‘it’s not me it’s you, it ain’t working.’

    and when they try to fight for me, 
    when they snap me back to reality
    it’s such a sobering, cathartic experience
    because what’s actually not working is me
    and i can’t make them play a game they’ll never win
    i mean that’s just some psycho shit
    so instead of pushing this burden of fixing myself onto others
    i’m the one who has to make it to work from within

    i know what it’s like to be set up for failure and that shit sucks ass so i release all that in 2021

    #dairy#real eyes#realize #get right within #how you gonna win when you ain't right within
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  • thestrangesprite
    13.01.2021 - 5 days ago

    once the rebellion stops,
    so does the creativity 

    #writing#my writing#poem#poems#poetry#rebel#rebellion#creativity
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  • thestrangesprite
    12.01.2021 - 6 days ago

    it’s clear it can make time stop and leave you stranded in the year of the snake

    so far this year i’ve had a dream about a snake turning into an alligator and last night i had a dream about a really huge eagle perching high above the trees in a park in front of my bedroom. (i currently don’t have a park in front of my bedroom so i’m not sure what that’s about).

    snake meaning

    snake symbolism can mean many different things. these differences are especially true when you consider that it is indigenous to most parts of the world. you can find its mythology in many different cultures. therefore, in some places, the snake meaning can be entirely dissimilar than that of its neighbours. traditionally, snake dream interpretation is varied, so you will have to consider other aspects of the dream.

    in some cases, snake symbolism is also reminding you to stay connected to yourself. there is information that you require. observe both the tiny vibrations in the earth and the warmth and smells of the air and sky. furthermore, when we learn to connect with our surroundings, we can continue to grow. thus we can discard the trappings of the past.

    snake symbolism, and messages

    in this case, snake symbolism is letting you know that transformation is now in progress. in other words, you will be shedding old skin and emotions and transforming them into something bigger and better. thus, similar to the growth and transformation of the angelfish, snake meaning is letting you know that change is in the wind. it also reminds you that you are at the center of it all as the catalyst. therefore, to smoothen the process, make sure that your intentions are clear. you must also have a clear sense of the direction that you wish to strikeout. moreover, the snake’s meaning is letting you know that these changes are safe. there is no need to fear them.

    when alligator symbolism makes an appearance in your life, like the lobster, you can be sure that this is a new period of growth and regeneration for you. you must be sure to give yourself time to integrate all of the changes. in other words, keep yourself balanced as you move through this period.

    alligator meaning, and messages

    in general, alligator symbolism reminds us to look for opportunities to ingest new knowledge and wisdom. the spirit animal represents all of the unbridled creative forces of the world, including the fury and ferocity of reptilian primal energy. therefore, this reptile is the keeper and protector of all knowledge. it is the end of one period in your life and the beginning of something new.

    it is also possible that alligator meaning is letting you know that you have been too complacent of late. sure, things have been moving forward, albeit a bit slowly. however, the universe is putting you on notice that it is time to shake things up a bit. get ready for a wild ride.

    alternatively, your alligator meaning may be letting you know that you need to digest what you have just learned and experienced. you must be sure to integrate everything before moving on to the new.

    alligator totem, spirit animal

    those of you with the alligator totem have a gift for bringing harmony into your life in ways that help you to survive and prosper. moreover, you allow others to be their authentic selves and work hard at being your authentic self at all times. as an alligator totem, you are usually in touch with your real emotions in any given situation. additionally, you know and understand that what you project emotionally is vital for others to see. also, you have a lot of patience in the chaos of other people’s emotions, as well as a deeper understanding of what they are genuinely expressing. thus, you are a gifted healer in the emotional realms.

    alternatively, the alligator dream may be an aspect of yourself and your aggressive and “snappy” attitude. to dream that you are chased or bitten by this reptile denotes disappointments in love and business. if you feel that this animal is hunting you in your dream, beware that someone close to you has made plans to undermine your authority.

