Part of getting my shit together is learning to love myself fully
This means making sure I eat more than once a day, working on just lunch and maybe that’ll evolve to breakfast too.
This means taking care of my skin, staying hydrated, having an intense hair routine (that makes me happy)
This means doing and finding things that I love just for my own enjoyment. So far that’s been painting, music, concerts. I’m pushing myself to figure out what I love and to do them on my own. It’s a stage of finding who I truly am and while it’s scary, it’s so fulfilling.
This means making time for my friends and the people who mean the most to me. They’re who I need to draw my happiness from but also from within.
That’s what I struggle with the most: how do I make myself happy. How does my inner happiness and love push me to be better? How do I come to accept who I am and love me for me? How do I become happy alone?