there is literally no logical, emotional, aesthetic, philosophical, moral, or sexy reason for the sun to be gone at 4.30 pm
I don’t think I can realistically keep just like…… going through weeks forever. like what, I just go through weeks until I’m dead? what’s with that?
I love hyperfixating, performing femininity, baking goods, & being dead
like not to be mitski hozier lorde fiona apple dead poets society mary oliver feral homoerotic tender repression donna tartt fleabag my own private idaho campfire scene cinnamon girl by lana del rey not to me not if it’s you but if someone doesn’t kiss me soon i’ll go fucking insane
EMOTIONAL INTIMACY CARD GAME
PLAY WITH FRIENDS OR OTHERS
i think about this piece a lot and i’d love to have the space to perform it someday lol. june 2016 was a wild time
Also I think it’s really interesting how many people in the notes of this post think this is an actual card game and not at least partially an art piece. maybe they’re right and I’m wrong who knows
me: I’m in love with this person
me: [looks at their linkedin profile picture] hmmmmmmm or am I?
the scene in jennifer’s body where she smears foundation all over her face in a desperate attempt to feel any semblance of normal after her body being violated and taken over by a demon and literally losing her humanity and the only way she can even think to fix it is to cover herself in makeup because that’s how the world wants to see girls and that’s what she’s been taught to do her whole life >>>>>>>>> fight club, american psycho, all marvel, anything by question tarantula ari astor or david fincher, any movie created by a man ever
me, in september when the leaves started changing and the weather was a little cooler: seasonal depression WHOM??????? i am healthy and HAPPY and i LOVE fall! pumpkin spice lattes yas! what was i THINKING? i’m remembering it as worse than it was in years past!!
me, 8 days into november when its freezing and getting dark at 5pm: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh. oh oh oh OH. oh ya………
what on EARTH would be the purpose of a publicly viewable group chat
me, talking with my friends: this is great but i’d really like it better if we had a silent and unknowable audience watching us all the time
all these days and weeks and months keep happening…..when does it end?
I share an amazon account with my dad
Li-Young Lee, “Dwelling”