    alligator dream interpretation

    to have an alligator dream, similar to the falcon, is symbolic of freedom, hidden strength, and power. conversely, it also forewarns of hidden danger. someone near you is giving you bad advice and is trying to sway you into poor decisions. because this reptile can live in water and on land, they also represent your conscious and subconscious and the emotional and rational. perhaps something is coming to the surface, and you are on the verge of some new awareness.

    oddly, when you dream of these reptiles in pink or blue, you can expect a new child in the family.

    eagle symbolism can also mean that there are opportunities available to you and that you must snatch them up while they last. these opportunities are most likely ones that you have overlooked in the past or have bypassed as impossible. additionally, the eagle meaning can also be symbolic of a renewed sense of purpose in your life. as you sift through these new opportunities, your goals will become more apparent to you. focus on the goals that are closest to your heart.

    eagle meaning, and messages

    in most cases, the appearance of eagle symbolism in your life means that it is time to reconnect with your spiritual path. you must listen to and heed your spiritual directives as well as your heart. in other words, eagle symbolism reminds you to allow them both to lead the way for you at this time. when you can find yourself in this state of flight, then all the doors will open. like a beacon – your heart will follow the light. alternatively, eagle meaning also brings about powerful connections and messages from the source of creation. this spirit animal’s presence brings you closer to your true self. also, you must now be ready to take advantage of any opportunities that come to you, as they will bear abundant fruit. moreover, this is a time that will require strength and courage, as well as your leadership skills.

    eagle totem people usually have a force of will and can have warlike tendencies, especially when they wish to get their way with things. they are high functioning, successful, influential, and entirely status-oriented. this spirit animal totem is not an easy one to master, especially when their strength and will overpowers those around them. it is essential for people with this animal as their totem to recognize that balance in all things is required.

    eagle totem, spirit animal

    people with the eagle totem carry the symbol of air. however, they have strong legs to walk on the earth. often folks with this birds’ essence live near water or a source of food.  these totem people are very good at balancing in all dimensions and achieving inner growth. also, as they soar into their spiritual awareness, they can remain well-grounded in reality. these folks love the water and will often use it as a source of purification.

    #diary#dreams#dream#dream meanings#snake#snake symbolism#alligator#alligator symbolism#eagle#eagle symbolism#spirit animal#spirit#spirit guides
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  • thestrangesprite
    12.01.2021 - 6 days ago

    Ashnikki | STUPID

    Stupid boy think that I need him
    Stupid boy think that I need him
    Stupid boy think that I need him
    I go red hot like a demon
    I go ghost for no damn reason
    Stupid boy think that I need him

    Nothing about you is attractive to me now
    blocking you, avoiding you actively right now
    I don’t need the dick, I need magic, I need money
    puppy wanna lick something sticky just like honey

    #music#music video#music playlist#playlist#tunes#ashnikko#stupid boy#stupid#demidemon#demigoddess#demidevil
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  • thestrangesprite
    11.01.2021 - 1 week ago
    text to friends.

    do you ever have those days or like weeks, or months, or years where you just honestly can’t do it with men anymore haha sometimes i just look at guys when they’re talking to me and i’m just like, what is it about me made you think that i cared about your thought or opinion for. one. second?!

    #diary#text #text to friends #danny#birdie#yelling #she doesn't even go here #i just have a lot of feelings #ok go home
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  • thestrangesprite
    11.01.2021 - 1 week ago
    don’t you cry no more.

    i had a dream that i was watching the last episode of supernatural with the cast and crew and hugging jensen and sobbing and everybody was crying after the episode ended. rob benedict had prepared a speech after the show and everyone was a complete mess. then i woke up with tears in my eyes and sobbing. the end of supernatural is such a hard truth i just can’t admit in 2021.

    #dairy#supernatural#spn#spn family #spn family forever #winchesters forever#wayward winchesters #carry on my wayward son
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  • thestrangesprite
    08.01.2021 - 1 week ago

    Stupid boy think that I need him

    #photo diary#instagram#boomerang#me#selfie #black haired girls #brown eyes #my brown eyed girl #stupid boy#demigoddess#demidemon#demidevil
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  • thestrangesprite
    08.01.2021 - 1 week ago

    I go red hot like a demon

    I go ghost for no damn reason

    #photo diary#instagram#boomerang#me#selfie #black haired girls #brown eyes #my brown eyed girl #stupid boy#demidemon#demigoddess#demidevil
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  • thestrangesprite
    08.01.2021 - 1 week ago

    as a girl in my 30’s i just really miss those nights where i quietly whisper to myself, ‘it’s all happening.’

