i wanna be here again bc i miss my bby
i wanna be here again bc i miss my bby
me: deleting a draft accidentally saved twice me: is this equivalent to writing a reply?
THINGS IN THE WORKS
• a post explaining my marvel canon. • a new self promo. • some muse edits. • an update post on the leafysons.
hi i have 40 drafts. some of which are months old; what if i dropped all of my threads? would that be okay is that something i can do
OC Infodump - Ayumi Goto
- Warnings for mention of death, questionable parental abuse -
name; ayumi (first) ‘himeka’ goto (last) gender; female age; 19 orientation; heteroromantic, heterosexual(assumed) occupation; idol, college student
Ayumi Goto was the identical twin sister to the late idol Himeka Goto, and the one forced to take up the mantle when her twin passed away in an unfortunate accident.
Ayumi is the twin who was happy to support from the sidelines. She never did expect her sister to be torn from her so suddenly. Unsurprisingly her whole family were in a state of grief, not only had one of their daughters passed away, they were on the verge of losing their standing in the entertainment world. It’s unknown whether or not it was due to said grief and depression that they claimed to their late daughter’s agency that it in fact wasn’t Himeka who passed away in that freak accident, but Ayumi.
Initially Ayumi was confused. Who wouldn’t be? Your sister had just passed away and yet here your parents were begging you to act as your sibling for an appearance.
Perhaps it was only temporary. Perhaps they had plans to confirm the matter once things had settled down. If it was only once, Ayumi could do it in loving memory of her sister. Perhaps it would help her grieve. Perhaps it would bring her that final step closer to Himeka.
It wasn’t the one time.
Twice. Three times. After the fourth Ayumi finally found the courage to speak out. She didn’t want to be Himeka like her parents and everyone now apparently saw her. Yet her parents begged. Pleaded, for her to continue in memory of her sister.
Was it really for Himeka at this point? Really? When everything that should of referred to Ayumi now used the name of Himeka? Were they not just forcing this upon her to greedily keep their standing?
Did they truly care for Himeka at all in the first place? Did they truly care for Ayumi?
She didn’t know. What little Ayumi did did know was just how she started to despise anyone who took her for Himeka.
Why didn’t she quit? As much as she wanted to, at this point her heart wouldn’t allow it. Letting her sister down would most likely tear her own heart in two. Thus internally, Ayumi constantly wishes for once thing.
‘Somebody please see me for who I really am..’
u know what's super kinky about my muses
when they do the hug & forehead touch thing
i’m still working on her but like this post if you want the url
♔ 「 @hanahashira asked : "You use a bow and arrows?" She knew that Genya, Gyoumei's protégé, also used similar methods of long distance to achieve a higher goal. Though in the end what she truly believed was that it would be a blade to sever demon's neck, if not it being a method to stretch the battle till sunlight. Her lack of uniform was also of particular interest and Kanae belatedly realized that this woman had no distinctive training that she could see, visage leaning forward to continue, "How cute. Can you use a sword, as well?" //for yona! 。 」
🌺 ❞ Attracting the attention of actual demon slayers always left Yona nervous, though she supposed that befriending one eventually led to befriending others—-especially when, if she wasn’t mistaken, this woman was Shinobu’s elder sister. What a privilege to meet her...! Of course, the recognition only distracted her from the questions, and she scrambled in an attempt to catch up to the conversation.
“Um, yes! I can use both.” Though she certainly wouldn’t call her skill with a sword noteworthy, as she was slow to build up the strength and agility needed to wield it properly. At this point, she could probably hold her own against people well enough... though demons were a different story. “I have friends who are stronger than I am—-but I want to get stronger so that I can protect them.”
The words fell naturally from her lips, a practiced pledge. She always felt embarrassed by her own weakness, yet she tried to turn that into determination.
Remembering something else, she pulled an arrow from her quiver and held it out, careful to avoid touching the tip. “Another one of my friends makes poison from wisteria flowers. It’s very helpful!”
send 🌼 for a happiness headcanon ↳ @healingsorcery ✦ headcanons. ✧ accepting.
loki can be very similar to a DRAGON in the sense that shiny things perk him up. this applies literally as well as metaphorically as it goes for things like riches and baubles but ranges through anything that he would find interesting like devices or books, or anything that’s just really aesthetically pleasing to look at. it gives him enough of a serotonin boost to make him pause at the very least.
🦄 [ physical health ] ↳ @petrovafired ✦ headcanons. ✧ accepting.
loki doesn’t really go out of his way to do anything strenuous or exercise terribly often and normally only does so when he knows he needs it. this, along with his more evasive / mystical fighting style, is why loki appears slimmer and not super bulky and filled out like his brother, while still retaining a muscular form.
send ⌛ for a sleep headcanon ↳ @sovietsylph ✦ headcanons. ✧ accepting.
loki subconsciously GRIPS things in his sleep, he frequently wakes up with the hem of his furs / sheets / blankets / pillows in his hand ( even if said coverings aren’t draped over him ), and if none are available one of his hands will often rest up in his own hair or underneath his head to mimic the pressure. it’s a comfort thing I’m not even sure he knows that he does.
i will be here soon , i promise ! i cannot concentrate on anything atm bc im stressing abt a possible work promotion lol
[ i found local lizard girl icons... these are so old.. ]
dilf dilf dilf dilf dilf dilf
listen out of 45 drafts i currently have 15 to finish, ya girl has been deep diving into those replies so i’m really sorry for being quiet on IM’s!
MUNDAY PICS shlebs in her natural habitat ! ! if you look close you can see my loki gold leaf painting in the background.
on the notes of baby talks. lisa wants a dotter. steve is already a mother of 5. val wants like one eventually and wants to raise them solo. vulpes wouldn’t know what to do with any sort of weird fleshy spawn. joseph thinks kids are stupid as hell but he tells everyone he’s gonna have one and name them something super sick and theyll kick ur kids ass. jessica cannot be assed with the idea. staci is already too fucking awkward with kids to consider it rn. and ww is a dilf.
[ wtf remember when i tried to pick up sibbi black-briar as a muse...... what was going on in my head hskdkf ]
— what would you guys think if i just . . . gave out random closed starters on all my blogs . . . maybe you can like this post for one ??? maybe you’ll just get one because i have this unused idea & think you’re neat ??? 👉👈
it’s been a sort of meh day for me so i’m just gonna watch youtube until i pass out - will be more active here tomorrow! meanwhile find me on discord