PEOPLE CHANGE YOUR PERSPECTIVE!
I wish I could move mountains with my words, shake peoples opinions with a few sentence. people these days don’t realize what it means to be contempt. no one knows what self love is. everyone is just so easily trapped inside the prison of their own mind. they let their thoughts get clouded with nicotine. depression is something people dont talk about because it shows weakness. and in a society where we pretend everything is perfect, photoshop not only our photos but our lives. I swore my perception of myself was who I really was inside. and I told myself I didn’t deserve happiensss or even deserve to live. I’m worthless.. I’m a fucked up person .. all thought patterns I’d stapled into my mind and anything you tell yourself your subconscious will begin to believe it is true. there’s a big difference from contemplating taking your life and actually doing it . but with hopelessness in my heart , and everyone foreseeing this through social media , I was already as good as dead. my heart even stopped, I thought about everything. my friends, my family, the family I never started, my supporters, the people I let down.at that moment none of it mattered. all that mattered was relieving myself from this seemingly endless torture. this was it the answer to all my problems. voiced in my head , do it .. but suddenly your life can have meaning again , and you’ll for be greatful and one day you’ll look back and be blessed to say, “I’m still here”.
your not alone because I can assure you many people have had the same thoughts, the same struggles, I’ve been in similar situations where there seems like there’s not a happy ending, and everything in your world wants to fall ontop if you, maybe my perspective is different. people need to stop giving up so easily, this is a game won by the devil, this isn’t your life to end, it’s over when your time is done and you aren’t the one to give it a number. people cry out for help then don’t accept it , instead of being open minded to help and encouragement they shut it out. stop giving up. .life can always be worse, always. count your blessings. look for the good in things instead of only seeing the bad. change your perspective.