    #diary#thirty #thirty not flirty or thriving #it's all happening
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  • thestrangesprite
    08.01.2021 - 1 week ago

    it took my 31 years to realize i only like men who are mysterious and aloof and once i’ve cracked them open, i move on. curiosity always kills the love. no use sticking around.

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  • thestrangesprite
    08.01.2021 - 1 week ago
    almost famous.

    when someone you love, respect, and admire reads you their favorite lyrics, makes you a playlist, or recommends an album that moves them
    and you listen to it for the first time – well there’s nothing like it in the world

    #diary#almost famous#music#playlist#music playlist#tunes
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  • thestrangesprite
    05.01.2021 - 1 week ago

    Ashnikki | Daisy

    Fuck a princess, I’m a king
    Bow down and kiss on my ring
    Being a bitch is my kink
    What the fuck else did you think?
    Fuck a princess, I’m a king
    Bow down and kiss on my ring
    It’s gonna hurt, it’ll sting
    Spitting up blood in the sink

    I’m crazy but you like that, I bite back
    Daisies on your nightstand, never forget I
    Blossom in the moonlight, screw eyes
    Glacial with the blue ice
    I’m terrifying

    #music#music video#music playlist#playlist#tunes#ashnikko#daisy
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  • thestrangesprite
    05.01.2021 - 1 week ago
    January 5, 2021

    it’s almost 9 in the morning and all i’m wishing for is some hot coffee and blueberry pancakes. maybe some water and to just be sober for once so that i can get some sleep.

    #diary#january 5#2021#sober#not sober#writing#my writing#coffee#addictions#addiction#sleep#mania#Insomnia
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  • thestrangesprite
    29.12.2020 - 2 weeks ago

    crumpled minds and tissue paper hearts

    #writing#my writing#poems#poem#poetry#crumpled#crumpled minds#tissue paper#heart#hearts #tissue paper hearts
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  • thestrangesprite
    26.12.2020 - 3 weeks ago

    so delicately, you dissect me
    (the way you) take out your favorite pieces of my heart and soul
    parts preserved, pin them down and tack them up
    on your bright white walls
    forever encased for others to interpret

    #writing#my writing#poems#poem#poetry#ac
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  • thestrangesprite
    24.12.2020 - 3 weeks ago

    Mac Miller | Good News

    I spent the whole day in my head
    Do a little spring cleanin’
    I’m always too busy dreamin’
    Well, maybe I should wake up instead
    A lot of things I regret, but I just say I forget
    Why can’t it just be easy?
    Why does everybody need me to stay?
    Oh, I hate the feelin’
    When you’re high, but you’re underneath the ceilin’
    Got the cards in my hand, I hate dealin’, yeah
    Get everything I need, then I’m gone, but it ain’t stealin’
    Can I get a break?
    I wish that I could just get out my goddamn way
    What is there to say?
    There ain’t a better time than today
    Well, maybe I’ll lay down for a little, yeah
    Instead of always tryin’ to figure everything out
    And all I do is say sorry
    Half the time I don’t even know what I’m sayin’ it about

    Good news, good news, good news
    That’s all they wanna hear
    No, they don’t like it when I’m down
    But when I’m flyin’, oh
    It make ‘em so uncomfortable
    So different, what’s the difference?

    When it ain’t that bad
    It could always be worse
    I’m runnin’ out of gas, hardly anything left
    Hope I make it home from work
    Well, so tired of bein’ so tired
    Why I gotta build somethin’ beautiful just to go set it on fire?
    I’m no liar, but
    Sometimes the truth don’t sound like the truth
    Maybe 'cause it ain’t
    I just love the way it sound when I say it, yeah
    It’s what I do
    If you know me, it ain’t anything new
    Wake up to the moon, haven’t seen the sun in a while
    But I heard that the sky’s still blue, yeah
    I heard they don’t talk about me too much no more
    And that’s the problem with a closed door

    Good news, good news, good news
    That’s all they wanna hear
    No, they don’t like it when I’m down
    But when I’m flyin’, oh
    It make 'em so uncomfortable
    So different, what’s the difference?

