Para tocarte más allá de la piel se necesita el coraje de darle a las manos el poder de transcribir lo que el sentimiento tiene que decir con la claridad de un corazón confiando en su latir.

— Esu Emmanuel©️, To touch you beyond the skin requires the courage to give your hands the power to transcribe what the feeling has to say with the clarity of a heart confident in its beating.

30 Days of Autism Acceptance 2021: April 11th

April 11th: What are your thoughts/feelings about masking (a term for when autistic people hide their autistic traits)? Do you mask?

HOO BOY. We're going into the shit now.

I don't need to consciously mask, because I've been taught to subconsciously mask. All throughout my childhood, I was taught how to mask, and even then it took me years to be able to do it, and I rather resent being forced into some neurotypical-passing box that at this point I couldn't get out of if I tried. I wish the adults in my life had spent less time trying to make me seem "normal" and more time actually addressing my needs in a healthy manner.

I wouldn't wish my childhood experiences on my worst enemy.

And you know, maybe I gained something from all this. Maybe I can socialize better, in a way I wouldn't have been able to otherwise. Maybe I'm more likely to get a job, ever so slightly. Maybe I can pretend to be "normal" in public. Maybe I did get some valuable skills and traits out of everything that happened.

It still doesn't make it worth it. And regardless of what I gained, I'll forever feel a deep and abiding sadness for what I've lost. Not only that, but the way I am now, it's impossible for me to get back whatever the autistic traits are that were taken from me.

Thanks to the lessons I internalized during my childhood...it took me a long time to start being able to love myself for who I am again. And I'm still trying to do so, every day.

April 4, 2021 - Kurdish activists attacked the Turkish consulate in Lyon, France, with fireworks, after Turkish fascists attacked a Kurdish community center the day before and injured four people. [video]

Tạm biệt Đà Lạt, Thư về đây!

Nay ĐL gặp quá nhiều cảnh hai đứa từng ghé nên dễ dãi cho phép nhớ nyc nhiều chút, gọi là mặc nhiên để kí ức khơi gợi lại.

Giống như Meredith, biết mình không nên và cũng k thể tiếp tục, cố gồng mình cứng rắn lạnh lùng nhưng vẫn phải thốt ra "I miss you"

Muốn được anh chở đi dạo và thò tay ôm bụng anh từ phía sau

Muốn được la đói bụng và anh sẽ mua súp cua cho

Muốn trùm chăn nằm xem phim chung

Muốn cùng nhau ngắm hoàng hôn ở hồ Tuyền Lâm

Muốn được anh ôm và ngủ yên lành trong tay anh

...

I miss you..

Desnuda ante la hoja blanca del querer vas dejando en la superficie tibias gotas de esa tinta que derrama tu ser a la vez que el testigo de tu emoción se bebe el cálido sabor de tu entrega con los ojos enamorados de tu trémulo poema.

— Esu Emmanuel©️, Naked before the white sheet of love you leave on the surface warm drops of that ink that spills your being at the same time that the witness of your emotion drinks the warm taste of your surrender with the enamoured eyes of your trembling poem.

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💐 In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious The Most Merciful

💌 I used to wrongly assume that if the authorities in Makkah or Madinah announced they've sighted the new moon of Ramadan, then all Muslims around the world are obliged to start fasting together with those residing in Saudi Arabia. If you were to follow that concept, it would mean that every time it is Fajr or Dhuhr time in Saudi Arabia, the Muslims in other countries would have to pray Fajr or Dhuhr with them even though it is still nighttime in their areas. It is understood that the noble Messenger Muhammad SallAllahu 'alaihi wa sallam commanded us believers to fast only when we have seen the new moon indicating it is Ramadan, not to perform religious duties out of speculation or mainly because a particular country ordered, specially since the moon which revolves around the earth doesn't appear to all countries worldwide at precisely the same timing.

