colorado springs baby i miss u
want to move back to colorado so bad i hate florida
i lied i can’t sleep my feelings. are so hurt
gonna go to bed and not even say anything abt it cause i probably won’t even remember it in the morning gn :p
i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here
bye i went to make ramen bc ive been drinking and i’m a little hungry but then my boyfriend was like haven’t you already had some today lol and now i don’t even want to eat haha
anybody else just have the weirdest fucking relationship with the concept of god like. yes god is real. no i don’t believe in him. the universe is on a prebuilt track and we cannot get off this ride. free will is an illusion. every decision you make changes every life you touch. there’s no afterlife, only nonexistence. hell is real and i can list 10 people i know personally who are going there. god is in every tree and animal and blade of grass and person and every word that was spoken is spoken and will ever be spoken. when i die scatter my ashes where god can’t reach me. god is a semi-permeable membrane. i am going to vandalize a church. y'know?