    There’s a whole lot more for me waitin’ on the other side
    I’m always wonderin’ if it feel like summer
    I know maybe I’m too late, I could make it there some other time
    I’ll finally discover
    That there’s a whole lot more for me waitin’
    That there’s a whole lot more for me waitin’
    I know maybe I’m too late, I could make it there some other time
    Then I’ll finally discover
    That it ain’t that bad, ain’t so bad
    Well, it ain’t that bad, mm
    At least it don’t gotta be no more

    No more, no more, no more, no more
    No more, no more, no more, no more
    Hey, hey
    Mm, hey, mm, mm, mm

    #music#music videos#music playlist#playlist#tunes#mac#mac miller#good news
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  • thestrangesprite
    24.12.2020 - 3 weeks ago
    mac.

    i’d like to dedicate ‘weekend’ by mac miller to my first love
    and then i’d like to dedicate 'good news’ to everybody else

    [’the weekend’ randomly plays on my spotify playlist while making this post]

    #diary#music#music playlist#playlist#tunes#mac#mac miller#the weekend#good news#chris fowler#first love#love
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  • thestrangesprite
    24.12.2020 - 3 weeks ago

    Mac Miller | Weekend (feat. Miguel)

    Mondays I think of you
    But I ain’t tripping on it
    Tuesdays I’m in
    Gotta get my hands up on ya
    Wednesdays I’m lit with you
    You know you’re staying over
    Thursdays I’m sick of you
    I got to get rid of you
    Cause Fridays are always the start of the time of my life, alright
    When I get faded you hate it but, baby, it’s gonna be alright, ha, alright

    #music#music videos#tunes#playlist#music playlist#mac miller#miguel#weekend
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  • thestrangesprite
    24.12.2020 - 3 weeks ago

    for real, mac miller, frank ocean, kid cudi, and childish gambino saved my 2020 end of year, december downward spiral. i owe them such a great deal of gratitude.

    #diary#mac miller#frank ocean#kid cudi#childish gambino#2020#save me #december downward spiral #music#music playlist#playlist#tunes
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  • thestrangesprite
    24.12.2020 - 3 weeks ago

    you ever have the feeling like your ancestors or spirit guides are trying to tell you something important but you’re always too drunk to hear them?

    #diary#spirit guides#ancestors#important message#listen#sober#not sober #do you hear what i hear
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  • thestrangesprite
    22.12.2020 - 3 weeks ago
    frank.

    if i date a guy and he doesn’t fuck with frank ocean then it’s definitely a no for me, dog.

    if i’m dating a woman and she doesn’t fuck with frank ocean then it’s OK bb grl, do your thang. you’re still beautiful in my eyes.

    but, here, let me show you this song that reminds me of you..

    #diary#frank ocean#dating #men and women #men vs women #girls rule boys drool #this is not up for debate #full stop
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  • thestrangesprite
    19.12.2020 - 4 weeks ago

    less stress, more mess.

    #writing#my writing#poems#poem#poetry#less stress#more mess
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  • thestrangesprite
    19.12.2020 - 4 weeks ago
    Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle your demons will cause your angels to sing.
    August Wilson
    #quotes#august wilson#shadow#shadow self#illumination #illuminate the darkness #forgive#forgiveness#demons#angels#quote
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  • thestrangesprite
    18.12.2020 - 4 weeks ago

    sometimes i’m overwhelmed with this sensation of numbness. maybe it’s lethologica, i think, but not for a word or a phrase, but for the remembrance of my on spirit. my chest is empty, hollow, and forgotten of. it’s like my soul has left me and i’m trying to remember what it felt like to have one.

