gotta love it when someone you consider a brother sleeps with an ex that you still have tremendous feelings for. honestly just thinking about disappearing away from everything, i would if it didn’t cause such collateral damage, i have so many great things going on in life; yet being surrounded by untrustworthy selfish backstabbers makes it feel like it isn’t worth the exhaustion.
i want to travel the world and leave everything behind, but i’ve learnt tonight that claiming happiness at the expense of others is truly inhumane. if i would ever leave everything behind, those closest to me will not favour in my absence; just like i’m currently suffering trying to tolerate two people who have forced a situation on me no human should ever endure. but i will endure, and grow further than they will ever do.
personal rant over, if you’ve read this long, i hope this gives you some perspective. enjoy your scroll x
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