sex is cool and all, but sometimes you just want someone you can chill with during the day.
We both love each other a lot, we just have a very funny way of showing it, and someday we will no longer be in each other’s life, and all we will remember is the dysfunction, but we’ll remember the smiles too. I love you so much, I’ m sorry we bring out the worst in each other.
Do you ever wonder if the people who hurt you and left you ever think about you, and wonder how you’re doing? Maybe they even kinda miss you, and think damn, she was cool but it just wasn’t the right time. I think of everyone who has ever touched my life and my heart from time to time, whether romantic or platonic. Sometimes I wanna talk to them, just like old times, but then I remember it’s not old times, and for whatever reason, they decided to remove me from their life. That’s okay though, people have every right to remove you from their life, if that’s what they see fit. I just wish more people shared their happiness with me instead of only just their pain.
A more recent pic of me
I haven’t been on tumblr in forever
I haven’t been on tumblr in forever, but I honestly just need somewhere to vent that isn’t my journal. I’ve been too depressed to even take care of myself lately. I’m tired of not being good enough. I’m not even second best, maybe like 5th or 6th best. People only like me because I do them favors. Boys only want me for one thing and it makes me feel fucking empty.
I don’t deserve to be treated like shit. Just because every guy I’ve really liked has done me dirty and ended up leaving me doesn’t mean I deserved it. There was something wrong with them to allow them to treat another person like that, not me. I don’t need to change, I’m fine the way I am.
Yeah I know her. Her name is Danna and we used to be really close friends. I don’t talk to her anymore though. Why do you ask?
Yeah sorry I thought I sent it. That username doesn’t ring a bell, what part of cali was she from?