I got a message from one of my suitors this morning saying that he wanted to spend the day with me. I was quite appalled; doing that sounds like torture. It is not that I don’t like him, but THE WHOLE ENTIRE DAY?!?! Doing what?!?! I can’t even think of anything that I want to do right now that requires two people. Well, actually, if he can cut pieces of wood or acrylic for me, I can see how we can turn this into an all-day date. I do have some craft ideas that require me to do things that I am unable to do (Can you imagine me using a saw? I would not have any fingers left). So if that is what we will be doing, I am down to do it. If not, then I have no reason to be with him ALL DAY.
I truly thought this is what I wanted, but I can’t seem to get this to fit into my lifestyle. I am not used to men who have ample free time on their hands. My ex is a hobbyist like me, so he was never under me 24/7 because he was always home working on something. Therefore this concept of having to spend ALL THIS TIME with someone else is a struggle for me. I don’t know how people do it. It feels so draining to me. Needless to say, I did not show up for my all-day date today. I could not bring myself to do it. For how much I am struggling with this, singlehood might honestly be the life for me.