Muslims in a city shouldn't begin fasting until the new moon that indicates this blessed month's arrival is clearly visible to at least a number of trustworthy individuals. If they're unable to detect the new crescent due to cloudy skies or stormy weather, they can

Inn-sha-Allah contact relatives and friends who are situated in nearby locations if they have witnessed the new moon of Ramadan.

Allah the Almighty knows best.

~•~

📖 Abu Huraira RadhiAllahu 'anhu narrated: Allah's noble Messenger Muhammad SallAllahu 'alaihi wa sallam said, "The five prayers, Friday to Friday, and Ramadan to Ramadan will expiate the sins committed between them, as long as major sins are avoided."

Source: Sahih Muslim 233

Grade: Sahih (Authentic) according to Muslim

📖 Ibn Umar RadhiAllahu 'anhuma narrated: Whenever the Messenger of Allah SallAllahu 'alaihi wa sallam saw the new crescent moon, he would say, "Allah is the Greatest! O Allah, bring it over us with safety and faith, peace and Islam, and guidance to what our Rabb (Allah) loves and is pleased with. Our Rabb (Allah) and your Rabb is Allah."

Source: Sunan Al-Dārimī 1729

Grade: Sahih li ghayrihi according to Al-Arna’ut

https://abdurrahman.org/2009/08/20/local-or-international-sighting-of-moon/amp/

https://abdurrahman.org/2018/05/14/moon-sighting-hilal-of-ramadan-hilal-of-shawwal/amp/

https://binbaz.org.sa/fatwas/17754/%D8%AD%D9%83%D9%85-%D8%B5%D9%8A%D8%A7%D9%85-%D9%83%D9%84-%D8%A8%D9%84%D8%AF-%D8%AD%D8%B3%D8%A8-%D8%B1%D9%88%D9%8A%D8%AA%D9%87-%D9%84%D9%84%D9%87%D9%84%D8%A7%D9%84

https://binbaz.org.sa/fatwas/7193/%D8%B9%D8%AF%D9%85-%D8%A7%D8%B4%D8%AA%D8%B1%D8%A7%D8%B7-%D8%A7%D8%AA%D9%81%D8%A7%D9%82-%D8%A7%D9%84%D9%85%D8%B3%D9%84%D9%85%D9%8A%D9%86-%D9%81%D9%8A-%D8%A8%D8%AF%D8%A1-%D8%A7%D9%84%D8%B5%D9%88%D9%85

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WHY WOMEN KILL (CBS)

Why Women Kill details the lives of three women living in three different decades: a housewife in the '60s, a socialite in the '80s, and a lawyer in 2019, each dealing with infidelity in their marriages. The series examines how the roles of women have changed, but how their reaction to betrayal - has not.

Rating: ✮✮✮✮✰ 4/5

i liked it, the story is beautiful and interesting despite its simplicity, i liked all the characters in the three different decades, it seems that it will become one of the best i've seen, i hope another season from now

SOOOO UNDERRATED!!!!

De ese placer sencillo, pero valioso, es el que obtengo cada que escribes bajo el velo del cielo y me haces testigo de tu sentimiento. Sí, niña mía, leerte es mi gozo eterno, por eso soy feliz mientras te desnudas ante el objeto que te llena de contento.

— Esu Emmanuel©️, It is that simple but precious pleasure that I get every time you write under the veil of heaven and make me a witness of your feeling. Yes, my child, reading you is my eternal joy, that's why I am happy while you undress before the object that fills you with contentment.

nag-iisip rin ako kung bibili ba ako ng physical copy ng Beauty and the West Chamber o gumastos na lang ako para sa mga app ng webtoon 🤔

maganda rin pala na legal kang magbasa para may restrictions (i.e. chapters needed to be purchased, vip members ganern) tsaka mapipilitan kang magbasa ng kung anong available lang HAHAHAHA then ofc, weekly updates. di katulad sa mga ilegal na paraan na one to sawa ang basa lol.

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