Still kind of stressed, but I feel a bit better now. ‘Tis the night time jitters. I just needed something wholesome.
This is also the first time I’ve actually drawn human RGB, so forgive me if he looks off. Humans are not my forte (hence the potential uncanny valley here. Still pleased because it came out looking a lot better than I thought it would. Will need to practice more in the future).
She called to me
Whispers of the beloved
A cry for justice
A tear for our efforts
Her spirit smiles still
Encouraging us to
Keep on fighting
JBJ out and about for Jon Bon Jovi Films BARSTOOL SPORTS Episode, Houston Street, New York, NY September 23, 2020 (photo credit to the owner)
“ASCENDING” // september 2020
Okay, so for starters, I should establish that I have seen all the “oh you’re never too old to get good at something/make friends/fall in love” posts. I am aware; I’ve reblogged a few, even.
But it’s still so hard not to feel like… like I’ve somehow fucked up my whole life before I’m even 24. So many things that it just feels as though I missed whatever unseen chance I had, and now it’s just all gone forever. And I know logically that it’s not like someone’s going to execute me if I haven’t reached a certain number of life milestones by 25, but it’s… I guess it’s more like I feel I’m too far along to get a ‘first time’ in. Too late to have a first relationship, or a first date, or a first time drinking with friends, or a first time playing tabletop role play games, or a first time meeting online friends in person. I’m… embarrassed that I haven’t done that stuff, I guess. And I just feel like if I do do it now, I’m just going to get made fun of or degraded for not doing it sooner.
I don’t know. I’m not sure what I expect from posting this. Maybe it’s just helpful to get these thoughts written out, or something. I don’t even know if I’d want someone to interact with it; I’d probably just feel embarrassed for ‘complaining’ or whatever.
The beginning of the end
not to get to get too cynical but its becoming increasingly evident that this election does not matter
don’t get me wrong, i’m absolutely gonna vote, and i 100% recommend that others do too
but more and more its becoming clear (in my opinion at least) that no matter the outcome tru/mp is not going to transfer power, either upon his loss or at the end of his second term. whether its suppressing the vote/etc so that it lands in his favor or just straight up refusing to concede/transfer power in january
like i’m really trying not to get too hopeless about everything but i genuinely do not see an outcome for this country that doesn’t end in some kind of autocratic coup (barring an *ssass*nat*on *ttempt lol)
Identifying interviews based on people’s zoom positions is 2020 culture