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20.10.2021 - 1 mont ago

T//W

It happened again. I skipped a day, didn’t check my blog. I had a panic attack when I couldn’t find it, then I thought maybe my husband had done it—then I checked my email. I’m getting so tired of this shit. This is my fourth acct (from being…y'know). So, I’m pissed.

So I made this. It mentions unhealthy coping mechanisms, s//h, e//d, bad m//h, wanting to d//ie, and sui//cide. I’ve decided that every time that it happens again and I have to start again: I’m going to set the same header. Maybe it’s all just b//ots and logarithms doing it and there is no emotion at all. But maybe there’s actual people who are looking and they see all of the same accts over and over and over. Maybe it makes a difference, maybe it doesn’t, but I’ve got to try, right?

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