    #writing#my writing#poems#poem#poetry#lethologica #i've become so numb #spirit#soul
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  • thestrangesprite
    18.12.2020 - 1 mont ago

    when i look back at all my past lovers and see them becoming husbands and dads, i mourn for the life i could’ve maybe had

    but at the end of the day i have to remind myself that i left them behind for a reason. that life was not built for me. it was their adventure to be had all along.

    idk what mine is but i love the expansion and the possibilities of something completely different and magical in it’s own unique way.

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  • thestrangesprite
    17.12.2020 - 1 mont ago

    blitzed, probably.

    #diary#blitzed#addiction #wine all the time #water into wine #quarantine thoughts
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  • thestrangesprite
    14.12.2020 - 1 mont ago

    Kid Cudi | Heaven On Earth - The Rager, The Menace Part 2

    #music#music videos#music playlist#playlist#tunes #man on the moon #man on the moon iii #the chosen#kid cudi #heaven on earth #the rager the menace #the rager the menace part 2
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  • thestrangesprite
    14.12.2020 - 1 mont ago

    you are so fucking cool,
    and i am shit

    #writing#my writing#poems#poem#poetry#ac#cool #i am shit
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  • thestrangesprite
    11.12.2020 - 1 mont ago

    Kid Cudi | She Knows This

    Mm-mm-mm
    Yeah, and she see me, she knows this
    Mm-mm-mm
    Yeah, and she screamin’, “She knows this”
    Mm-mm-mm
    Yeah, and she see me, she knows this
    Yeah, hmm
    Mm-mm-mm
    Yeah, and she see me, she knows this
    Mm-mm-mm
    Yeah, and she screamin’, “She knows this”
    Mm-mm-mm
    Yeah, and she see me, she knows this
    Yeah, hmm-hmm

    Here we go, step in (Yeah, yeah) and we gon’ tear shit up (Uh)
    Yeah, they got double cups, but me and my boo got two fat blunts (Yeah)
    Roll it up (Gang), ooh, talk about dude, I give two fucks (Fuck)
    But we know (Ooh), truth, duck all the ho shit, burnin’ the burnt clips (Nah)
    Now listen, wow, baby, let me set it off
    In your itty-bitty ‘kini, such a vision, oh
    You my fix, you’s a hit in forever long
    Workin’ it, your sweaty body, love to see it go, ooh-ooh
    Take a ride if you like, let’s see
    Do whatever you like and we (Yeah)
    On a mission tonight, ooh-ooh
    Live a hell of a life (Yeah)
    Someone say they saw that man, ayy
    And they say, “No, ain’t no controllin’ him, ” ayy
    Yeah, it’s a myth, up in this bitch, no takin’ flicks
    Climbed out the treacherous bottomless pit
    Yeah, I’m reborn and my life is the shit, heaven (Go)

    Mm-mm-mm
    Yeah, and she see me, she knows this
    Mm-mm-mm
    Yeah, and she screamin’, “She knows this”
    Mm-mm-mm
    Yeah, and she see me, she knows this
    Yeah, hmm
    Mm-mm-mm
    Yeah, and she see me, she knows this
    Mm-mm-mm
    Yeah, and she screamin’, “She knows this”
    Mm-mm-mm
    Yeah, and she see me, she knows this
    Yeah, hmm-hmm

    Yeah, gangs of women givin’ lovin’, easy sinnin’
    Suppose you got two hoes that go both ways, don’t know my limit
    Know what it is, fall into the void, this how I’m livin’
    Can’t ask for better options, it’s the captain of the ship isn’t it?
    Yeah, yo, this for my sanity
    Some play some days into the night
    I say you can’t judge me, babe, I’m twisted in the brain, know why (Yeah)
    See I can’t be stressin’ (No, no, I can’t stress)
    I just need my medicine (Yeah baby, I need it)
    Baby, come and learn these lessons (Come, baby, and see)
    Been around and around again (Boom-boom, boom-boom)
    Cuttin’ loose with the troops and, no, we ain’t lie
    This the move, come and tell your group get inside the groove
    We at the trippy house, show me how you do
    Live a hell of a life

    #music#music video#music playlist#playlist#tunes #man on the moon #man on the moon iii #kid cudi #she knows this #the chosen
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