“If you don’t quit, and don’t cheat, and don’t run home when trouble arrives, you can only win.”
— Shelley Long
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i don’t like how endings in real life come on so suddenly without making sense, without much warning. one minute you’re in the middle of something and the next it’s all a very long time ago and you’re a different person and none of it is ever coming back
an euch, die ihr mich liebt: es zerreißt mich.
zu sehen und zu wissen.
wie ich euch im Stich lasse: wieder und wieder
enttäusche ich euch, verletze, versetze
aber es ist nie meine Absicht, ich flehe euch an:
Glaubt mir, dass ich euch liebe
nur manchmal. bin ich nicht da, dann
bin ich keine Freundin, keine Schwester, keine Tochter,
kein Mensch. ich bin nicht
für euch da und es zerreißt mich
How is your mental health, and your eating disorder? Are you getting better?
my mental health is not so good at the moment and my eating disorder is still there. it’s not that bad as it was 4-5 years ago, but i still have to fight it every single day. some days my eating disorder is silent and other days it yells at me and makes me hate myself so much. but i have to keep fighting, no matter how much it hurts. i don’t want to walk through the streets like a skeleton again. i don’t want to be half dead again. i don’t want to fight the same fight again. i don’t think i even have the strength for it. i get through the day, the weeks, months and years. i am still alive and there are moments where i am thankful for it. i still have to fight to not fall into this deep black hole again. but i will fight. even if some days are harder to fight than others.
thanks for your message, my dear. it meant a lot to me.
there’s so much pain inside of me
i can feel it ache everywhere
“Promise Yourself To be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet. To make all your friends feel that there is something in them To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. To think only the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best. To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile. To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble. To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words but great deeds. To live in faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you.”
“From the very beginning you are being told to compare yourself with others. This is the greatest disease; it is like a cancer that goes on destroying your very soul because each individual is unique, and comparison is not possible.”
You can’t force people to appreciate you.
You can’t force people to be loyal to you.
You can’t force people to treat you right.
You can’t force people to be honest with you.
You definitely can’t force people to love you.